Bastard

Without a choice I
was labeled at birth.
Bastard.
Fatherless child.
For the longest time
I didn't know.
I thought I was like
everyone else.
Until I saw what I was
missing.
Playing catch in the
backyard,
The pride in your eyes
when i brought home my first A,
And most of all just knowing
I belong.
Mom did her best to fill
the void you left,
But it still remains open,
like a wound that wont heal.
Why did you leave?
Why weren't you here when
I needed you most?
Now years later,
when I thought i had moved on,
You want to be part of my life.
But no matter what,
I'll always be a bastard.


Written by John Lane Schultz
January 22, 1999
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