That's what I have that the heathens do not. Hope. My hope is found in You, O Lord, who saves me from my sins and from those who persecute. Strengthen me, God. Build me up! I want to be all that I can and more for Jess. I know she deserves much better than me, in my eyes, but You have blessed me with her as You did Adam with Eve. I think I love her more than Adam loved Eve. Father God, he complained and You provided; I was in need and, knowing my heart, You provided for me. Thank You, Lord, for Your provisions. Thank You for Jess. I pray the love You've blessed me with uncontrollably seeps out. Don't let me control when it flows and don't let me hold back. Continue, my God, to lead me down Your path. Continue to lead me toward the path of marriage to Jess. Thank You, Father, for blessing her with a loving heart and blessing me with that love. May the blessings never end. Amen