When I was a meadow child running wild across the fields of our free land I can remember what it was like having no black friends. My neighborhood didn�t have any N_**_rs. We were proud of that but I think it was because we were just average white folk and we were glad that we didn�t have it as bad as the N_**_rs . It wasn�t because we had any black enemies selling drugs at our school to our children or raping our white sisters. It wasn�t because they had done anything to us personally. It was just part of our whitey culture of that time. My world was a traditional one, but it was side-tracked away and apart from the 60s race riots that burned through the inner city areas of those times. I was just 10 years old at the time and I couldn't figure out why there was such a ruckus about civil anything. Hell, I didn't know what race was let alone the term "racism". I didn't think you could be guilty when you weren�t part of it.

I was always taught to respect others no matter who they were. I was taught to treat others like I would want to be treated. We figured that as long as none of those black people ever heard us say the N-word it would be OK. A respectable young whitey would never call a black person a N_**_r! It just wouldn�t be right. The old saying goes something like this, �If a tree falls in the lonely forest and there is no one there to hear it fall does it make a sound?�

Even us lower middle class whiteys knew that black folk had feelings too. Back then, the term "African American" didn't even exist in my world. I guess that�s why we grew up using the N-Word. None of my immediate family belonged to the clan and that counts for something. None of my relatives ever spent their free evenings killing them in drive-bys, or raping their daughters and robbing or lynching them, either. That just wouldn�t have been right. We were just civilized whiteys living in the 60s and 70s as peacefully as we could. I guess we couldn�t see it coming because we were just a little slow upstairs where it really mattered. Let me ask you this. Is that what causes racism or is it that media drummer boy who keeps that racist beat pounding in the subconscious brain of Red, White And Blue America? Would it fix everything if we added a color (black is not really a color) into the American flag so that it became Red, White, Black and Blue? I wouldn't have any objection to it but I don't think what I think really matters. Some highly educated secularist-liberal scholar somewhere would lose control and write an article Informing the rest of the world that "Whites are Racists" anyway! I would be right back where I started from in the first place.

My first experience with blacks came when I went to grade school. In the whole damn school we only had two blacks, a brother and a sister. I thought they were nice kids. Well, it started out that way until Leonard�s black brother shot him in the belly when he was just 10 years young! It was a 38 special hand gun. He went away to the hospital for a very long time.

In the 60s a gun shot wound to the gut was practically a death sentence! Back then, they didn�t have ERs or trauma units, but Leonard was a tough little black kid and to our amazement he finally pulled through. ( is it OK to call him a black kid or am I being slow again?) We whiteys were glad that he did. Most of us liked him. He came back to school and we were all careful not to get him all worked up. We felt sorry for him because he had a brother who was mean enough to shoot him like that. We just couldn�t figure that part out. Like I said before, I was kind of slow back then. It never occurred to me at the time that this was just part of the minority culture blasting its way into my side of America. We all bought into the story that it had just been a foolish accident. It never occurred to us that anyone was covering anything up. It never dawned on any of our whitey- racist minds that his brother was just nasty. None of us whiteys would mention that N-word to Leonard either. We wanted him to heal up real good before something bad happened to him again. (Years later, his nasty brother would be a strong suspect in a black-on-white murder that killed a young white teenager and wounded his white girlfriend. Rumor had it that he wanted the white girl but the white boy got in his way. Since our police department was almost as slow as we were the crime was never solved.)

It was about that time we went away for summer vacation. I didn�t see Leonard until school started later that year. During that summer I went to visit with my grandparents who lived in a small town along the river. There I ran into some more black kids playing around at the football field close by. I just wanted to be friendly with them like I was with Leonard. It was then that I found out why most whiteys referred to blacks as N_**_rs! A big one pulled a four inch knife on me and I didn�t know what the hell to do! I guess he thought I was thinking the N-word when I wasn�t or maybe he thought my dad belonged to the KKK or maybe he just wanted to try out his new knife on some white kid who just might grow up to be a racist, my slow mind is still not sure. Luckily, I didn�t use the N-word on him and he just enjoyed the event as my whitey face got even whitey-er than before. I backed away very slowly. Fortunately, he hadn�t been high or drunk at the time, and he did not attempt to stick me with it. Believe me, in a situation like that there is no such thing as a small knife!

I went to my grandma and told her what had happened. She told me not to go over there anymore because some of those kids came from bad families and just weren�t right in the head, or something to that effect. I don�t remember her calling them the N-word at the time. I took her advice and never tried to make friends with them again. I guess that�s how and why most whites stayed separated from blacks for all my years. I didn�t realize that I was being a racist. I was just too young to even know the word or what it meant. I just didn�t want to get stuck with a knife and die before I was able to grow old enough to become a real racist.

When that summer was over I went back to school and there was Leonard. He was a good bit bigger than he was the previous year and he was growing fast. He was different, for some reason, and I could not figure out why. I guess it was because of his mean brother and the irresponsible dad who left his mother and didn�t spend any time loving him or keeping them in line.

Later that year, we white boys were out playing on the playground and we were wrestling with one another like we used to do, just having fun. By that time Leonard was bigger than me. Leonard was thin and wiry but much stronger than he was before. He got me down and pinned me to the ground. That�s when I found out we weren�t friends anymore. He decided to prove he was bigger and stronger than me. He started slapping me around as he pinned me to the ground and I got mad. Leonard just laughed real loud. While he was laughing I was hurting. I wasn�t used to getting my face slapped around by a friend. I guess I punched back a little harder then and he started to get cruel about it. It really surprised me. Up until that day, I had always thought we were friends but that day I started to awaken in my own slow mind. Leonard had gotten mean, for some reason, and he was enjoying it a little too much to suit me. He didn�t hurt me but my pride was a bit shattered along with my confidence in the friendship I thought we had. We were never friends again, after that, and I didn�t ever look at Leonard the same way again. He had changed and I didn�t know why. I guess I was growing into a racist and he could see it but I couldn�t. My mind was too young to contemplate the factors involved in his escalation toward violence and hate. I didn�t have a clue back then that those he loved were walking away, like his father, and leaving him all alone to grow up in whiteys world. No matter what people think I never called Leonard a N_**_r so I know it wasn�t because of that. I had to be something else. I think it was because He was living in the minority world while I was living in a white world. Like I said earlier, I was really slow back then in more ways than one. Leonard was a lot faster than me on the football field and maybe he just didn't like anyone like me slowing him down. When the guys played football I loved to watch him run. Leonard was fast! If I had told him that maybe it would have made the difference. I don't know. Or-

It might have been all the manipulative propaganda that the feds and the Media were putting on the TV about Civil rights riots at that time. It might have been the News coverage of George Wallace running for President. It might have been the assassination of Martin Luther King. It might have been his nasty mean old brother threatening him every time he laid eyes on Leonard. It might have been the N-word that someone used on him when he was caught doing the white neighbor girl or maybe it was just too much testosterone in his veins instead of in her. Maybe his dad wanted a piece of Leonard�s girlfriend, I�ll never really know. It wasn�t part of my racist world.

Something made Leonard really mean, and then it made him kill! Someone had to pay for Leonard�s meanness and that someone had to be whitey. It is important to note that the white victim did not come to harass Leonard; he pursued the victim. Once Leonard had proved that he could kill a white man, he found out that it did not solve his problems. He went away to jail, but only for 10 years.

In the late 70s the federal government was still using the civil rights issue to put the white power base back a few notches and they were trying to prove that they were sympathetic heroes to poor blacks by reducing their jail time. They let Leonard out early for good behavior. The racist heart of whitey was finally giving in just a tad and for Leonard that was a really good thing.

While Leonard was doing time I was going to college. There were a lot more blacks and minorities there than I had ever seen before in my high school. I was surprised in more ways than one. I hadn�t realized that extra-racial dating had become so popular. Every day I saw black men pinching and fondling the white girls. Some of the girls liked the extra attention, but then again, there were a few racist white girls who just couldn�t handle it. Several of them would cry oceans of tears every day because the black boys were violating their private parts every time they got within hands reach of a soft breast or plump behind. I thought one girl would have a nervous breakdown over it all. Her professors didn�t want to do anything about it because they were afraid that the NAACP would file charges of racism against them, or try to get them fired. She learned really quick that she was on her own. She ended up dropping out of school and I never saw her again. I guess that is what you get when you can�t accept reality. I felt bad for her but I was out numbered. I wasn�t going to risk getting knifed over a little rich girl. Racists, like me, have to be careful about things like that. She wasn�t my sister or my cousin. I figured her daddy could take care of it. It wasn�t any of my business, one way or another. I will say this, though. If her daddy had been smart he could have paid someone to witness the abuse and any of them could have been arrested for sexual assault for what they were doing to her but that never happened. I guess she didn�t want to show them what a racist she really was or maybe she was afraid for her father.

Some years later, probably 20 years after the murder, and 10 years after Leonard�s release, I talked to his mother about him. She would not admit any reason for why he did what he had done. She said she could not understand why he had turned so hatefully mean. I had trouble believing her. No one knows a man better than a mother. She told me the government got him a job through the prison release job program and I could hardly believe what it was when she told me. He was given a job as a school bus driver for one of the schools in the city! (this is true) Just goes to show you how screwed up the governments priorities were in the post affirmative action years, doesn�t it?

I have grown to suspect and confirm the government�s involvement in the systematic manipulation and suppression of social power bases at the expense of most average Americans. I believe this was a definite marker for confirmation of my social theory with regard to racism in America.

Racism was just something else the Feds could use against the more powerful white middle class to keep them where they wanted them. They could care less if a murderer was driving your kid to school. The elites were in control. What they were doing was all hush-hush. After all, it wasn�t like he was driving a bus to some up scale private school where de-segregation had never been introduced to the wealthy classes of the time. It was just another public school where average little whiteys went to learn how racist they really were.

A few years later I had the opportunity to join the KKK but I didn�t. Even at the height of the racial riots that set some bigger cities on fire I didn�t feel that the clan could solve anything. I have always recognized their antics as being a testament to their inferior intellects and a reflection of their mental deficiencies. They were just dumb old poor white boys who wanted to be important. However, we whiteys get no medals or considerations for trees that do not fall in the forest, or for minorities we have never beaten. We are only recognized when we strike back at what ails us or at the system that has victimized everyone in one way or another, white or black. When that happens we become the white racists at every turn. Even the federal government is quite anxious to promote the racist hate crime agenda. Some of them will go out of their way to promote that ilk. Here is just one example.

On Tuesday November 20, 2007 the liberal based paper The Valley independent owned and operated by the Tribune Review printed an article entitled �FBI: Hate Crimes Up 8 Percent�. It was originally provided by Washington (AP) but it was a cheap repeat of a previous article that had been trumpeted several years earlier in their Sunday edition. Both articles were rife with inconsistencies of statistics and definitions to define the overall scope of the subject matter involving the problem of hate crimes. This article is standard protocol for the liberal agenda.

They profess that a hate crimes problem exists but provide statistics from databases that have no concrete foundations from which anyone can check for accuracy. They rely on the uneducated reader to accept them as a source of truth and wisdom because they know just how detached most readers are from reality. They also know that most readers will accept them rather than confront them about inaccuracies. If you try to denounce their trashy article they can just claim that you�re a racist. In the article they actually contradict what the headline professes to be truth.

First they say that hate crimes are up by 8 percent over the 2005 records but then they say only half were due to racial prejudices. That means 4 percent. Which is it? Can they even make up their minds? Was it really 8 percent or just 4 percent? What was their definition of hate? Were the statistics based on their definition of hate or mine? Was it based on an accurate definition of hate or the Minority�s definition of hate? The thing that really bothers me is that the FBI helps them promote it!

On top of it all, they rub salt into the wound by refusing to mention all of the crimes perpetrated against whites by minorities or illegals! Rape is a hate crime. Any certified psychiatrist will confirm that. The liberal jackasses don�t want to tell the truth about that because if they did their numbers would prove them to be liars and buffoons! The same is true of many other crimes perpetrated against whites by minorities.

It is apparent to me that this is the way that they get back at whitey for the miserable lives they live. They need a fix for their misery but they cannot find one. Someone has to pay for that. The educated liberals in powerful positions have to find some way to get back at the traditional factions who they feel kept them down for so many years! Liberals just love to be heroes to the minorities. They have some kind of Robin hood complex and they just can�t help themselves. They love to write hero articles that profess whites to be haters but reflect themselves as the mighty do-gooders who are the all-knowing allies of the down trodden minority.

Don't misunderstand me when I say this. I am not implying that they are intelligent enough to mastermind a conspiracy, no-no. It is just a manifestation of their faulty thought processes that have been short circuited by another kind of hate, the hate of anything ethical that might imply that it is derived from Judao-Christian Tradition or logic!

To prove my point, factor this into the equation. How many minorities have ever been convicted of hate crimes against whites? The Logic of numbers dictates that there should be (at least) a few! This is almost impossible to determine! Why? For some very mysterious reason, avoiding all logic, HATE CRIMES seem to be reserved almost exclusively for whites!

Even when minorities commit extremely vicious crimes against whites, like in the Wichita Seven Case or the Colen Fergusen Long Island Massacre, the authorities still do not press hate crimes charges against minorities. Even when gang rape by minorities is involved their hate crimes legislation defies logic! Rape is a hate crime. There does not seem to be any logical explanation for this discrepancy.

On the other hand, the downtrodden minorities have a much bigger reason to hate whites. They have plenty of motives, including robbery induced by poverty. Are you going to expect sane Americans to believe that minorities are all just a bunch of saints who crouch in the shadowy streets and whimper or sob great silent tears of passive sorrow without ever lashing out in hate at the cruel white world that they blame for conspiring to destroy them? According to hate crimes statistics something like this must be happening and no one is aware of it! The numbers make no sense!

Let us be realistic for just a teary eyed second. The civil liability for powerful rich white men to kill, injure or maim a minority is staggering!(the Rodney King Beating and the Duke Lacrosse Players case proves this.) There is no money in it for whites (unless you�re an attorney) and we all know its about money. That is the real issue. The corrupt media want to sell papers with controversial contrived stories that make money by grabbing the publics attention! Here is something else to chew on.

Since there are so many liberals and minorities that have acquired positions of power these days ( because of Affirmative Action Legislation) it is easy to understand why traditional thinking is rare on the front pages of newspapers or in the political offices of our nation. That is why this kind of trashy propaganda passes for fact with the FBI stamp of approval in the headline.

With that article, hitting below the belt has taken on a whole new meaning. Whites, like myself, consider that article snobbish hate! It�s just another impersonal way to twist our nuts! The real truth about it is this. In a deceptive way this is really just another form of reverse discrimination!

According to the Funck and Wagnalls Standard but Unabridged Dictionary, Racism is defined as follows;

Racism is an excessive and irrational belief in or the advocacy of the superiority of a given group, people, or nation on racial grounds alone; Race Hatred.

Hatred is defined as; bitter dislike or aversion; antipathy; animosity; enmity.

Hatred is evident in what the latest article about one liberal Seattle School District had to say in its web postings about Equity and Race. It said, �Racists are whites�.

Now, according to the snobbish affirmative action elites who decide policy in the Seattle school districts they have taken it upon themselves to overly simplify the definition above and to inject equity into the volatile mix and the definition of racism when the official definition states that racism is defined purely on �Racial Grounds Alone�. I wonder how much further the haters of the traditional white race will go to expand on their definitions twenty years from now. Will it include American traditions as well? Will the next new definition of racism be �Racists are traditionalists�?

To establish just how widespread and rampant this dangerous racist propaganda is I will point out that just recently a program was canceled at the University of Delaware that chimed the same disgusting slander about the white race. It was canceled when some whites of power discovered the abomination and threatened legal action if it wasn�t stopped.

How can you tell when something like that is racist? Well, you have to take the word of an experienced individual who is certified to know. Yours truly is white and I will admit just a little racist, as I have so eloquently written, (I�m pushing it on that one) I feel the discomfort of that statement (�whites are racists�) and I vehemently oppose it! If they were to remove the word �are� and replace it with the word �were� I could be in agreement.

I could go on and on about this topic and (I probably will) I think I can sum it all up with this. If you look at the two definitions for Hatred and Racism above you will see that the minorities are much guiltier of this than most whites in our present times. For example; The crime in their communities, especially rape, robbery and murder can testify to this. Hispanics murder blacks and blacks murder Hispanics in far greater numbers than whites murder either minority, for any reason, and especially hateful racial ones. The city of Los Angeles proves that! Criminal statistics will also provide proof of this statement if you just look.

The incarceration of minorities in this country�s prisons due to violent crimes perpetrated against whites will prove this also. The majority of violent crimes are committed by minorities because of hate. Most claims of racism today are the blathering of hatful idiots who catch the sympathetic ears of liberal morons (the keyword here is �morons�) who can write newspaper articles to spread their unjust ilk and hatred throughout our land.

In the end, the minorities are a much greater threat to one another than any whitey could ever be. They are their own worst enemy and the crime statistics prove it! This is not ilk, it is truth! The recent senseless murder of Professional Football player Sean Taylor is but one example of which I speak. All of the suspects were minorities. If the situation of racism were not as I have told you the whites would have put huge gassing chambers in our prisons like the Nazis did a while back for the Jew, but this has not happened. The white establishment has not attempted to eliminate the minority for any reason. The existing gas chambers in our prisons are very tiny. California, which happens to have one of the highest populations of incarcerated minorities in the world, won�t even use the gas chambers that they have. The California Supreme Court has deemed capital punishment cruel and unusual punishment. This is not surprising to me. California is the Secular-Liberal Capital of the United States. They rarely comment on how cruel and unusual the murder was for all of the unfortunate victims.

To illuminate the minority mindset I will present this also. Most modern American blacks do not call themselves Americans. They hate American white tradition so much, because of slavery, that they claim they are African-Americans. Few of them have ever lived in Africa and they won�t. None of them have ever been slaves. They very rarely call themselves Americans which they are. They seem to build more lies for themselves on many issues. Africa is a poor nation and it is much poorer than most of them will ever have it here. They have no intentions of going back to Africa to use their American educations to make it a better place for their own kind. They are afraid that they might get their heads lobbed off by their violent African brothers!

Oprah, God bless her, is the exception and not the rule. Bill Cosby is also an icon but he is right with what he says. I greatly admire both of them.

For most, it is much easier to stay here and live the African-American lifestyle than it is to be honest about it all. That lifestyle is having more fatherless babies and letting the government pay the bill while their kids run around organizing gangs, selling drugs, and committing more violent hate crimes against whitey! They feel that they should stay here and make whitey miserable about their great grandmother�s historical past. Whitey has to pay for what his Great, Great, Grandfather dunn!