| MY POEMS 2 |
| INSIDE The way that johnny sees life Everything fades to grey It's all shades of black and blue He doesn't want to feel this way He's trapped inside his mental cage Locked and chained to walls But the key is long since gone This is what his fate befalls In his shell he has no pleasure He doesn't want to live His state of mind is so one sided That now theres only hate to give Johnnys feelings are so cold To touch on them feels like ice For johnny knows he has no future Theres nothing left thats nice He'd rather die than live this way He'd rather die than live this way He'd rather die than live this way Tis why he hung himself today 1/6/01 |
| GOR Taste the pain Smell the blood As it gushes out In a torrid flood I raise the head In my hand And blood drips On to where i stand I hacked it off With my blade And many with it I have slayed All flee from me My path is clear just my name Envokes great fear For i am a warrior The best to be found The highest achiever On Gor's ground Planet Gor's my home It's a parrallel earth Here is my kingdom My pride,my worth In this world There is no gun Only might and swords You do not run My thoughts return To my blades red As i recallthe men that i've left dead I throw the head And watch it roll My power grows With another soul I feel the power So alive It's for this feeling That i will strive I start on out Right across the plain Sky is clear No chance of rain In this world Earth men can't live They are too weak No fight to give But earth women can Change how they behave They can only live If they are slave They can't survive If they are free They will fall captive To men like me I will teach them Who is the master I beat them They learn faster Yes planet Gor Is a world for men Women are weak Just entertainment I stop dreaming About the day I collect my pack And i'm on my way 28/2/99 |
| THE FLOWER OF THE FUTURE It was a clear and starry night A calm breeze blowing 'cross the land When i looked down from my window To the flower in my hand It is a tiny little flower White,and full of charm And as i look i start to smile At the beauty on my palm It is the flower of the future The lone one of its kind For in this dainty flower lies the hopes and dreams of all mankind Held inside this little flower Are memories of many things Like peaceful,warm,summer days And the joy that they can bring I hold up this brilliant flower Against the window and the night And watch the way the petals shine And sparkle with moonlight Angelic flower of the future Upon you tonight i wish Can you bring me happiness? Can you bring me what i miss? Oh flower of the future I shall believe in you Because if i believe hard enough I know my dreams will all come true 25/5/01 for cassie |
| YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOU'VE GOT TILL ITS GONE You dont know what you've got till its gone You dont know what you had till theres silence You dont know what you found till its missing You dont know what you gained till the emptiness You dont know what you've given up till it hurts inside You dont know what you let go till you want it back You dont know what you lost till you cant live without it You dont know what you've got till its gone 20/6/01 |
| FUDGE I feel so sad But you know that you're worth it I feel so bad But you know for you i deserve it I feel so empty Even thought you're so near Dont want you to tempt me So i dont want you here I feel i will break Because i cant be with you I feel my heart ache But why i dont have a clue I feel so alone When you're here but yet not I really wanna go home But why i forgot I feel so wrong My life is in tatters Its too late now you're gone For it no longer matters 2/7/01 |
| TRANSCENDTION Through the garden of orchids she wept Running like the wind she swept Of this world a paradise lost What once was warm now tinged with frost In a world of murder and suicide No where to run,no where to hide In this sickness run the rivers of red Will you wake up alive or wake up dead? When love and hope shall turn and fall And bad dreams will creep and crawl The end of all you have ever known No longer safe inside your home Light in the mirror threw my reflection back Release my spirit when the sky turns black All my sins shall repay At the gates on judgement day Im going down with the sun The evil reign has just begun Sleepless nights laying without rest Dream of the beast that knows you best The angels have deserted me Forever alone and cannot flee Souls hold on to the key of life The futures bleak and full of strife Night terrors lurking in the dark Bringing scars to leave their mark This tunnels long,no end in sight In a world of constant night Those eyes stare inside your soul Freeze your heart and leave you cold We're dealing with this strange affair Is anyone alive and do they care? The gate keeper remains to guard the door To the future and past and so much more The wheel of life does once more turn This time will the people learn? 22/10/01 |