Or are they deaf to me?
It seems when I speak no one hears.
My feelings so strong,
You the only one to hear them.
My reasons are endless to end it all right now.
But you stand in the away.
Why am I so important?
Love can encourage and love can defeat.
For I once was encouraged by it,
But now am defeated by it.
I ask myself,
Why is this love so strong?
And the same answer keeps coming back,
You cared.
My life full of sadness because of this love.
But it is not your fault.
If I had not let it in I would be better off.
But I did,
And now live with the feeling of uncontested love.
No one compares to you.
And no one will ever be able to.
Don't be sorry,
It is not your fault.
Love once encouraged but now it defeats me,
Not you.
Live on.
I will,
Deaf to the world,
Or just not willing to let anyone else into my heart.