Thoughts
So many thoughts of what have been
and what I could have done to change it
God, we were so young and stupid
Maybe it was a lesson we both had to learn
Some fucked up outcome--You freak, I break
We have our past, we hold each other, each year
the sick and twisted love we share
You wipe the tears from my face every time
every things has come and gone
Just Remember--
I sad so many lies, just to keep you mine
Was our love one big mistake,
Ive seen you go from good to bad
And I cant help but blame myself
Our love has become my denial
I never knew what was to come
I live in my fear, my hope never dies
I wont let you in
I wont let my emotions out
--12.01.02