James & D'arcy broke up around 1993, a time during which Billy was very confused with himself. Confused with what? Who Knows. All we know is the evidence speaks for itself. Who hasn't watched another guy masturbate before anyway?

"Believe in me" - Tonight, Tonight

"i want to believe in you and i heard you ,your song, you sing, a truth is no other, i want to believe in you, dear" - Believe

"there's a life i hide but i try to disguise" - Believe

"I don't look in the mirror, i don't like what i see staring back at me" - Ugly

"little lonely face that no one ever sees" - Be Strong Now

"we're not the same, we're different tonight"- Tonight Tonight

"ooh god if I could change a thing tonight we won’t be lonely" - Be Strong Now

<Billy> i think i've answered this before, but i wore those bells for two years to remind me, over and over again, to remember

"ooh the bells are ringing out, what a sound, and i'm in love, the joy of love, the coming of jesus" - The Bells

<James> I have a Volvo

"Where we run to, is up to you" - Blue

"we go running I don’t care where to till the mourning" - Country Girl

"and i'll do anything, to keep 'her' here tonight" - In The Arms Of Sleep

"want you to stay, want you to sway, want you" - Country Girl

"And when I wake inside you I know you know I'm yours"- Blew Away

"And I gave fast into you" - Falling

"And blew, blew, blew away But I don't wanna Blew, blew, I love you Blew, blew" - Blew Away

"I hear you fade away,And I hear you call ,I gave my life away,And I feel no pain" - Silverfuck

"Will you lend a hand, And if you hear me calling, I'm just so lost without you" - Falling

"And I Don't Wanna Fade" - Blew Away