Us?
What's left of us? How can you move one and love another? Can't you see (past) that? I scream inside. I temple at your every word, your ever move. Do I just hope and pray for nothing? Is this my punishment for my acts for the past few years? This pain is unhuman. I can't stand it any more. If you make it go away, please help me. I don't know how much longer I can take it. I envy too much. I feel too much. All those promises never ment much. So what now? How do I act? How can I let myself love someone else when you have my love? I once had control over that. But again, it's gone also. Is this a never-ending fight? A loge-hate thing? A constant battle over emotion and thoughts? Will there ever be another one who will be good enough for the love I hold so near with you> I don't have muvh left. A few pieces of paper, some chanins and some memories that will soon fade. I guess nothing really lasts forever. And some things never change. Are you feeling what I am? Are you hounted every night of our past like me? Will you come back? Can you ever learn to lvoe me again? Like the beginning? When we were happy and truly in love? Will we die without holding each other like we have done for so many nights before?