| Some of this is old, some of it has stories, most of it doesn't. Feel free to write and ask for more, some, stories, etc. Most of these are untitled and blend into each other. Sorry. |
| And do you distrust me? I can see that look in your eyes Why do you mistrust... The things you hear your kids scream At night |
| Do you build your own personal hell? Do you need your own personal hell? Put the kids in their cell You will be crucified For the sins you lie You will be executed For all the little white lies And fuck you Fuck you Fuck the pain behind those eyes |
| Above the crashing wave I wait Perched a top a spire Death he did come for me I hoped he would have tired Just then I leapt into the water It covers up my head And though the darkness staggers me At this point I'm not quite dead |
| Reverting to amoeba Becoming sespool of what I've been Stagnant Will never happen Full circles do What I'll never tell him to Forsake me turn your back As they do And it me And the Tv That can't take it. |
| Misty Are mine Eyes as I speak Froggy is my voices trapped inside Baby fish mouth Lovely Were you As my words cut beneath skin |
| You know I know The placebo for love The antidote The magic potion To make every emotion Tried and true Am I your comfortable Devotion? Am I your denomination of faith? |
| fragments of speech broken thought That I can FEEL and understand As each puzzle piece fall to the floor and sticks to my feet broken pieces of every heart |
| Workings of a Single Heart in a Group how easily you say tell us how it should be Preach as if We were your minions speak your mind As we unwittingly Not and smile Should we retort? Spit, reply Be who we want to be Talk Walk Our own way see how quickly We can be smited then let me smile Graze your lips with my own Smile and say I love you |
| he says "You don't stand up for yourself... ...much... ...do you?" How does one answer that? Why no, and I love the feeling Of shit, as it drips off of me My boots don't kick you And sometimes I tweak Nerve endings snap And I hate you But whose fault is that? How can I stand up? When you keep hitting my mental knees... |
| Telegram Sam I tried to see you But they all sent me away I felt you all along the moonlight As if life had passed you by But your glasses clasped in fist Shaking it right into the sky I know I'll always hear you If you'd only rest your head to cry |
| How can so many years difference Be nothing Why do my actions Make sense to me alone Why can I forgive Forget Forgive Forget Live and let Live? We can still hang It's cool I know how you feel It's cool But you're 22 And you remember Every detail So now you're dying Live and let die But I can ask You to go to hell. |
| And when I'm walking on Leaving this world behind No longer will your pain be mine No longer will my pain be your's Because all the music that filled the time between us The roses that grow At my feet Are now your's to remember me by So don't cry. Just remember me Love what I've tried to be Remember Celebrate Smile |
| If I lived for 100 years It's you I'll remember I'll never fear you I can't say it enough If I could be strong enough Hold you tight enough Keep your lips close Much closer Then I could be my own heart If I could be everything For one day I'd know Inside That maybe you know it's real, safe, me |
| He leads me He loves me I'm inspired And so, so intruiged He delights me He inspires me With him I don't need cigarettes Or artificial sweetening He ignites me Delights me And the surprises Never stop To breath With out him beside me Is wasted breath On Empty lungs. |
| Marlboro Light Menthol 100's So different by two Now cigars Cigarillos Sit on his lips Instead of mine |
| Zombie bride And the love of a hurricane Zombie pride And a new place to go Zombie sigh and she knew Where she wanted to be In the arms of a short bearded fool |
| Asleep and dreaming She spoke to me of you Soft words spoken Of roses Of moonlight Of the softest things But mostly Of you coming home |
| Ragdoll face Ragdoll place Created just for me Ragdoll lies Ragdoll cries I tried to replace Her hands hold her back her plans well retract what will her next words bring? |
| Six cups of coffee A pack of cigarettes A lovers calling Seeking residence One crack rock smoker And the sound of wedding bells Miss Krauss please sing us a song There's raisins in my toast And you know it's true Waffle house love it will be Truer for them But mostly for me and you. |
| The biggest wave came It washed me away Saved me from me And I was safe in its calm Everyone had to weather the storm But I sank Saved Floating And as my eyes shut I knew I couldn't die because I was already in heaven with this ocean of bliss |
| Lord knows where I'd rather be Safe with you Instead of asleep with in me |
| Poet pages For poet faces Poet eyes poet lies resting between Her poet thighs And in his drunken madness Can he see her hungry mouth sharpened teeth hungry eyes Sheilded By a mirrored soul everyone needs a Renfield |