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Let me walk on
walk on
move on
There's nothing here
walk on
move on
I have to get out before I break
walk on
move on
Don't let me break
walk on
move on
Need to get away
walk on
move on
Don't want to leave in a crate
walk on
move on
Get me out before I break
walk on
move on
Don't make me break
walk out
move out
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D ark and Nothing,
E verbody goes Through it,
A nywhere and Anytime,
T eeth and Nails Stay behind,
H ere it be...in me
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Suicide
Death, Hopelessness
Killing, Crying, Dying
I want to kill myself, to end it-
Suicide
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Kevin
is both unhappy and worried
his life is screwed up
his dad is a drunk
his mom tries but doesn't understand
He doesn't want to be here
it isn't his place
it isn't his time
He tries to do right
But sometimes right feels so WRONG
He is torn inside
it's beginning to show outside
Kevin
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lifes a drag
Nobody knows
The pain is too great
lifes a drag
Wonder if Anyone cares
Even cares
lifes a drag
If I die
Before I leave
Please Remember
Don't forget
life is too Painful
not to care
Don't make it hard
or easy...just be there
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As I sit
writing my words
listening to music
My curtains are closed
door barricaded
Today was Painful
Tomorrow will be worse
I must not forget me
Or I will surely perish
I must not forget
Flight instead of Fight...for me
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I play my saxiphone
and notes come out
They sound dreary
But I'm crying while I play
I don't know why I cry
But I can't seem to stop
I cry in my sleep
I die in my dreams
I just play on
making pitiful music
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My life is not funny
But still you laugh
You call me names
and Hate my guts
Yet I wonder
What did I do
Why do I deserve such hate
Why
I shaved my head
Cut myself and bled
The blood was red
blood red
I couldn't feel the cuts
Even as I watched
The blood ooze down my face
and drip off the razor
Wish I could feel
the cold razor cutting
Deeper into my flesh
Maybe it would be more Painful
Than your Hate
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Copyright Kevin Grunloh 2001. All rights reserved.