dear all,
we had a wild night last night. the power went out, right around dinner time, so we were all worried we wouldn't get to eat, because our food cards are swipped by computers so they know how much we are eating (you know what I mean?), so anyhoo, the ppl wrote down our purchase amounts instead of putitng it into the computers, so we ate :) then I went over to the building next to mine (where a lot of my friends are) and we played pictionary for a few hours in the halls (the hall lights were on back up generators or something, I don't know the specifics, I just know that we had lights. and on top of all that, it started to snow big fluffy white snowflakes, very lovely but rather odd. of course, living in vic. it all melted by the next day :)
I decided I do like the snow, and if you keep it a secret, I do miss the lovely white blanket covering Home, I just hate the loong never ending winters home has, so I guess vacationing home works out nicely, not too much,but just enuf of winter :)
I feel like such a slacker. I have absolutely no interest in school at this point in my life so I've totalyl redone my schedule this semester, and am taking only 3 courses *gasp* but I might get a job to fill in some of the spare time. pretty pathetic huh? oh well, it's better then wasting my money on courses I don't want to take and therefore don't go to.
I guess I have a bad attitude, but everyone sez to do what I want to do, and I wanted to try doing something different. hopefully this works out, and by some magical force of nature I find my life's passion so I have something tangible to work towards and throw my energy into, rather than sleeping all the time.
There's not so many bunnies running around now that it's cold out (that and the fact that half of them prolly ended up in cafeteria stew) *eeeeeeeeewwww!!!*
lets see, what else. guys. guys suck you know that? the only ones that seem to have any interest in me are not the type I'd go out with. I'm not trying to sound bitchy and stuck on myself, it's just that there is no compatibility factor. And being the person I am, I'm too shy to meet any new ppl (except today, I met this guy while waiting for my friend margo- she was in the bookstore and I was waiting outside for unimportant reasons), anyhoo, his name was kevin, and he's in 2nd year, and from toronto, and super nice (and personally I think cute too). but all we talked about was school and stuff, no sparks or anything.
I guess that's a step up for me, normally as far as I can carry on a conversation is "hi" before ppl think I'm some sort of socially retarded nimrod. (i don't think I am, but sometimes I am shy, and my mind really does go blank, and I couldn't carry on a conversation to save my life, it is seriously that bad, but ah well).
I know I don't need a guy, but really, I feel like less of a person because I don't have a significant other by my side. I know I shouldn't feel that way, but I do anyway. It's hard to explain, oh well. wow, I talk a lot about myself, and mostly whining too. oh well, you know how to skip reading it if you like to.
currently I am reading a really good book. I bought the hitchhikers guide to the galaxy (all 5 books in the trilogy *lol*) and am currently on the second book "restaraunt at the end of the universe" i like it. I've read the hitchhikers guide to the galaxy before, but reread it because it was a while ago and needed to freshen up in order for the rest of the stories to have the best impact. the author guy is weird and personally I don't
like the way he writes, I don't find it that easy to follow, yet the ideas he presents really gives you something to think about. plus he has waay too many characters for me to remember.
I always mix up ford prefect and arthur dent (for god knows what reason), but it sorta reminds me of men in black, the very last scenes when the aliens are playing marbles with our universe, and others, it really puts you in your place. that's all for now from me, hope to hear from you, and sorry it's a mass email, but I am really bad at writing you know, so please don't complain too loudly.
*hugz*
s_squared.
