| SWAN DIVE |
| cradling the softest, warmest part of you in my hand feels like a baby bird fallen from a nest i think that your body is something i understand i think that i'm happy, i think that i'm blessed i've got a lack of inhibition i've got a loss of persepective i've had a little bit to drink and its making me think that i can jump ship and swim that the ocean will hold me that there's got to be more than this boat i'm in cuz they can call me crazy if i fail all the chance that i need is one-in-a-million and they can call me brilliant is i succeed gravity is nothing to me, moving at the speed of sound i'm jsut gonna get my feet wet until i drown and i teeter between tired and really really tired i'm wiped and i'm wired but i guess its just as well because i built my own empire out of car tires and chicken wire and i'm queen of my own compost heap and i'm getting used to the smell and i've got a lack of information but i got a little revelation and i'm climbing up on the railing trying not to look down i'm going to do my best swan-dive into shark infested waters i'm gonna pull out my tampon and start splashing around cuz i don't care if they eat me alive i've got better things to do than survive i've got a memory of your warm skin in my hand and i've got a vision of blue sky and dry land I'm cradling the hardest, heaviest part of me in my hand the ship is pitching and heaving my limbs are bobbing and weaving and i think this is something i understand i jsut need a couple vaccinations for my far-away vacation i'm going to go ahead and go boldy because a little bird told me that jumping is easy that falling is fun up until you hit the sidewalk shivering and stunned and they can call me crazy if i fail all the chance that i need is on-in-a-million is i succeed gravity is nothing to me moving at the speed of sound i'm just gonna get my feet wet until i drown... |