| ~ ALL ABOUT MOI ~ |
| Well first off , as much as I would be proud to say that the photo on my webpage is "moi", it is not.! It is a picture of Jennifer Anistin. I picked her because if I would have to take a mold on who I would like to look like she would be the one. Very simple, attractive. Myself I am 5'10 so im pretty tall, never had a weight issue until a few years ago..I was always told that because I was so tall I would never have to worry about being over weight..Yah right! I am 38 yrs old an just hate the fact that in 2yrs I will be 40. I thought it sucked BIG TIME when I turned 30 , so im thinking 40 w'ont be a thrill either. I live in a small town in Canada where life is pretty quite. I am pretty fortunated to own my own home with quite a few acres of land. Im thinking that I d'ont appreciate it enough thou.. I share this with my hubby of 20 yrs, soon to be 21 yrs.. We met when I was 17 an he 20. We have been together ever since. I lucked out big time with him. He is very caring, understanding, hardworking, supportive, I love him deeply. I have never had to question his love for moi! We also have an 11 yrs old daughter who has definitly brought some spice in are lives. We only have the one child so she is the center of every thing we do. Of all the things I have done in my life I would have to say that raising are daughter was at times the most wonderful an yet hardest of all things..ForSure!!....Always worrying would have to be how I would describe raising her..I quess I feel this way becasue I fear that I will not give her all that she needs to succeed in this world. I wish for her to grow up to be strong, proud, independant, To make her way an not to let anything or one stand in her way..I have learned that with lots of love comes the opening for lots of pain......... Anxiety/Stress.........Yuck.........Seems to be so hard to feel at peace..Spent to many years not being at peace..And Why??? Have a great guy, have a great child, great home, an still no peace!! So I spend my time forever searching, But never finding, for I d'ont know what will give me my peace!! Issues..........I quess we all have them an this is mine........................ |