Love
Thy Enemy
"Why do we haveta come here? Why'd Daddy haveta go to that dumb
sym...sym-posium anyway?"
"Sikudhani McCoy," Ororo cautioned. She placed a delicate dark
hand on the six-and-a-half year old's shoulder, but the warning didn't work.
Siku sank deeper into the orange, pint-sized plastic chair in the waiting room
and crossed her arms, scowling. Her little blue feet bumped the magazine table
with fast, sharp strokes.
"No! I hate the dentist. He hurts me! And you can't make me
like him, either!"
Ever patient, Ororo Munroe let Siku continue her sulk a few moments
longer. After all, the child was a tiny bit entitled. On her very first visit,
one of Dr. Schubert's hygienists scraped too sharply and nicked little Siku's
gums. She reacted as any mutant with large canines would: She bit him. The
hygienist required surgery to properly mend his finger but since he should have
known better, Dr. Schubert promptly fired him. Dr. Alan Schubert was renowned in
the field of mutant orthodontics and a good friend of Siku's father, Dr. Hank
McCoy, but he'd chosen a bad helper that day.
But in spite of the incident, Siku can improve the
way she handles her feelings, Ororo thought. A small smile pinked the corners of
her dark lips. "Who said you had to like him?"
"Huhn?" Siku's sapphire eyes grew huge. "You mean it's okay
to hate the dentist?"
"Not exactly, little one." She
was thankful that Siku's stormy mood had tapered, if only for a moment, and that
Dr. Schubert's table had been saved from another sharp kick.
Ororo patted her lap. "Come here, Siku." Strong chocolate arms
encircled thin fuzzy ones, and Siku felt a strong feeling of warmth and safety
while she rested her head against her Aunt's warm sweater.
She liked how Auntie 'Roro smelled of the outdoors, like her Uncle Logan.
But unlike her uncle, Aunt 'Roro reminded her of flowers and sandalwood instead
of pine and woods.
This is what a mommy's hug's supposed to feel like, she thought as
she snuggled deep into the grooves of Ororo's arms.
"You should not hate people, Siku. You can hate the result of their
actions, but not the people themselves. Hating people is unjust."
Siku wrinkled her nose. "Even yucky people like Bethanny, or the
Friend's people?"
"Especially them." Ororo kissed the top of Siku's head and
whispered close to the little girl's ear. "Extend as much grace and mercy
to your enemies as you can, because someday, those enemies could become your
friends."
"I doubt I'll ever be friends with Bethanny," Siku grumbled.
"She's not very nice to me." Her bright eyes gazed up hopefully.
"You think she'll be nice to me, someday?"
"I hope so, Siku. But even if she does not, by extending more grace,
you make it harder for your enemies to do mean things to you."
Siku frowned a little and picked the lint balls off her yellow jumper.
She distractedly tickled the fibers up and down the crook of her aunt's
elbow when the lint tumbled onto Ororo's arm.
"B-but does that mean it's okay for them to do the bad things if
they're our enemies, 'cause they're gonna be our friends later?"
Ororo hugged her even tighter and swayed gently back and forth.
"Never, my child. What they have done is still inappropriate.
Sometimes they need to be punished for what they do, if they continue to
be uncaring to others. We try to help our brothers and sisters who cannot fight
back, but we also try to help our enemies understand that what they do is
hurtful. We also help our enemies
realize that we will not tolerate certain ways of expressing anger and
fear."
"Oh," Siku said softly. She thought hard for a little while,
trying to grasp what her Auntie told her. She began combing her small fingers
through the strands of Ororo's platinum hair as she thought. "Like when I
throw a tantrum, and Daddy says not to, 'cause I'm not askin' for stuff the
right way?"
Ororo smiled. "Very much so. When our enemies throw
their...tantrums, then we will be there to help them express their feelings
properly."
Siku nodded, understanding it a little bit better, but not all the way.
Grown-ups had funny ways of expressing themselves, and sometimes how they
acted wasn't how they really felt inside. Like the way her Aunt Rogue and Uncle
Remy fought.
She was quiet a little longer, content with being gently rocked in her
aunt's lap, when a new thought hit her.
"Auntie 'Roro?"
"Hmm?"
Siku's mood brightened a little. Her Auntie liked swaying back and forth
as much as she did. "If it's not okay to hate people, what should I
feel?"
"Well..."
Ororo paused so long that Siku wondered if she'd been heard. She decided
to ask again, just in case. "Auntie--? Did you forget my question?"
"No, Siku." Ororo's delicate fingers stroked her niece's
forehead, and the child lay back with a contented sigh. "The question is a
difficult one, and I want to give you a good answer. How about...'strong
aversion?' "
"A-aversion?" Siku grinned. "You worded me, Auntie! What
does..." she rolled the sound over her little tongue. "What does aversion
mean?"
"It means you really, really dislike something. Not quite hate, but
nearly so."
"Like pot roast?"
Ororo chuckled. Siku liked to hear her aunt's deep alto laugh. She didn't
hear it very much. "Probably more than pot roast."
"Aversion...aversion." Siku filed the world into her memory.
"I'll remember."
"I know you will, little one. But I hope you do not have to use the
word too often."
Siku crinkled her forehead. What's the use of having a new word, if you
weren't expected to use it? She was about to ask her aunt about the
contradiction when Miss Talbot, Dr. Schubert's new hygienist, came into the
waiting room carrying a clipboard.
"Siku? Sikudhani McCoy?"
"Uh, oh," Siku sighed. She sadly crawled from Ororo's lap with
her eyes downcast. "I don't want to go, Auntie 'Roro. Do I have to?"
"Yes. But," Ororo said, with a twinkle in her eye,
"if you are very good, and you sit still for the doctor and his assistant,
then perhaps we can go to Barry's Creamery after our lunch."
Siku beamed. "They have the best ice cream!"
"That they do. I shall ask your father first, but if he approves,
then we shall have a treat together."
"Goody!" She jumped up and down happily, nearly forgetting
about Miss Talbot and the nasty dentist tools.
"Siku? We're waiting for you, hon'." Siku
shyly went over to the hygienist and carefully took the blonde woman's hand.
Miss Talbot's hand was warm and soft. "Heya! We'll have you in and out in a
jiff. We'll be really, really careful this time. Okay?"
"O-okay." Siku glanced at her aunt, who motioned for her to go
with Miss Talbot with a small, encouraging wink. " 'Cause we're goin' to
Barry's afterwards, an' they've got really good ice cream."
"M-m-m! I love Barry's, too. Your Aunt Ororo picked a great
ice cream parlour."
"Really? You like Barry's?" She looked into the tall woman's
eyes and saw a friendly face staring back at her. Maybe it won't be so bad,
she thought, especially since she likes ice cream, too.
As the door to the dental area slowly closed, Siku missed the small look
of sadness tinged with anger on her Aunt's dark features. Usually Ororo Monroe
did not express her stronger feelings, unless she felt extremely troubled. The
sorrow may last overnight, young Siku, she thought. But tears of
joy will come in the morning.
Ororo picked up the public telephone to call Siku's father. "I
promise, precious one," she whispered as she dialed, "I swear it. The
X-men will continue fighting for justice until your latter days are filled with
hope and promise."