Denise Adan

Your Subtle Kiss

Never thought the time we spent that day would be our last.
I remember those nights where you took me in your loving arms,
On those lost summer pasts.
The sound of your heart beat soothed my mind
You took my hand and gently pressed your lips against mine.
That one precious moment, forever ours
Seemed to slide by so quickly, never noticing the passing hours.
Now all of this came to an end,
But maybe those kisses deep will be a part of us again.

Faded

all this time that i waited
pushed away as a child
never saw me give a smile
but that was me

all this time i waited
only felt your harsh hands
and followed your demands
but thats how you made me

never opened up to anybody

now that i'm older
i sit here alone
only to be misstreated at home
but for me,
i won't sit here anymore, you see
i can't take it

why did i not see
that you were the one who was hurting me
not only in my mind, but sexually
my childhood... you raped it
now i forced it to be faded
cuz now i can't live as me.

Mr. Mushroom

Hello Mr. Mushroom,
Ohhh... those wonderful colors i feel from you.
You make me see the sky's true colors,
I dance for you with that music you give me,
And man you make me fly...
I feel it all warpping into me,
Rip my clothes of and just make me a part of you!

Meaning Of Dreams

Seeing different dreamers all around me
Trying to clear my sight in someway
Never noticed what surrounded me
But I'll try, and then run away

Never really seemed to really care
Or think of what I should do
I have no more dream to really spare
Oh what to do...what to do?

Now looking back at my nightmares
How long they seemed to stay in my life
Don't know if the just give me scares
But they do give me that feel of life

Oh all those dreams and nightmares clipped away my wings
Never quite sure of the meanings they try to show
Different dreams say different things
But I'd never know...never know...

Untitled

I yearn for touch
but not of which turns me cold
and you touch...
my warmth,
my sun,
my flower in life!
my only merriment
never have I received
kisses of your purity,
but perchance someday...
with you...
and you alone I shall entwine...

My Lost Little Rose

Hello my little one,
You're not there anymore,
I'm sorry that I made the choice for you to be taken away,
I never meant to hurt you.
I don't feel you in me anymore,
Not in my blood,
Not in my body.
I miss your throbs
And your bumps and jumps.
I cry to know that I did that to you.
My precious little one,
My beautiful rose.
You are a part of me,
Even though you really are not anymore.
You were my company,
And I need you to know that I wanted you.
With all my heart,
I wish I didn't let go.
I no longer feel your heart.
And I just wanted to let you know,
No matter what,
I will always love you my little rose.

Turner

Katie Turner is this girl i know
She doesn't follow that girly flow
She never seems to really care
About her make up or her hair
But thats what makes me want her

I'm gonna get Turner
Thats for sure

I saw turner at the mall, she looked at me, i tripped and took a fall. She
walked over and helped me up. She said "hi", i said "sup." I was gonna ask
if we can hang out just once more, but I knew we would cuz that night we
ended up on the floor!

Katie Turner is this girl I know
She doesn't follow that girly flow
She never seems to really care
About her make up or her hair
But thats that what makes me love her

Now shes my girl
Thats for sure

Read Me

Don't think that I really ever wanted more.
I wanted a friend, like the one I had with you...
I know it all became something else
But you don't know how much of me fell.
Now my mind is telling me you might want me back,
But I know its wrong.
You might think its something that I want again...
But I only want you, my friend.
I never-ever-better-get-her back
I know how you feel for her, never me.
Now never-ever-let-her get away
from how you feel for her, never me.
Are you mixing-fixing all my feelings?
No, you are thinking that I do want you
Since she is now gone.
But no, you are my friend.

Loneliness

running up and down my body,
a close push and pull,
pressing hard, but not going deep,
just feelings surging through,
only soft touching soft,
warmth of lips melts all it meets.
energy streaming through motions.
Heat kissing heat.
as you open your eyes and look
I feel you up close to me
we hold a push
and kiss cuz now he and i can be...

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