The Unexpected Guest
Chapter 14
Rated: PG
Spoilers: Season 4
Disclaimer: These characters aren't mine. You know the drill.
The next morning at the Centre, Lyle sleepily rubs his eyes
before going for another cup of coffee.
It was his third cup that morning.
A new record for him. His own
pot is empty, so stalks the halls in search of more coffee. His nose picks up the smell of a gourmet
blend floating from Miss Parker's office.
He decides to take his chances and pay his sister a surprise visit.
"Knock, knock," he says as he taps the door
lightly. "You got enough of that
to share?"
"What do you want, Lyle? It's too early in the morning to deal with you. Give me an hour for the caffeine to get into
my bloodstream and then you can bug me," Miss Parker snaps.
"Easy, sis. I
just wanted some coffee," he says with a chuckle. "What's up? You woke up on the wrong side of the bed or something?"
"I would have.
If I had slept last night," she yawns. "Besides, you don't look so hot yourself. What's your excuse? Wild date last night?"
"Sadly, no," he says. "I couldn't sleep either.
It was strange. I never
dream. But last night, I had really
vivid dreams. More like
nightmares."
Miss Parker's eyes open wide at the mention of the
nightmares. She's been suffering from
nightmares herself. They've been
getting much worse lately, and not even Jarod's presence can get her back to
sleep. She's momentarily sympathetic to
his situation since she's going through the same thing.
"Bad nightmares?
So awful that you can't get back to sleep?" she asks him.
"Yeah, how did you know? Anyway, the dream was terrifying. But I can't really remember why.
All I remember is that it was raining.
And it was dark. And I think you
might have been there. You had a flower
or something. And you were crying. That's all I remember. Weird, huh?" He shakes himself out of the memory and pours his cup of coffee,
no longer waiting for her permission.
He just needed the caffeine.
"I'll see you later. Thanks
for the coffee."
She watches him leave before she lets out the breath that
she was unknowingly holding. Lyle's
description of his dream spooked her.
It was uncanny how similar it was to her own recurring nightmares. Too strange to be a coincidence.
She sits at her desk and attempts to get some work done, but
it's no use. Her mind can't stop
thinking about her little encounter with Lyle.
For once, they had had a normal conversation. No fighting. No competing
for Daddy's attention. And she didn't
know how to deal with that. What's
more, she didn't know how to deal with the similarities between their
dreams. It soon, became too much for
her to ignore. She pushes her chair
away from her desk and walks down the hall towards Lyle's office.
"Lyle," she says quietly, pushing the door
open. She sees his head jerk up
suddenly from his desk, as if she just surprised him. "I'm sorry. Should I
come back later?"
"I guess I fell asleep," he admits
sheepishly. "What do you need,
Parker?" he asks in a somber tone.
Nothing like the smug cockiness he usually exudes.
"I don't know, exactly. I was just thinking about what you were saying earlier. About your dream and all." She closes the door behind her and finally
gets the courage to move closer to his desk.
"You're here to tease me about it or something?"
he snaps.
"No! Nothing
like that. I just thought it was
strange. Us having the same
dream," she whispers, looking down into her lap. But she can tell that his mouth is wide open in shock. She doesn't give him a chance to say
anything before she continues. "That
nightmare you had last night. It's
identical to the nightmares I've been having for months now. It's a little strange, don't you
think?"
"Strange? Yes.
Creepy? Most definitely! Are you sure it was exactly the same? Maybe it was different somehow," he
offers as an explanation.
"Even that would be odd, Lyle. You said yourself that you don't normally
dream. I don't think it's a coincidence
that we would have similar dreams at the same time." She's quiet for awhile, but then looks at
him curiously. "What do you think
it means?" she asks finally.
"I don't know," he whispers. "But it scares me. Not so much that we had the same dream. But the dream itself was so terrifying. It seemed so real. The rain was so cold. It
chilled me down to my bones. And I
could smell the wet grass, as if the lawn had just been mowed. And I could hear you wailing through your
tears and your grief. Not only could I
hear you, but I could . . . ." He
stops, not really knowing how to express what he wanted to say. He looks up at her and searches her eyes, to
see if she knew the answer. Instantly,
his eyes well up with the beginnings of tears.
And instantly, he knows the words he was searching for. "I could also feel you. I felt what you felt. Your anguish. And your heartache."
He looks away from her, allowing one tear to fall before
quickly brushing it away before Miss Parker saw it. But, he was so busy hiding his own sadness, that he didn't see
hers. He didn't see the tears she
couldn't stop. He gets out of his seat
and stands next to the window, blindly staring out of it. Not really focusing on any sight in
particular. But trying to avoid looking
at her.
"Parker," his voice cracks after a long silence
filled with the sadness that they both were sharing. "What is it that hurts you so much? Why do you feel that kind of pain?"
"Why don't you feel that kind of pain?" she asks
him in return. "Because if you
did, then you would know the answers to those questions. Isn't there something that you want so badly
that it hurts? Do you know what it's
like to love someone so much that it feels like a piece of you dies when they
do?"
"No. I don't
know what it's like," he says quietly, suddenly ashamed that he was
missing out on an important part of life.
"You loved Thomas like that?"
"Of course," she tells him, staring at him
incredulously. "What did you
think? That I didn't love him? Is that why you killed him?" she
screams, starting to get hysterical.
She runs over to where he is and pushes him angrily down into his chair
before sinking down on her knees in a fit of sobs.
"I didn't kill him," Lyle whispers to her, slowly
sliding out of his chair until he's kneeling down on the floor next to
her. "I know my word means nothing
to you, but I swear I didn't kill him."
He cautiously raises a hand and begins stroking her hair gently, being
careful not to startle her.
She surprisingly allows herself to be soothed by him. Wanting so much to believe in him. To trust him. And she feels the trust building with each calming touch. For the first time, she can actually look at
him and call him her brother without gagging on the word. She looks up at him and gives him a smile of
gratitude. She's shocked when she sees
him smile in return.
"What?" he asked, confused by the shock look on
her face.
"Nothing.
You're smiling. A real, genuine
smile," she says, her surprise turning into glee. "Not that fake, smug grin you keep
plastered on your face all day, but something from deep within you that proves
to me that there's a heart lurking in there after all. You reminded me of Mom for a second with
that smile. Maybe it's the way that
area around your eyes wrinkled, but it's definitely her smile. I never noticed that before." She lifts her hand to his face for a second,
but snatches it away quickly when he flinches.
"I'm sorry," she apologizes when she notices his
sudden distress.
"No, it's nothing," he says quickly, suddenly
darting his eyes around the room uncomfortably. "You just have to go.
There's something I have to do.
Right now." He stands up
and pulls her along side him. In a
matter of seconds, he has escorted her to the hall and shut the door in her
face.
He races back to his desk and picks up the phone, dialing in
a hurry. And praying that it's not too
late to stop what he's started.