Anyhoo...My full name is Nicola Louise Hart. My Mum could have picked a better middle name...god I must share my middle name with 1000's of girls in England already. I hate being called Nicola so people either call me Nikki, Nikki-Lou, NikNak, Nickster, Nickers or just plain old Nik.
I have a Mum called Rhonda who is an angel and we get on like house on fire. She's 36 years old and I can always go and talk to her about stuff.
I have a Dad as well but I hate him. My Mum was 12 when she fell pregnant with my Dad's child. Dad didn't want anything to do with it until my older brother Mark was born. Mum and Dad then got back together and stayed together till Mum turned 18 and he was 19. Mum and Dad were childhood sweethearts until I was born. Mum cheated on Dad with this guy from her work called Martin. Dad found out while Mum was pregnant and they broke up. Martin then moved down to London. Dad was there at my birth because he wanted to bring me up as his baby which he did. Dad then didn't want to be around me much because he met someone else and he said to my Mum that everytime he looked into my eyes he felt I wasn't his which I wasn't but still I was 8 years old and just wanted my Dad. That was when Mum explained it all to me about Martin and stuff. Mum then started going out with Grahem, she seemed to really like him...of course she liked him they got married soon after and Mum then had my gorgeous little brother Thomas. Then out of the blue my brother Mark died aged 16. He got into the wrong crowd and started taking drugs and ended up overdosing. I was ten at the time and was upset. My Mum got all stressed out and Grahem and her broke up. Grahem took my little brother with him. Mum then soon got better after a couple of years. Thomas still lives with his Dad but comes and sees us at weekends. Mum then got married again to her current husband Paul. He now lives with us with his son James. James is 19 and he's not like step-brother at all. He's like my best friend in the whole world.
We go to all the football matches together, he evens drives us to most of the away ones as well although i've only been to one but he said he's going to some others.
I want to be a singer when I have finished college. I am going to try and become one. It has been my dream since I was little to be a singer and I so want it.
I am at college now doing Media but it's not what I want to do only if I fail as a singer. I am struggling with my coursework assignments though because I am dyslexic. Would you believe I only found out after my gcse exams? I went to collect them and I failed my Maths one and the teacher pulled me to one side and said that the examiner thought I had dyslexica because I had muddled the numbers around. So instead of writing 678 I probably wrote 687 so I got it wrong. My English exam came out as a C but I was estimated at an A. I had a few problems with spellings. My teacher then told me when I go to college ask for a dyslexic test and I did and I have got it. I have to redo my Maths exam and Paul and James help me with my coursework assignments. They don't write it out for me of course, they sit and watch me as a write it and see if I make a spelling mistake or something. Infact I have James watching over me now. Lol!
My full gcse results were:
ENGLISH LIT- C
ENGLISH LANG- C
SCIENCE- CC
MATHS- E
MEDIA STUDIES- B
FRENCH- C
GEOGRAPHY- B
GRAPHICS- C
RE- A
IT- A*
So I did quite well but shame my dyslexica let me down in maths but I have re-sat Maths and I got a B so I am OK! I got into college with thease results because my Media studies course said I needed 5 gcse's passed C which all of them were except Maths.
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