• Written: 9.21.2001 Friday Age 16
    Crossroads
    The worst thing I'll ever have to do, is give up on you
    The pain and grief hurt me more
    Than any other thing before

    I wish I could keep you
    But it's just too early
    you'll be gone because of me
    And for that I'm sorry
    I could give you life
    I could give you love
    But instead I'm giving you to the Lord above.
    But I do know you'll be safe
    Safer than down here with me
    Baby when I make it there with you, then you'll see
    That I'm not doing this to be mean.
    I'm doing this for the best
    My love will always be with you
    Sleep in eternal rest.
    Every thought of you is sad
    Because I'm letting you go, I feel so bad.
    I dwell on you.
    Cry and Cry.
    Knowing that tomarrow, I'll be saying goodbye.
    I'll never know something that hurst like this.
    The smile of a child, a sweet, gentle kiss.
    The things that hurt me, I cannot see
    what keeps me going is knowing when I die, and come to heaven
    You'll be there waiting for me.
    now I must go
    the time we had meens a lot.
    you'll live forever in my heart
    everything I feel, everything I do
    There will NEVER be a day, I don't think of you!
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    Written: 8.15.2003 Fri.
  • Whisper
  • Hear a whisper, in the wind? That's just me, calling for you, again. Leave yesterday behind, find me NOW. If only you'd forgive me, but how? Love may be so sweet! But I, will never know I live my life in silence feeling more alone everyday I feel so light Please hold me tight, therefore I won't blow away lost and confused it's getting more aggresive everyday, I'm not at all amused. all I hear is my breathing... what I feel? Warm tears down my face. turning and leaving.... saddness feels my heart so hard wanting to exploud A cold breeze comes blowing my hair back I drift away alone for the last time and I regrete not being able to feel love not even once in my life when though it seems undeserving people feel it more than twice! If you don't water a vine, it will dry up if it no water for a long long time as so a heart thriving for attention my heart beats for the, last time. in the silence, I perseave my reflection.
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