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Written: 5.27.2000 Sat. Age 14
  • If I
    C: You wonder
    why did she walk away?
    "I thought I was doing everything ok"
    She said "forever she'd stay"
    Oh, if I done her right
    If I had made her the only one
    she wouldn't go
    Now I know
    -if I could acknowledge
    the hints you handed out
    I knew someting wrong was goin' on
    well, my love you have no more
    how does it feel?
    I know it hurts
    cause I've been there before-
    REPEAT C:
    -just so you'll know all the way
    I didn't trust you too much at first
    It only takes one time to cheat
    then you lose the love of your life
    you said you did
    too bad, you need to feel sad
    cause I won't come back-
    C: out---

    Wrote: 5.6.2000 Sat. Age 14
  • Your OUT!
    -I seen you with her the other day
    and you came up here willingly?
    was there something you had to say?
    I was thinkin' you were tryin' to piss me off
    and you did
    but my feelings never shown
    they were hidden-
    C: If you were tryin' to make me hate you, it worked
    yeah it worked!
    I loved you and you hurt me you jerk, yeah your a jerk!
    I thought you were weren't like that
    but come to find out you are
    I seen y'all makin' out in your car
    Oh My God
    It's over, don't try to say sorry
    cause your done, your burnt
    I'm through with all the hurt ah the hurt
    so kiss it, you loser
    Your OUT!
    -after all I've done for you
    I gave you all of me
    but maybe your just stupid
    oh, I see, I see
    you took advantage of the best thing in your life
    well goodbye, it's over
    dont come back to me-
    C:--
    -I don't understand you at all anymore
    don't see how I ever did
    I gave my love to you cause I thought you'd be true
    I was wrong soo wrong...
    YOUR GONE!-
    C:--- out

    Written: 5.30.2000 Tue. Age 14
  • Let Me GO
    -known you a year today
    I have moved on, thinkin' I'd be okay
    But at 7:00, your off work
    I know I won't get a call, or nothing at all
    I guess you never cared a bit
    so I'm assuming this is it-
    C: whatever we had
    the feelings you had for me are lost
    missin' you, worrying for you, surely I've payed the cost
    Cryin' at night cause I'm still missin' you so
    I want you, only you, I can't let go
    Lonly-is-me-forever-I'm blue
    I've never felt more safe with anyone but you
    you don't want me I now
    I wish you would let me go
    -I wake every morning though your not here
    your the 1st thing I see
    But that again, will never be
    I confessed to you how I felt
    But you couldn't handle it
    I was sure this time you felt the same
    but you played my heart
    Like a helpless game-
    C:- OUT times 2
    Written: 6.6.2000 Tue. Age 14
  • It'll Never Be Me
    -I don't wanna lose you so I'm gonnna make this clear
    I don't know where your heart is when your not here
    if you've got someone else tell me so I won't hang on
    I shouldn't feel all sad when your gone-
    C: cause I don't know if you'll cheat on me
    Don't take it personally
    You've got everything a woman wants
    and I know how guys are
    just cause I don't trust you don't meen I won't change
    make me a promise cause if only me isn't how you want it to be
    then it'll never be me
    you say "if you ove me you wouldn't ask me to quit"
    that's not true, I DO love you and baby you know it!
    if you can't make a commentment
    than you can get bent!
    C:--- repeat
    so tell me what way is it gonna be?
    C:- OUT times 2
    Written: 6.6.2000 Tue.
  • That's How It's Suppost To Be
    -I still feel his arms around me but he's gone... he's gone
    I wonder if he misses me
    Cause I'm missin' him like c-r-a-z-y
    If I had him here with me than I would be alright
    when I'm lonely, I wish for the other night-
    C: when nothing could keep us apart, we held on so long
    we thought this feeling would never be gone
    I know this feeling is real baby you touched my life
    and I don't know how
    If I had to choose you'd be right here with me right now
    I wish I could make you see that's how it's suppost to be
    you've messed up so much but each time I offer you a gental touch
    I couldn't hurt you even if I wanted to
    Your important to me and there ain't a way this love ain't right
    it can't be you have my heart and you'll have it for life-
    C:- out times 2
    Written: 6.7.2000 Wed. Age 14
  • Tell Me
    -when I'm alone in the mall, by myself, all I see
    Is everyone else with someone, not me.
    So I could hold your hand
    uummm... I just don't understand-
    C: Why am I so lonely, why am I so blue?
    It's just because your not close
    I'm not close to you
    Baby where did you go
    I can't calm down, Until I know
    Where your heart is, does it stay with me?
    Tell me beside me is where you'll always be
    Tell Me, Tell Me
    -It's the craziest thing how I act
    when your not around
    But I'm so happy, when you show up smiling like a clown
    You bring me up! The only time you bring me down.. is when you leave
    and your no where to be around
    everytime you go, which is all the time
    I miss you, you know?
    I always wonder:-
    C:--- out
    Written: 6.7.2000 Wed. Age 14
  • Behind These Bars Of Love
    -whenever I'm alone
    I'm not sad anymore
    'Cause I've got you know
    But I was lonely before
    Since we met we've been so close
    nothing emaginable could seperate us two
    I've been waitin' so long to tell you this but
    I'm in love with you-
    C: I didn't think anyone could clip my wings and tame my wild side
    into beatiful things
    but I feel safe behind these bars of love
    you keep me happy I'm always safe
    there isn't another around that could take your place
    So I'm gonna stay behind these bars of love
    -I use to lay on my bed in the dark
    and tell myself I'd never find someone that there was no one for me
    tears came every night for me, i had no hope in sight
    but a shiny summer day, my lucky month of may
    and I still remember the first time we looked into each others eyes
    and I swear you to now, I'm never gonna say goodbye-
    C:- OUT times two
    Written: 6.28.2000 Wed. Age 14
  • (What I see) When I See You
    -Everything I've lived through everything we've done
    Everytime I cry, your the only one
    you keep coming back, just to be with me
    All this time I don't know why but now I finally see-
    C: (What I see) When I see you
    is the dream I dream each night
    your the only one in my life
    my wish came true
    everything I've ever wanted
    All I'll ever need
    Everything I see, when I see you
    your too good to be true
    -I don't know what I would do
    If one day, someone took you away
    one thing that's true
    no one could ever take me from you
    I'm attached, head over feet
    It's you, you make me complete
    your the one for me
    when I look in your eyes, I'm seein' forever so forgive me if I don't tell you right away
    I'm still shy
    I've loved you since the very first day-
    C:- out times 2
    Written: 6.13.2000 Tue. Age 14
  • Is This Me?
    C:--- is this me?
    I don't know myself anymore
    I've changed since you came through that door
    I'm a better person now
    You made my life a good place
    and even you don't know how
    so what did you do? I don't see.
    is this me?
    -all my friends are going
    "what's up with her?" "is she crazy"
    did someone come so drastically?
    she's smiling again
    her laughs never end
    oh wait, ok it's him .... her eyes are so bright
    "yeah" "I seen them out lastnight"
    it only feels like yesterday
    when I was depressing
    now all I do is a lot of obsessing-
    C:--- repeat
    -it is so strange how you came in my life
    and made a total change
    I owe you all my happiness
    you've got all my love
    before I had you my life was a mess
    I couldn't feel any less you turned my life around
    C:- OUT times 2
    Written: 6.18.2000 Sun. Age 14
  • To Be Loved By You
    -I cry alone
    In my lonely heart
    not just on the inside but outside too
    all I wanted was to be with you
    but you would be here if you wanted to-
    C: why did you lead me on
    you made me love you and now your gone
    a million words can't say how I feel I trusted you, I thought our love
    was real
    why did you do this, how could you lie
    now all I can do is cry
    I won't live, without you
    by my side
    I said I didn't need you, but baby I lied
    I'm lonely and sad, I am so blue
    all I ever wanted was to be loved by you
    -inside my heart, is crushing apart
    thoughts of you are in my head real thick
    I cna't even show my sadness
    why can't I let you know
    I'll never let my weak side show through
    all I ever wanted was to be with you-
    C: --- OUT times 2
    Written: 6.19.2000 Mon. Age 14
  • Cause I Love You
    -I don't really care who disagrees
    and says we shouldn't be
    I'm feeling so much anger, I'll just shoot them the finger
    cause I'd give anything to have you
    I won't let you go
    I'm not about to not let my feelings show-
    C: why do you feel you have something to prove to them
    still they don't have to know
    and we don't got to end
    but they won't keep me from you
    theres nothing nobody can do
    cause I'm not leavin'
    I'm not creapin'
    cause I love you
    -in your hand you hold the key to my heart
    and it hurts like hell
    when we gotta be apart
    I would do anything to be with you this time
    on this night
    your always on my mind-
    C:-- repeat
    -it don't matter
    what I have to do
    I'll do whatever it takes
    just to see you-
    C:- OUT
    Written: 6.22.2000 Th. Age 14
  • -I Can't Let Go Of You
    this just don't feel right
    I'm slipin' off in the middle of the night
    to be with someone from my past
    I just need attention I thought it was to soon to mention
    but it's you, I cna't forget that fast
    everytime I look at him
    I miss you more
    now I'm wondering what it coulda been
    if I didn't walk out that door-
    C: I had to say godbye
    cause I felt you were using me
    I left cause
    there was nothing else to do
    but that don't meen I don't miss you
    why am I feeling this
    is it cause I'm holding someone new
    I'm trying to let go
    I can't let go of you
    -I think of all the memorys
    when it was just you and me
    I would stumble 100 miles in the dark
    just so we wouldn't be apart
    but my intuition was telling me
    something was wrong
    so I had to leave that's why I'm gone-
    C:--- REPEAT
    -where will this lonely road take me?
    I'm ridin' around, it's just him and me
    I shouldn't be here
    If I'm wishin' for you
    what am I suppost to do-
    C:- OUT
    Written: 7.11.2000 Tue. Age 14
  • Don't Leave
    C: Don't Leave
    I don't want you to go
    Please don't say goodbye
    don't give me a reason to cry
    don't break my heart in to
    don't put me through this
    I Love You
    -when everything great
    turns to hell, no one else wants to care
    you turn to leave
    but you don't go nowhere
    cause theres more to say, I know
    don't leave me sad
    don't let go-
    C: - REPEAT
    -I need you more than ever
    don't leave me here alone
    you said we'd last forever
    everytime I walk by your picture
    I freeze
    and fall to my knees
    there's something about you that just won't let me leave
    the look in your eyes
    I hear your voice, I can't breathe-
    C:- OUT
    Written: 7.11.2000 Tue. Age 14
  • I Know what I need
    -all these blind dates not another one, I can take
    they ain't workin' it's just too fake
    I've been starin' at you for as long as I can remember
    we gotta get together 'cause I know you want me too-
    C: headaches and heartbreaks
    is all I know
    lovin' someone so long
    then havin' to let go
    I'm tired of all the mind games
    and one time things
    I've asked my heart to decide
    I know what I need you what I want
    I would plead, to get you here with me
    -something special about you
    that I've noticed but ain't sure what
    I can't get you outta my mind
    thinkin' about you for the longest time
    you took my mind off my first true love
    so I know for sure you fell from above
    you must be what I've been prayin' for
    your all I need I couldn't ask for more
    there's no words to describe exactly how I'm feelin' inside
    if you didn't feel the same I don't know what I'd do
    'cause I'm going crazy over you-
    C: - OUT times 2
    Written: 7.19.2000 Wed. Age 14
  • But When?
    -why do you live so far away?
    I miss you, miss you everyday-
    C: all I want is to make this work
    and I know time will take away some of the hurt
    I know I'll see you again
    If I could only hear your voice
    But When?
    -I chill outside and watch the day go by
    wonderin' where you are
    night comes, wishin' on a fallin' star
    how long will it be before you realize it's gonna be me-
    C: - REPEAT
    -when will I see your sexy face starin' back at me
    we have so much don't let it go I love you.
    baby let me know....
    walking alone
    as the sun goes down seeing your face
    but your no where around
    rain falls... say goodbye to it all-
    C: - OUT Written: 6.25.2000 Fri. Age 14
  • That's Too Long (To Be Led On)
    -I can see what's happenin' here
    Baby your signs are so clear
    one thing says you want me
    another . . . your just crazy
    don't say it's all up to me
    I can't let this keep goin' on
    tell me how you feel
    or I'm gone-
    C: you think your mackin'
    playin' my heart like you do
    shit, I've been watchin' a while
    and I wanna get with you
    tell me how you feel
    and what you wanna do
    I can't wait forever
    That's too long (To Be Led On)
    -I catch you starin' at me
    every second or two
    do you want me? 'cause baby I want you
    you really shouldn't say the things that you do
    but I love them and oh, it's true-
    C: - OUT
    Written: 6.__ 2000 Age 14
  • On My Mind And In My Heart
    -your the only one for me
    how can I make you see
    that I won't leave so easily
    I can't let you go
    how can I be strong
    or even move on
    if all of your love is suddenly gone-
    C: I've never been in love 'til you
    your the only one for me
    baby I know that it's true
    even if you say were through
    that won't stop me from loving you
    even if you leave, if you don't want my love
    you'll be on my mind and in my heart'even if were apart
    -everynight I go to bed
    with the same old pain, missin' you
    I have to lay through the pouring rain
    if only I could feel your presence
    but there's nothin' here but lonely essence
    I wonder if you miss me like this
    I can still taste your sweet, gental kiss
    how can lonely be so blue
    the only man I love.. the only thing I want.....
    You.
    C: - OUT
    Written: 7.31.2000 Mon. Age 14
  • Couldn't Be Apart
    -under the light of the full moon
    I wait patiently for you
    I hope we find ourselves again
    'cause my love will never end-
    C: I gave you time to look around
    endless minutes you were lost but now are found
    the moments with me never stop
    time slips away on the clock
    I knew from the very start
    you and I couldn't be apart
    -the pages of the calendar
    flip all the time
    you always stay always on my mind
    reminiscing the day away
    waiting to hear you say
    that no matter what you'll stay
    this time, don't change your mind
    'cause this is forever
    'we will always be together-
    C: - OUT times 2
    Written: 6.25.2000 Fri. Age 14
  • You Played Yourself
    -I could never see myself with anyone else...
    only you-
    C1: time tells all
    I'll just wait for that day
    and if maybe I'll hear you say
    that you love me
    but I feel used, was I abused
    but you didn't play me
    you played yourself
    -if you ever thought of me
    you thought I'd be easy
    but again time told the truth
    you never cared
    even if you were there
    your intentions were bad
    but I seen through it all and left you sad
    I told you I loved you... Ha-
    C2: time tells all
    now you know it won't true
    it was actually me, baby, I used YOU!
    so get out of my car
    stay outta my life
    NO! I don't wanna hook up on Friday night or never
    your a freak go off with yourself
    'cause after I tell all the girls
    you'll get no one else
    you'll see me no more
    on you, I slammed the door
    how does it feel to be played?
    oh it hurts so bad
    I'm glad, so now you understand
    and now, I'm not sad
    Written: 6.26.2000 Sat. Age 14
  • Here With Me
    -sometimes I look back on
    what we had
    I get silent and start feelin' sad
    I thought you and I would
    stay together
    as long as forever
    but something came along and tore us apart-
    C: If I could change the past
    to look towards the future
    I would have done something to make it better
    I'd have you here with me right now and somehow
    everything would be how it used to be
    when you were happy
    and here with me
    -what was strong enough to tare us apart
    maybe we just needed time
    oh time hasn't mended my heart
    I still love you
    like I did when we 1st met
    if I had your love again
    baby... I'd be set-
    C: - OUT times 2 Written: 7.10.2000 Mon. Age 14
  • Walk out of my life
    -I remember so many mornings
    I woke as the sun rose
    so I could see the smile
    on your face so close
    knowin' if I fell asleep again
    when I woke you'd be gone
    so all I have is this moment
    'cause when dawn moves on
    the sky will lighten
    the bluest clouds will float away
    and you'll be gone-
    C: you egnore me and leave
    it takes me apart
    when you walk out of my life
    what is going on?
    somthings not right here, was this wrong?
    -don't leave me sad
    while I was still sleeping
    quietly you got your stuff and left
    no note or nothing
    don't think that's all she wrote
    don't act like you don't know me
    when I bust down your door
    "oh shit she's here"
    and hit the floor
    someway you will find
    I'm the one you want
    you'll know in time
    as soon as I walk away
    this time, it's my turn to walk, I'm leavin' you-
    C:- OUT times 2
    Written: 9.2.2000 Sat. Age 14
  • When You realize, I'm gone
    -once I held your picture
    filled with love and desire
    Now I hold it again
    with much rage and anger
    I remember when I felt the fire
    but it slowly burned away
    I still miss you all the same
    but I'm moving on
    and they'll come a day-
    C1: when I'll forget
    I'll feel no more pain and no regretes
    I'll be over you and strong
    you'll be left sad
    when you realize, I'm gone
    -you know, it's very true
    that no one can love you like I do
    or like I did when I trusted you
    but you betrayed me
    your just another stupid fool-
    C2: but you'll know, one day
    how much it hurts
    and you'll miss me so much
    wishin' for just a touch
    you'll cry.
    maybe even wonder why
    why you done, what you done. But I'm ok, now I see
    you just couldn't be the one I need
    so that's all
    Written: 9.6.2000 Wed. Age 14
  • Gave up on you
    -I never thought I'd see the day
    my feelings for you
    would just float away
    but it came, and I have nothing to blame
    I used to love you but all the same-
    C: it ended.
    gone without a trace
    I thought there was no one in the world
    who could ever take your place
    even I know everyone now and then
    I still see your face
    but my feelings of blue, just disapeared
    'cause I finally let it go
    I did, I do
    I finally gave up on you
    -our love ended without any tears or sies
    without you, now I can brave the night
    and when I come home
    I never start to cry
    I fount the strength to give in and say goodbye-
    C:- OUT times 2
    Written:9.29.2000 Fri. Age 15
  • But now, he's gone
    -I've never been the one to make mistakes
    but I broke it bad when I let him get away
    oh no, I seen him disapear so slow
    I had plenty of time
    to tell him what was on my mind
    and I thought I'd get over him-
    C: but he has something of mine
    I've been searchin' for
    but cannot find... my heart
    it just broke apart
    I wish I hadn't lost him
    'cause now I'm wonderin'
    what coulda been
    but, now, he's gone
    -now I fear
    when I wake in the mornin'
    that every following day
    will be unasuring
    'cause without that guy
    I'm lonely, I always cry
    I wish there was someway
    to get him back to me today
    'cause I can't let it go
    the feelings are still there
    now I'm so sad
    I wonder if he'll care
    I need what he has and I don't know if he'll give it back-
    C2: because it's the worst thing not to be wearin' his ring
    reminscing when he had his arm around me
    now he's gone
    I'm lonely. . . . Written: 10.5.2000 Th. Age 15
  • So you'll always know
    -I can't see my life without you in it
    you've always been here
    your always near
    If I need someone
    sad, lonely, or blue
    I always have you-
    C: we stand beside each other
    I'll stand by you
    'cause no one in this world
    would ever be so true
    no one could ever replace
    the friendship and love
    written all over your face
    I want you to know
    whatever happens, wherever I go
    I'll always love you
    so you'll always
    -whenever I'm alone
    I'm just thinking to myself
    seein' us in a few years
    so glad we made it through
    all the tears
    happy times ring in my memory
    smiles and frowns
    the dark, the shimmery
    passin' time
    an easy conversation
    listenin' to the radio
    yo, our favorite station
    us together we'll shine
    to the end, I know forever
    we'll always be friends-
    C: out times 2 Written: 10.9.2000 Mon. Age 15
  • Do you wanna be with me
    -I can't believe were here alone together
    I thought it would take forever
    but here we are
    I'm looking into your warm sexy eyes
    all these emages run free in my mind
    I'm so glad it's Friday
    we've got lot's of time-
    C: so come on make the 1st move
    even if I had to
    I wouldn't leave too soon
    I've been waiting so long
    to get you here with me
    I wish this is how it always could be
    holdin' you close, feelin' so free
    oh baby I need to know
    do you wanna be with me?
    -everynight I lay alone waiting for your call
    just to know it's you
    I want it all
    I never thought I would smile again
    'Til you came along my life was so dim
    I met you and I can't see how
    My heart is free
    I'm happy now
    I'll hold you forever
    'cause if you left my life would be over-
    C:- OUT times 2 Written: 10.20.2000 Fri. Age 15
  • Now that I've got ou
    -so long I've searched
    so long I've prayed
    never even thought you'd come by way
    now your here
    I'm finally complete
    I'm so happy, your here with me-
    C: when I lost my faith in love
    here you came, you fell from above
    there is no one else, I'm thinking of
    now that I've got you
    I've got love
    -I remember those lonely nights
    I thought I'd never smile again
    but you came, and made a total change now, so many smiles cover my face
    you made my world a better place-
    C:- REPEAT
    -everytime I feel so empty
    your there to make it better your there for me
    when I think that I, have nothing
    I swear I'll always, have something
    you.............................................
    is this too good to be true?
    I don't deserve this
    I've got you-
    C:- OUT Written: 11.7.2000 Tue. Age 15
  • Without You
    -the season's have changed
    and I've moved on
    still my mind is on you
    even though your gone
    it's lonely here
    even if I'm not alone
    I wanted you so long-
    C: I know were not meant to be
    but I was myself
    when it was you and me'My life is so brand new
    I don't know where I am
    without you.....
    -It's gettin' colder
    and I'm still sad
    I want to be happy but I'll never be glad that I let you go
    even if it was for the "best"
    now I see it I really know
    since your gone, I cannot rest- -still i live my life trying to get over you
    to think I thought I'd be ok
    no, not for one day
    can't live without you
    but you had to go
    gotta move on, be strong
    yeah, I cna't live I know-
    C:-OUT Written: 12.13.2000 Wed. Age 15
  • There's nothing left of you
    -it's been four months today
    since I've seen your smiling face
    four months since you've left this place
    were not together we've separated forever-
    C: why did you let me leave?
    I walked away wiping the tears with my sleve
    I know you'd never know
    how much you really cared for me
    now I'm gone, but I'm here
    you've got no chance left
    now where through, there's nothing left of you
    -I remember how it used to be
    we were happy in love and carefree
    sadness still comes
    but I'm better without you
    I'll get over being blue-
    C:- REPEAT
    -you were the first
    to show me love
    I just looked up, and you were above
    I felt so full
    now that your gone I feel like a fool
    because you lead me to believe that you truly did love me-
    C:- OUT Written: 1.26.2000 Wed. Age 14
  • the lonliest season without you
    -never ending lonliness
    I feel it the hardest, even today
    will it ever go away?
    I'm missin' you
    But honestly
    I don't know why
    'cause I have no reason to
    when we broke up
    the love was already lost
    why couldn't we work things out?
    for you I've payed the cost-
    C: the lonliest season without you is telling me there's a storm
    coming through
    it's all about livin' without you
    I miss you, I really do
    but you ain't that great
    it'll take a little time
    but with a little strength
    I'll push you outta my mind
    eventually
    -me and you
    it was just an experiment anyway
    not ever a sign of commitment
    but I'm startin' to feel fine
    about all the confusion
    but more and more each day
    I'm realizing
    you just weren't enough for me
    so I moved on to be happy-
    C:- REPEAT
    -slowly and slowly
    more and more
    I'm gettin' over you
    to think I had trust in us
    but now I know it wasn't true-
    C:- OUT times 2 Written: 1.13.2000 Th. Age 14
  • you said goodbye
    -another day goes by
    another chance I have to cry
    I feel our loves been thrown apart
    prayin' you won't break my heart
    I don't know how to say this to you
    but heres what's goin' on-
    C: you said goodbye
    so you just walked out on me
    how could you leade me to love you
    now it's easy to see
    you never cared for me
    I would know if you did
    (your feelings you hid)
    I was nothin' to you
    you never said we were through
    I didn't think you where the cheating kind
    In my dreams I sigh
    when you said goodbye
    -when we got together I admit it felt right
    all that time you left with your friends
    I was desperate for you
    but I put on a smile and got through
    often I wonder how it coulda been
    sometime you'll look back
    and want me back in
    too bad for you, you ain't worth it-
    C:- REPEAT
    -you left me alone
    don't ask me again
    leave me alone, go home
    'cause there is no second chance to be with me
    and I'll laugh at your jealousy-
    C:- OUT Written: 1.21.2000 Fri.
  • That Don't Take The Pain Away
    -everyone lies, I've had to say too many goodbyes
    why can't y'all be honest?-
    C: it only takes one time to hurt someone forever
    you can say it meant nothing
    or it won't happen again
    but that don't take the pain away
    or make things better
    if you cheat on who your with
    don't expect forgiveness
    'cause you won't get it
    -excusses, excusses
    nothing is important enough to cheat
    don't believe them
    'cause they'll do it again
    be careful who you trust
    everythings gettin' worse
    you see?
    a lot more worse even for me
    don't let someone fool you
    into thinkin' they can change-
    C:- REPEAT
    -why would you be with someone
    if you want someone else
    don't make a mommitment
    unless you meen it
    stay away from cheaters
    leave them alone
    if someone cheats on you
    they never loved you anyway
    don't forgive them
    'cause they'll do it again-
    C:-OUT Written: 2.13.2000 Sun. Age 14
  • My First love
    -thinkin' back
    seein' your face smilin'
    in every place
    in every single way
    dreamin' of you in the night and day-
    C: everyone dreams of their perfect someone
    they emagine them so perfect
    you couldn't keep them save in a glass case
    it's sweet to see yourself
    with the one who treats you the absolute best
    it tokk many disapointing dates
    but I didn't give out or give up
    and I did find my first love
    -and it's you
    the one who made my deepest dreams come true
    the one who let me hold your hand
    boy you could always understand how I felt
    what I was thinking
    see what I see
    you seen the real me
    it was you baby
    the one I fell in love with-
    C:-REPEAT
    -I head it was just a fairytale
    but only fiction
    'til the first time we met
    I knew from the start
    you were the only guy who ever held my heart-
    C:- OUT
    Written: 1.22.2000 Sat. Age 14
  • The girls' gonna do what she wants to
    -rumors get around so fast in a small town
    everybody heard the scandal
    the hole town took it bad
    no one knew the truth
    or even the reasons
    but everyone knew-
    C: the girls' gonna do what she wants to
    it may not be right for her
    but she's gonna do what she thinks is right
    in her mind
    she knows she could get a better man
    but she's in love
    and her family don't understand
    -guy and girl
    thinkin' their in love
    three words ain't nothin'
    when one little thing could come along
    then the romance ends
    and the poor girl windes up bareful and pregnant
    the dumn S-O-B leaves and never returns
    the fairytale is only a disaster now
    young lovers just don't see
    how things could end up to be
    consquences, you take them every day
    most excusses usually end up to say-
    C:- REPEAT
    -teenage years are very hard
    and as one I had my experience
    learning the hardway isn't easy
    that's why they call it "growing up" "maturing"
    but you don't realize the mistakes 'til you make 'em-
    C:- OUT Written: 2.13.2000 Sun. Age 14
  • Breakin' up with you
    -at first
    when we got together
    it felt right
    but over a little time
    our fling flew by
    and you just weren't there
    so what I gotta go
    I'm doing it today
    I'm gonna say bye bye
    and never look back your way-
    C: breakin' up with you
    might be hard to do
    I went over it everyday that I can
    I realize I need a better man
    and move on
    breakin' up with you
    it's the right thing to do
    'cause you can't be true
    and a good girl like me
    shouldn't be kickin' it with a fool
    -why exactly did you cheat?
    you had no reason to
    your so cheap!
    revenge, I got it
    ha, me and your best friend now what?
    keep it real, even to the end!-
    C:- OUT Written: 1.27.2000 Th. Age 14
  • when you fell from heaven
    -all the time
    that I've been waitin'
    for that special someone
    I started thinking he'll never exist
    well that's not true
    'cause when I met you
    I found the person
    I thought wasn't real-
    C: did it hurt
    when you fell from heaven
    'cause you are the angel
    sent only for me
    I didn't expect it
    it was hard to see
    baby my life meens more to me
    since the day I met you
    -you were the one
    who helped me live
    you gave me the gift of love
    love so deep I can never sleep
    'cause you are there
    guiding me every place
    keepin' me in touch
    you are always there
    telling me showing me
    how much you care-
    C:- REPEAT
    -please, don't ever leave
    I'd be lost without my angel to guide me eternally
    C:- OUT Written: 3.1.2000 Wed. Age 14
  • I loved you
    -since the day I met you
    I swear your all I seen
    somewhere in my heart I knew
    someday I'd be me and you
    but I couldn't tell
    if it would be right
    but after that 1st night-
    C: I loved you
    from my heart to my soul
    I promise you I'll never let go
    I know there is someone else
    I can be, the only one, for you, you'll see
    I'm thinkin' how can this be wrong?
    when it feels so right
    screamin' out your name
    each and every night
    I loved you
    -how can this be wrong?
    I can't find the reason your gone
    it is so meant to be
    baby I know it's true
    the signs are showing me
    I ask myself if this is the truth
    'cause truly and deeply
    I do love you-
    C:- REPEAT
    -I've never known truelove
    until you fell from above- Written: 4.14.2000 Fri. Age 14
  • survivor
    -they all warned me
    but I didn't listen
    I had to find out for myself
    I was blinded
    all I wanted was to feel us kissin'
    oh when you came through
    you broke my heart to, but...-
    C: I'm a survivor
    of total heartbreak
    it was harder than an earthquake
    you ture me down
    and tossed me around
    I was so sad, I felt so bad
    I thought you liked me
    since you were always around
    my face, forever wore a frown
    everyone said I'd die
    'cause all I ever done was cry
    but I survived
    -I don't know of any girl
    who hasn't been a part of your nasty world
    I got up and moved on
    it didn't even take that long-
    C:-REPEAT
    -like a fearful storm
    and a little ship
    I floated right into you
    this story sure made the news
    there's no more murder
    I got away 'cause I finally stoped it that cold winter day-
    C:- OUT Written: 4.18.2000 Wed. Age 14
  • just another passenger on the bus
    -I realize I've gotta follow my destination
    I packed some stuff, I've gotta go
    before my dreams sour
    goodluck and goodbye
    my bus leaves in an hour
    C: and I know I've gotta go step-by-step
    I'm makin' my way
    I know it'll get easier day after day
    when I step up don't wine or cuss
    'cause I'm just another passenger on the bus
    don't yell or frett
    just 'cause you don't know me yet
    -even though we've never spoke
    the words I speak are not a joke
    take me seriously or you'll never know me
    we're probably a lot alike
    but I don't have time to chat
    I'm following my own slow route
    all around this place, here and there
    and all about
    I have a goal I will suceed
    don't cheer for me, there is no need
    I could be just like you
    someday you'll know these words are true
    C:- REPEAT
    -sure it's been hard
    but there's nothing I haven't overcome
    lifes a stuggle to the end
    stay on task, never com in last
    try to learn from my mistakes
    don't ever put yourself in my place
    well, the place I used to be
    now I'm happy
    this is the place for me
    even though it gets real hard
    I keep the faith and I'll get far!-
    C:- OUT Written: 4.14.2000 Fri. Age 14
  • I musta fell in love with you
    -each night I cry over us
    hopin' my love was enough
    to make you believe
    that there is someone out there for you
    babe, it's me, I'll stay true
    C: I woke up one morning
    and felt a burning in my heart
    oh baby I've felt it from the start
    the first day, I knew right away
    I knew deep within' me
    I musta fell in love with you
    this feeling is so true
    we're destined to be (it's you and me)
    -every ol' thing reminds me of you
    your all I think about
    is there anything I can do?
    I just can't stop seein' your face
    this feeling follows me wherever I go
    so I guess you could say, you got to me
    since that 1st time, I know-
    C:- REPEAT
    when will you see?
    open your eyes
    this is how it's suppost to be
    God brought us here
    and it feels so good
    that your near
    now your right here with me-
    C:- OUT Written: 4.17.2000 Mon. Age 14
  • under the same sky
    -I've been so lonely for so long
    it's startin' to be my friend
    if only I could look deep within'
    if your the one, time will tell-
    C: whenever I look up above
    it calms me knowing you and I
    both are under the same sky
    wherever you are
    baby I'll search as long as I got to
    'til I find you, then I'll rest
    -I'm gettin' use to you
    not being there
    so don't come back if you don't care
    you hurt me when you have to go
    I wanted to say goodbye
    but I cna't 'cause I know
    this time I'm truly in love
    and I don't wanna live my life
    without you.
    this isn't a lie
    don't try to deny
    how you feel
    you know it's real
    you sweep me away
    with every word you say
    I've never felt so loved
    until we got together that day-
    C:- OUT Written: 4.17.2000 Mon. Age 14
  • how I feel
    -I searched my lifetime
    looking for you
    now that I've fount you
    the hole in my heart is filled
    have you ever felt emptiness
    so deep
    at night you can't even sleep
    that was my life completly
    I was so empty
    C: what we've got
    it's more than words could ever say
    it's scary when I cna't even move
    no words to define
    what I feel inside
    when I'm not with you
    I'm forever blue
    from the very 1st day we met in May
    it was so real
    but how can I make you understand
    how I feel
    -so many nights
    everynight it seems
    I've been crying over you
    even in my dreams
    this is the worst feeling
    it's killin' my soul
    I love you but I gotta let you go
    maybe after the rain
    the sun will rise again C:- OUT Written: 1.31.2000 Mon. Age 14
  • Little Lies
    -when we met it was love at 1st sight
    or so you said
    just 'cause you charmed me
    and made me laugh
    I'm not easy
    but your humor wasn't the only funny thing
    when I said, your just not my type-
    C:you said you were honest
    good for me I didn't trust you
    you tryed to put my heart on the line
    I knew you weren't nothin'
    and I was fine
    so don't try to fool me
    I'm not a fool, you see?
    I'm not a believer of
    little lies
    -if I had trusted you
    I'd be laid up in the hospital
    with a broken heart
    you would think you suceeded
    and call yourserlf smart
    but guys like you ain't
    worth not one tear
    said you loved me
    but you don't know me
    you can kiss my rear
    I told you right off
    I hated liers
    I played right into your foolish game
    ha, ha aren't you ashamed?-
    C:- OUT times 2 Written:2.23.2000 Wed. Age 14
  • it's so true
    -for once
    think about how I feel
    so much is going on in my mind
    I don't want to be reckless
    and sad all the time
    I wanna find someone new
    who I can trust in
    I realize what I've gotta do
    telling myself to be strong-
    C: it's hard for me
    to wake up each morning
    and to know your just not there
    when I lie down late at night
    it hurts 'cause I know you don't care
    I love you and it's so true
    I can't get over you
    -some nights I isolate myself
    from everyone else
    just to cry and wine over you
    is this what you really want me to do?
    you should show up and tel me
    you'll make it all, all right
    before I fall out and die tonight-
    C:- REPEAT
    you don't understand
    how I feel for you
    I'm deeply in love
    that's the first time
    I've said it out loud
    I have no idea what to do
    your never here
    with me making me smile
    I know I'll get over you
    but it'll take a while- C:- OUT Written: 4.19.2000 Wed. Age 14
  • I can't stop missin' you
    C: I still remember every digit in your number
    even though I haven't called it in a while
    I would still give anything to see you smile
    I shouldn't have let you get to me
    but it's too late
    there's nothing I can do
    I can't stop missin' you
    -why do we have to be apart?
    baby can't you see
    it's hurtin' my heart
    I'd be fine
    if only you were by my side
    you live so far away
    and baby it's killin' me
    not being able to hold you like I used to
    C:- REPEAT
    -I'll never talk to someone
    1 hour away
    'cause I can't use a calling card, everyday
    long distance loves
    ain't worth the pain
    you end up going through
    the price of love is way too high
    and I can't afford
    the suffering and the sorrow
    I've got nothing to gain
    but the world to lose
    'cause you'll just leave like you always do-
    C:- REPEAT
    -you live so far away
    and baby it's killin' me
    not being able to hold you like I use to, 'cause...-
    C:- OUT Written: 3.3.2000 Fri. Age 14
  • I don't need you
    -when we met that day
    it felt good, you were in my life
    but when you left
    you couldn't find the words to say
    baby if you woulda explained to me
    just why ya had to go
    I wouldn't be helpless
    and outta control
    but I'm just a girl
    and...-
    C: I had no clue
    you teased me
    you tricked me
    into fallin' for you
    I was obsessed over you too long
    but I'm back to myself again
    I know today
    what I did along time ago, was just a mistake
    I'm through with you
    now whatcha gonna do?
    I don't need you
    -when yoru around
    your still acting like were something
    step back!
    remember? we're through.
    your acting like I need you
    but you know it ain't true
    I moved on
    and livin' it without you
    by myself I'm doin' fine
    I have better things on my mind
    shoulda seen straight through you
    if you try again, I'll be ready
    I know what to do-
    C:- OUT times 2 Written:4.20.2000 Th. Age 14
  • -for so long
    I've been trying so hard
    to keep this from happening
    I thought it was under control
    were runnin' around
    behind everyone's back
    doin' our 'lil thing-
    C: but body knows
    and I'm tryin' to keep it that way
    I don't wanna be in love
    it won't be right
    me and you
    they wouldn't approve
    so they can't find out
    nobody knows
    -for so long
    we've been trying to hard
    to keep everyone from knowing (the truth)
    the truth is their gonna find out
    sometime either way-
    C:- REPEAT
    -this would end
    if they all fount out
    but they don't need to know
    about these little things we do
    that's our buisness
    it's between me and you-
    C:- OUT Written: 4.20.2000 Th. Age 14
  • -made a mistake
    a long time ago
    didn't see it then
    but now I know-
    C: guys like you ain't no good
    girls like me, fall so easily
    who is so low
    to harm someone's heart so bad
    all that's left to do, is cry
    you, your so cruel
    but you love and lose
    when the love is gone
    I'm movin' on
    -just like that
    one, two, three
    met you in the corner
    you were looking good, far as I could see
    wanted a chance
    for some real romance
    but you couldn't provide
    too bad for you
    if you'd stuck with me
    I'd make your dreams come true
    you messed up
    when you let me go
    I know I've been subject
    to change my mind
    but baby, not this time-
    C:- OUT Written: 3.3.2000 Fri. Age 14
  • wherever you are
    -I've never felt
    like this before
    and when I see you
    I want you more and more
    you are the one
    who gets to me
    your the only one I'll ever need
    I'm wishin' for your soft touch
    I want it soo much-
    C: I try to get over you
    I try so hard
    but I just can't do it
    you are the one for me
    I wish we could be together
    but it's just too hard
    your too fare
    and at night I'll be missin' you
    wishin' on a star, wanting to find you
    wherever you are
    -I can't tell what it is about you
    I just can't let you go
    I thought I knew
    but I don't know
    all I know is I can't live alone
    without you here with me
    boy, here is where you oughtta be-
    C:- REPEAT
    there's no way to explain to you
    how I care so deep
    so intense, I can't fall asleep-
    C:- OUT Written: 4.17.2000 Mon. Age 14
  • (Ilive my life to love you)
    C: I live my life only to love
    I was put here for a reason
    and this is the reason why
    These words are true
    I live my life to love you
    if you don't choose, guess who you'll loose?
    make up your mind before
    you run outta time
    I gotta do what I'm meant to
    I live my life to love you
    -theres no need for me to stay
    if I'm not here for you
    and if you have someone new
    know this, she'll never love you like I do
    it all began the day we met
    I was your angel that fell from the sky
    I hope I meen more to you
    than what I feel
    for all I've helped you through
    if I wasn't living
    there'd be no you-
    C:- REPEAT
    -I love you with every inch of my heart
    that's why I do what I do
    I risk my life everyday for you
    I hope you don't let "us"
    end like this-
    C:- OUT Written: 4.16.2000 Sun. Age 14
  • Thing's I'm not suppost to do
    -I was laying around
    there are so many emages in my mind
    but it's all good in time
    'cause of the thoughts I'm thinkin'
    and so deeply wantin'
    for now I need to stay away from you-
    C: this is just because
    you make me wanna do
    thing's I'm not suppost to
    I know I'm not ready yet
    someday I'll be ready to go
    and you'll be the one to know
    -my thoughts
    make me wish you were here
    I can feel you, your near
    please go away
    before this leads to something more
    what if we get caught?
    it'll be all your fault!
    pleassssse quit-
    C:- REPEAT
    -if your the one for me
    then it's worth waiting for
    if we wait
    it'll meen so much more
    we've gotta slow ourselfs
    even if it feels right
    we could be wrong-
    C:- OUT
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