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Jesus was born a Jew, but I was startled to discover that nowhere does
he quote from the Torah or refer to the Torah. Jewish boys were indulged
to extremes then and now. A child teaching a strange interpretation of
the Torah when he was 12 or so would have been listened to with interest
and indulgence but not too much concern. After all he�d been away for
all his youth and had picked up strange idea�s. But as an adult in that
same temple spouting those same things or worse it would have been a
different matter. The real Mystery of Jesus is; what he taught in the
Temple to men of knowledge. Or did he ever set foot in the Temple
proper? There is no record of this event.
As a boy He had to be arguing about their interpretation of the Torah
or he would have used the Torah as a base for his teaching. This he
did not. He was not thrown out of the temple so he must have been
listened to and acknowledged. Why? Because there were other adepts
among the priest hood that agreed with him.
Since Christ ignored the Torah it must mean that he did not see it as a
step to God. Why then did the later church or congregation want to add
the Torah? To establish the authority of Jesus and explain his male god
and father to people who worshipped female dieties and minor gods.
Romans and Greeks hadn�t had a living offspring of a God to worship for
over 6 or 7 hundred years. He had to prove himself and his birthright,
hence the need to place the Torah into the early teachings. Don�t forget
the earlier followers were raised in the Jewish faith and knew all about
the Messiah concept, but as the church spread out around the Agean to
Rome it was coming up against total ingnorance of the Jewish faith
that is the building block to the Messiah concept.
The Torah is male dominated in spite of Sarah and Judith and Rebbecah,
etc. I�m sure the priests of early Rome, who took a back seat to the
Priestesses of Astarte and Hera and Diana, noticed. From the very
beginning of Romes adoption of Christianity it became male oriented.
Only in far away greece and constantinople did women still have a role
for awhile. But even those men succumbed to the ego building role of
male dominance. Especially so during the occupation of the Persians and
Turks who held women in contempt as chatels. So, between Roman Priesthood,
male ego, the Torah and Paul, women lost the position of equality they
had in Rome, Greece and the early church.
But since all temples of worship are founts of coinage and women are one
half the population, a completely male dominated religion would not
attract females or their purses. No Problem! Mary was the mother of a
God and so she replaced the real female Goddesses, Athena, Ashera/Astarte,
Dianna, etc. She took the place of the Goddess of Firtility while all
the while representing hearth, home, birth, meekness, and even that sad
but real time when a son rejects the mother and lives his own life. Also
in those troubled times when mothers lost their sons to war and death
they could take comfort in the fact that Mary had been through the same
things. Mary has always been the Goddess in human condition, therefore
closer to women than any other Goddess.
The Church revives Mary whenever its in trouble or attendance lags. But
she is not allowed to hold that position for very long. Its too dangerous
to the Church. Women may start to ask themselves how or why a virgin human
woman was made to bear the son of a parochial God without being a Goddess
herself. The creative principal has always been fecund female, but it is
not higher than male: it is and always will be co-creative with male.
Niether is anything without the other. Creation has never been the product
of rape and never will be. Those countries who�s men have been raised in
the concept of force, rape and domination of women bring about their own
eventual destruction.
In two thousand years of Christianity the world has not seen a true church
emerge. As long as man insists on teaching the Torah as an adjunct to
Jesus words, his words will be lost to us.
The Church of Rome created three concepts that were intended to reduce
women to a lowly status in order to reduce her power over life;
1. Celebacy of priests. 2.Marriage of nuns to christ. 3. Baptism in the
church.
1. CELEBACY AS A CONDITION OF PRIESTHOOD.
This did two things for the early Roman church. It divorced this religion
from the fertility rites of all the other temples and set it apart. This
brought them up to the level of the priestesses who had always been
forbiden to have sex. In order to understand the appeal this had for the
Roman and Greek male you must realize how rife homosexuality was in those
days. The sons of Rome and Greece were expected to marry and have sons no
matter what their preference. Now they could enter a lucrative and rich
calling that was a society of men with a valid excuse not to marry. Within
the sanctity of the Church their weaknesses were hidden. Celebacy from
marriage which they abhored was even honored. But since celebacy for a
heterosexual male is an unnatural and cruel condition those normal,
healthy men who entered the church then and now are protected from
their folly by many recourses of the church powers. Any women claiming
a priest as father to her child was outcast. Even denounced as a witch
in later times. At one point in time the church even set up Nunneries
for unmarried mothers to go to. But most of the inmates were nuns who
had become pregnant. In the mid 70�s in France they discovered the skulls
of over a thousand babies in the old Well of a nunnary. Since the skulls
showed some of the babies to have been over one month old it could not
have been from childbirths around the countryside as those poor babies
would have had a proper burial. If they were born alive as these ones
appeared to be they would have been baptized in the normal course of
events. Once baptized you were entitled to a proper burial...not thrown
down a Well. Since only skulls were in the Well, they must have been
placed there at the time they stopped using the Well in 1896 and moved
to modern running water. The Well became the perfect hiding place for
the skulls that couldn�t be destroyed any other way. Little bones would
have been easily thrown on the garbage dump, but not a skull.
So, all the church had to do was send the errant Priest to another
parish where he was unknown.
Celebacy as a holy act also reduced the role of women as the bearer of
life and an object of mystery, to one of carnality.The act of human
love was reduced to a filthy little act of lust, with women in the role
of seducer, therefore an object of degradation. The implications have
been there ever since. But since the church had to acknowledge the need
for women and birth it was sanctified by marriage within the church. And
sex only to beget a child. Never for mutual love and joy. Sex became a
neccessary but dirty act.
Those concepts could only have been introduced by homosexual or aged,
impotent males who had become a power in the church.
If the psychologists of today did a study on the old church as it
affected the world they surely must be amazed at the courage and
staying powers of women. That it has never destroyed their deep need
for love and creation. For no single race (including the Jews ) had
had to bear the hatred and cruelty and shame that women all around the
world have had to because of this one religion altered so horribly by
Rome.
2. MARRIAGE OF NUNS TO CHRIST.(In order to force celebacy on women
against the purpose of womanhood.)
Nun is a chinese word. They were an order of Priestesses who ran inns
to succor the wayfarer. To shelter, feed, and tend to his wants. Sex
was a natural expression to them of service. What a change has been
wrought by the western world to this calling. And yet not...
Since women of high standing and wealth demanded a part in this new
religion and could not be denied because of their power and also
because the early Families may have been chary about their unwed girls
being instructed by young, horny priests, there was a need for schools
of instruction by women for women. I know there was a need for women in
the church to be above suspicion and to propogate the celebacy concept
but the priest who concieved the idea of their marriage to Jesus must
have been aware of the Eastern marriage of women to the dead in order
for the boys family to have an heir of their liniage which would be
done by the father or other members of the family. In their society
it was an act of love and consideration. In the Church I see it as an
abomination. You cannot ask Jesus if he wanted all these wives! He is
dead! He was born to a people who held to one wife. Because Abraham and
Solomon had many wives the church could use that as a precedent for the
church since they were now using the Torah as an Authority. But Jesus
didn�t use the Torah! And all reference to Jesus marriage were deleted
from the records.
Lets explore the concept of a married Jesus, and why the church would
like a single Jesus.
Jesus would have been seen as an abnormal Jew if he had not been married
by his early 20�s. He would not have been a Rabbi unless he was married.
Why? Because one of the first orders of God to man was to go forth and
multiply his kind. For the Jew that is an order. For a Rabbi not to
follow Gods order would be sacriligious. The only thing that makes it
a question mark is that Jesus was a man who did not always follow the
rules as they were interpreted by the Temple priests. He would not have
gained apostles unless he was married. That there is a large history of
Jesus as a child and none between the ages of 14-29 is not strange. They
would have revealed his married status so they were deleted in 500 A.D.
when celebacy was decided on by the church.
It would be interesting to see what the church�s reaction would be to a
woman who approached them to be married to a dead man. Yet in the name
of religion these Nuns are married to a dead man or God. This is a
pure Roman concept. However when it is stripped of its religious mumbo
jumbo it is seen for what it truly was and is; a degradation of the
purpose of women and reproduction. Very odd when you realize that the
god worshipped is one of creation and woman was created to carry out his
injunction to multiply the race. A nun is a slap in the face to this
concept. It may come as a shock to the anti-abortionists to realize
that the Pope can only abhor the loss of future human, not a present
human. They have never claimed an unborn child as human or a person.
They cannot! Why? Because life was not given to Adam until God breathed
life into his lungs. That is the male mystery and the whole structure
of the church is based on that mystery between God and man -The breath
of life. Nothing about woman is holy including what she bears in her
belly. While it is still part of her flesh it is unholy. Until the day it
is baptized it is not considered a member of the church.
3.THE RITE OF BAPTISM.
It is hard for modern women to realize what that baptism of her child
meant to early women in the church of Rome. It has been only a very
short time since the Roman Catholic church admitted women to the status
of human. That shocks you? You think I am lying? Well to be human and
not an animal you must have a soul. If you do not have a soul you are
an animal. The Catholic church has denied that women had a soul. Even
the Lutheran church went along with this one for a long time. There was
no logic to this belief. There was little logic in many church beliefs,
only self serving ends. How could a woman with no soul give birth to a
male child and give it a soul? Women were to be reduced in status and
power by any means at hand. This was not recinded until the last
century when the Pope finally gave women and negros a soul.
By these three acts listed above she was reduced to a very humble
position. Without Baptism she was outcast from the christian world.
The right to bear life was controlled by marriage in the church. If you
were not married to a member and in the church your children were dammed
as bastards and you became a whore. Niether could be burried in
sanctified ground and all ground was sanctified by the church. This was
absolute control. Control of the body of women as well as her social
position. In time they didn�t have to worry about her mind because
without the status given her through marriage or the church she was an
object to be bartered in marriage for position or wealth. Wealth or
royal position did of course give freedom of sorts. But Petruccio was
right in,�Kiss me Kate�, when he says of his new bride, �She is my
chattel, like my cow.�
What is truly amazing is that within this Christian slavery, guilt, and
control of mind,status and body, women survived. You might even say it
made them tough and strong as adversity usually does. Of course there
have always been women who will toady to the master. You can see them in
the modern church�s. Don�t blame them. They learnt this in the school
of hard knocks.
But it has never been the women alone who suffered from a twisted religion.
It has been the men. Two thousand years of little boys entered into a
sick world that denied them the love and companionship of mothers, aunts,
sisters, wives, daughters, and grandmothers. Instead it introduced them
to hardship, denial or worse, homosexual relationships.
In view of the overwhelming disclosures of so many men of the cloth,
Catholic and protestant, who are sexually molesting children, no one
today can deny the sickness goes back a long way. It is only coming out
now because we are educating women and children to speak out. No one
expected the ministry to be caught in the same net. Yet this is highly
naive of the modern world.
The greatest sexual urges occurr in the male child between the ages
of 12-21. Part of the reason is nature and part is that in western
society it is culturaly repressed and forbidden. A boy reaches that
stage in silence and repression so the urge becomes a focal point.
He has just learn�t how to control his other body functions but no
one has even thought to teach him to control his sexual urge. That
comes later from hard experiance. Some never learn.
They entered the church�s by the thousands. Young, innocent, lonely -
and horny. Ripe for the taking. The church has a saying: As above, so
below. Change that to;as in the secular community, so the religous.
With only one difference that was great. Secrecy, privacy, and
untouchability, therefore protection. It all went on behind high walls
and closed doors. Reforms came and went. Habits changed and altered.
But nothing really stopped.
What changed this world?
Printing presses! The same cause that is bringing out the crimes commited
against todays children by the church. Not the education system, not the
medical world, not the church. But brave souls who have used the presses
to reveal the horrors they have endured. When you have enough stories
the evidence becomes overwhelming.
Those are just the steps that led to the degredation of women in the
Christian world. But what is happening in today�s world? What started
in the US as a response to the Korean and Vietnam war, on the Campus�s of
America with the help of Drugs, became a door opening onto freedom for
sexual expression that had some good things and some bad things. It was
no longer a stoning thing to have a baby out of wedlock. And it was no
longer a terrible thing to have sex before marriage. What they did not
count on was that the men who make money from sex saw it as a money maker.
They discovered that sex sells big time. So how do you keep the money
coming in? Destroy ALL the old rules, the inhibitions, and to do that
you use liquor or drugs. But since it is the very young that you must
get hold of before they know better, and we have laws about underage
drinking, they needed a new catalist. Pot and drugs became the weakener,
the destroyer of morals. And of course the movies helped greatly. There
was nothing like the lessons being taught on the movie screen or the T.V.
screen to educate the young and make them think that this was all normal.
Children don�t understand that it is only a story made up and that what
goes on on these screens is not how people act and have always acted.
And now parents are even having trouble with how their children eat
because they see the people on TV eating all that crap. It has become
the biggest mind control medium of the history of man. (or women) And
if we don�t begin to understand how small beginnings can run into large
ones we can�t control, then we had better start now! Or have we already
past the point of no return?