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Have we met before? If not, nice to meet you. Thanks for dropping by. Apparently, if you've come to this section you might be lost. I'm sorry. Just use the exit button in the top right hand corner if you are. Or if you came here to see who I am or what I have to say... well then you are in the right place my friend! This is the page where you can learn stuff about me. Yes, that's right. Me. Jonathan. Hi. How do you do? Well enough about you! Let us get back to the subject of me, not that I have anything interesting to really say about myself anyway. Well whatever. This is me. |
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hey look, its me. |
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Name: Jonathan
Sex: Yes please. Ha! Ok, that was dumb.
Born: July 12th, 1983
Current Living in: Wisconsin
Eyes: Dark Brown
Hair: Brown
Height: um... 5' 9"?
Nicknames: Jonnyboy, Jonny (those two seem fairly typical.), Strange Child, Dirty Slut, Master... you know, the usual stuff.
Characters that I pretend to be: Myself, Steve (the up-syndrome kid), West (The Alien), Cleetus (one of the Boonshack Boys.). Just so you are aware, if none of what I just said makes any sense, that's ok. It's mainly inside jokes and whatnot. Don't you just hate that?
Favorite Food: Lasagna (I love Italian food.)
Favorite Color: Red (Most people think my favorite color is black. It isn't. Red is. I never wear the color red though.
Hobbies: Hanging out with friends, watching movies, listening to music, writing, acting, creating artwork, playing drums and keyboard, and the internet.
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Jon on the subject of movies... |
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I have an obsessive fascination with movies. It's sad. I know. I am addicted to music and movies. I can't help it. Here are some of my favorite films:
The Shawshank Redemption, Requiem For A Dream, Trainspotting, American History X, Braveheart, Vanilla Sky, Interview with the Vampire, The Lost Boys, The Crow, Batman, Ferris Bueller's Day Off, Moulin Rouge, Snatch, Twister, Jurrassic Park, Fight Club, Stir of Echoes, Pi, Face/Off, Terminator 2: Judgement Day, Aliens, The Mummy, Silence of the Lambs, Red Dragon, Seven, and The Matrix.
Those movies are in no particular order, just so you are aware. And I do have a lot of other favorites, I just didn't list them. All right. On with the show... |
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Jon on the subject of my personality... |
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This kind of stuff can be difficult to describe, especially when I'm trying to give you an idea of what I'm like. I'm sure other people could give a much better summary of my personality. Right now you're just getting a summary of how I view myself (which could be completely inaccurate.) Oh well. Anyway. I think I'm a fairly outgoing person. Some people think I'm always in a pissed off mood. Other people realize that I'm usually in a pretty good mood. I try not to get into confrontations. I usually hate arguing with people and I tend to stay away from yelling or fighting with people. I like staying calm. If I do get angry I usually express it through writing. Heh. Poetry is a nice stress reliever sometimes. I've been asked why I wear so much black. I don't really wear 'all' black. There are other people that wear a lot more black than I do. I am not goth. I have nothing against people being goth, but I'd be a poser if I told you I was goth. What category do I fit under then? I don't need to fit under a label do I? Acting is a big part of my life, I must say that I do have a low self-esteem about myself, acting helps me get away from myself and it feels good to win over the audience with applause. Music is also another big part of my life. I enjoy creating artwork, even if I suck at it. I could tell you that I am a hypocrite, a liar, an asshole, selfish, and conceited, but so is everyone else at some points in life. I try to be nice to almost everyone, but I don't always succeed. You can't please everyone anyway. I feel it's important for us to point out our faults and mistakes... as long as I realize these kinds of things, I think I might be better off than people that deny it. Am I right? Okie then. I like to make people laugh too, just thought I'd mention it. If I come into a situation which is... um... distasteful, I might try to ease my way out of it by changing the subject by making a joke or something. Having philosophical conversations can be really fun and if not philosophical, at least deep conversations then. They rawk! What else should I say about myself? Hmmm.. I really like who I am right now, even though I have bad self-esteem (everyone has fucking bad self-esteem). |
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Jon on the subject of artistic expression... |
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Artistic expression may not seem like a big deal to you... but to me, it means a lot. Without expressing myself through different activities I would literally feel dead in this world. I express myself through the art of theater, acting. Poetry and making music has also become a part of my life within recent years. There are still some areas that I wish to express myself but I can't... An example would be: my room. My room is not really my room. I go there to sleep and grab clothes in the morning, but other than that, I don't use it. There's nothing really in my room. If people walk into my room, they will say, "Wow, Jon... I didn't expect you to live in a room like this." I completely agree with them. I mainly spend most of my time in my basement. If I had a choice, I would change the way my room looks and the way the basement looks. But alas, I have no control. |
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Jon on the subject of sports... |
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I hate sports. |
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Jon on the subject of childhood... |
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It has occurred to me that a lot of the people I talk to have mentioned having terrible childhood memories. I hear a lot of people saying things like, "Oh, I can't remember most of my childhood because I blocked it out." I don't think that I have a problem with this statement, it just seems quite odd to me that I am hearing this from all sorts of different people. As for me, yes I did forget a lot of my childhood but not because I blocked it out, I just can't fucking remember. Could that possibly hold true for these other people also? Think about it. Anyone and everyone can say they had a bad childhood. If we're looking at the pessimistic side to it and not the optimistic side, then of course it seems like a terribly childhood! I must say I enjoyed a lot of my childhood years. I wasn't exactly the most popular kid in school and it wasn't very easy of me to make friends because I hated sports. (refer back to 'Jon on the subject of sports' above, for more detail). I got beat up occassionally too... that sucked ass. I never got punched in the face or anything. But being shoved and kicked (especially in the stomach or balls...) that was horrible too. Things got better though. I just really disliked middle school. But my childhood still wasn't all that bad. Shyeah. |
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Jon on the subject of relationships... |
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Hmmm... In my lifetime I've had fairly good relationships. I've pretty much maintained a fair amount of friendships even after the whole breaking up part. Each girl that I've dated has been unique, so it is easy to say that I've had a fair variety in relationships. But what does Jon look for in a girl might you ask? Hmmm... that's a good question, I'm glad I asked myself. All right, I'll try to answer it (be aware that this answer may change over time as with all peoples opinions, desires, wishes and whatnot.) Having a common bond is usually nice. Similar interests and whatnot. I like the idea of being able to be playful and strange at some points while also being able to carry on a serious and meaningful conversation at other times. Communication is also very nice. I usually tend to date girls with darker colored hair. I'm not saying I'm not attracted to blondes or anything, I just usually seem to date girls with darker hair. Possibly an alarming trend? I don't think I ever dated a girl with brown eyes before... I wonder why not?! Well, I'm sure I left some stuff out... but lets move on shall we? |
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Jon on the subject of religion... |
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I was raised as a methodist, am I one now? I'm not sure. I don't question the existence of God though. I think He exists. My reasoning behind this? Well... I'd like to believe that there is a superior creator out there. Science seems to have destroyed the idea of God by such discoveries of the physical laws that the earth is bound too and blah blah blah blah blah. If I'm not making sense or my information is false then it's because I never paid attention in science class (sorry.) Anyway, the existence of God seems to have perished in many people's minds but I try to look at it like this... Science explains the theories of the big bang theory and how the earth was created though this and that and all that shit which could be completey true. But that still doesn't really explain how all the chemicals and gasses arrived to before the big bang occurred. And what about the vastness of just the pure black space we call the universe? Technically, this vastness is nothingness right? Could someboday possibly explain that to me? Well, maybe it's beyond our minds comprehension (for now). I'd like to think that somehow this vastness of universe of matter had to some how first be created before the whole big bang theory occurred. Ah, oh well. I should also make mention that people that don't believe in God or have different religious beliefs don't offend me and hopefully my views don't offend others either. |
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Jon on the subject of drugs... |
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Drugs are bad, you shouldn't do drugs. Heroin is the most disgusting drug form I can think of. I would never want to do that shit... icky. Needles scare me. Acid seems kind of interesting, though I don't think I'd ever want to try it in fear of seeing giant racoons trying to attack me. I'm really not interested in drugs. Some of my friends are quite fond of the marijuana though. I, myself, am not particularly interested in the substance. Does that make me a bad person? Do I think pot should be legalized? I have no idea. One part of me says that yes, marijuana should be legalized because it does have medical use and maybe then my friends would stop getting caught with drug possession or whatever. But at the same time... it's a gateway drug and who knows... kids might smoke themselves retarded. |
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