Well, I had a nice lovely write-up here, really heartfelt, exactly everything I had on my chest and felt the urge to express... well F#@K that, my comp froze as I went to save, and I lost like 2 pages (all of it), so instead I'm here to grumble.
I'm having girl problems. yes, I said that right. No, it's not what you're thinking!! It's with friends, they confuse me to hell and back. I give up trying to figure them out, GIRLS ARE JUST AS STRANGE AS GUYS! And guys are IMPOSSIBLE to figure out what they are thinking...
No wonder guys can't figure us out, we can't figure ourselves out. Now, you might be making assumptions about who this is about but truth is, is it's about a few ppl.
It's just that I'm concerned with what they are doing to themselves... if they're sure it's what they want to do to themselves, then it's not my right to step in and tell them they're wrong... but where do I draw the line? I don't want to see them throw their lives away, or needlessly endanger themselves...
if you guys read this... I luv ya, yur some of the greatest friends I've had.... take care, and know that I will be there for you no matter what.
Ah, no whats going on in my life? Well, I get to go home for spring break... I'm rather excited, my folks are paying for it, it's my birthday present from them, so I won't be broke to bits..
YAY!
And by the time I go home, I'll be 18, and be able to make my first official legal trip to a bar/dance club!!! (hoping for club). It's not that I even like drinking that much, it's just the continuation of "When I grow up..." from ealier years.. plus, an evening with friends always makes for good memories... my friends are a great crowd :) I can't wait to see them again
And school is going good, even the caf food is tolerable :) I guess things are going okay, and my sign language course starts soon (not that I haven't brought it up every time I post here..)
I guess it's good that I'm excited to go, because when you enjoy something, it's not work anymore...
If it weren't for the darkness, the stars could not shine as bright...
