Here I sit, tyring to get a hold of my ever popular, so dear to my heart friend Pamela, but wouldn't you know it, the phone is busy! Today is her 20th birthday, and I just wanted to say hello to her on this special day, a day just for her :)
If you have the opportunity to meet her, do not pass it by, she is one of the most wonderfull people I know, everyone needs a Pam in their lives :)
Well, life is interesting as always. I have a test thing in English tomorrow, and I finally start my Signed English course tomorrow, and then I can stop all this hype and actually get busy learning it, right?
And well, I also tried to get a hold of another friend, but I think she is avoiding her phone, and contact with anyone outside of Chitland, for reasons not meant to be divulged. I can understand the turmoil she's going through, but can't she see what she's doing to other ppl in her life? I mean, we're in a period in our lives where nothing seems very definate, and if things that seem to be change, then don't deny it, or try to hide from it, grit down, and bear it. Hard times will pass, but if you keep trying to hide from them, they build up, and hurt so much more as they go by...
Anyhoo, I know I'm a hypocrite.. I believe in leading my own life, and judging ppl for who they are by my own experience, and not according to what other ppl say, but fuck, I am so sick of seeing other ppls' lives become soap operas over fickin' guys. I think I'm going to be a nun. Or something. Like in "Sister Act". I could swear to a life of celibacy, and spend it instead selflessy helping children that need me. And then I don't get caught up in myself and my life... I will be devoted to helping others getting caught up in theirs...
Wait, this isn't exactly going where I want it to. Well I guess that all I'm trying to say is that men suck, and mom and dad, don't worry, I'm not *really* having a crack baby, I just said that to put my bad marks in perspetive a little *laughs*
Lets see, what else? I went roller blading with Jen *tired just thinking about it* My feet get sore quickly in rollerblades, let alone working my ass off to keep up with her, she goes up hills like they're not even there... but it was fun, we talked and bladed, and not just around ring road either, but all over somewhere.. uuh, on roads? that's about all I know.. she knew where she was going though, and we made it back alive, so I've got no worries :)
for dinner, we went to the University Center (it's a place to eat, with better food then the caf), I had a grilled cheese and it was *dreamy look* warm... not cold gluey grilled cheese like at the caf, but real honest to goodness yummy yummy sandwich! (okay, enuf about food, I'm getting hungry again)
Well, that's the latest for now,
more later!
*hugz*
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