Andrea Braun

The Real Me

You look at me & see a golden girl
Who lives inside a golden world
But thats not all there is to see
It's those people who will never know
the real me....

I can smile though 1,000 tears
And hide all my adolecent fears
I see the people look at me
They sit there and see someone
I could never be...

So I hide away in insecurity
I just want to say goodbye and flee
It all because of those people
who will never know
The Real Me...

This poem is dedicated to Danyel Wersing whom commited suicied on March 9,2001.

I wish I knew...

How can it be someone I never knew, never met
Have such an impact, so comlpetely set
Everyone thought she was so happy

I wish now it were not her but I
I wish I could see her smile from the sky
Smiling up at me doin her thing

Carefully gazing down on her..
Knowing what I did was right... for sure

I will take your pain and hide it away
So as happy as you were.. you can stay

I wish I could do thios one small thing for you.. because your one person
I never met..That I wish I knew.....

My fright upon the night

I rest in my bed each night
I look upon the darkness and I start to feel the fright
Seaching frantically in my mind I search hard but not to find
anything to calm my adolesent wants & needs
they say this is what feed my eminems

I colse my eyes
and start to think silly little lies
as I tell myself I have the determanation to get through..
something so incredably easy to do..
as get through the night..

So I close my eyes once more as I close out my fight..
And I simply fall into a deep sleep upon the darkness of the
night...

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