Pain is the way I wish to feel
It is my happiness
When I feel loved,
nothing goes right
tears are no help
the memories get stronger
sending my heart into a depression
forbidden dreams of family times
unloving returns, not knowing why
Things are so bad
It is no longer sad
It comes to easy now
Alone, nothing new
Love is insane;
a junkie in rehab
a lie gone on too long
distance helps no one
longing for my peace
stolen from me as a child
His blood runs through my viens
I feel it so well
It is all I have left
A battle I lost
that I never had won
No chance again
only to be ruined by wed-lock
A happy moment for him,
a nightmare came true for me.
Why I ask?
Am I not same?
Can I not be loved?
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