RATING: G
CATEGORY: D&J, est.. relationship, S&J implied, future story
ARCHIVING:
SPOILERS: 1969, 2010
SEASON/SEQUEL: Fifth and Final story in the 'Prophet' series.
SUMMARY: Cassie's thoughts after the events of '1969'
DISCLAIMER: All publicly recognisable characters and places are the property of MGM, World Gekko Corp and Double Secret productions. This piece of fan fiction was created for entertainment not monetary purposes and no infringement on copyrights or trademarks was intended. Previously unrecognised characters and places, and this story, are copyrighted to the author. Any similarity to real persons, living or dead, is coincidental and not intended by the author.
AUTHOR'S NOTES: Well, guys, this is it. The final story in my first ever series. Thank you so much to *everybody* who sent me feedback for it...you're all wonderful, wonderful people :)
And, of course:
Lucy, ('cause :))
Kat: Queen of Commas, official fic-war proof reader
and the world's most fabulous beta ;)
Bryn, sweetie, you are *so* it ;)

Dedication: To Karen, who suggested a series and inadvertently sparked a war ;)

Feedback: Oh, come *on*. It's the last in the whole *series*! ;)




I watch the four figures as they ascend the ramp, the shimmering blue wormhole swallowing them quickly, rippling only a few seconds as proof they were ever here, then disengaging, ripping itself apart from the centre, and the room is silent.

***

~Hello, Jack.~

They had turned, confused, to face me as I entered the long-deserted Gateroom. Their eyes widened, uncertain as they fought their disorientation, at a loss to establish my identity or how I knew them.

~Daniel. I hardly recognised you with hair!~

More puzzled looks, but it was true. My adopted father had long ago gone bald, as hairless as Teal'c in his old age before he passed away. My mother used to laugh, affectionately reminiscing about the way he looked when they first met; long, light brown tresses that she claimed gave him a distinctly puppy-ish look. When he began to lose his hair, he had smiled ruefully and complained that he would have to start borrowing Teal'c's collection of hats before he went out. Looking at him now, I can barely associate the young man I remember from my teenage years so long ago with the self-confessed 'old coot' who had been so much a part of our lives for so long.

~Do we know you?~

Ah, yes...but not as well I as I know you Jack. I fought my grin as he gazed at me, fighting to find some familiarity in my face. He wouldn't understand, in those early years of the Stargate program, the years I knew he had travelled from, he still found it difficult to come to terms with such concepts as travelling to the future.

~Sam will recognise me.~

And, of course, she did. She was the only one who could. The time they existed in, I remembered, was one some years before Daniel and Janet's marriage. A few years, in fact, before they were even together. He doesn't know me now as well as he will come to.

~Cassie's thirteen years old!~

I can't help but smile at the figures in front of me, so... young. Young, in comparison to me. Young, in relation to the family I had grown up in, the people I had watched fall in love, marry, and have children of their own. Young, in the eyes of a world so far advanced from their time. They had once called me young, too young to understand, but as I look at them now, Jack so bemused, Teal'c stoic as ever, Daniel hanging back in confusion, and Sam, fresh faced, smiling and innocent, I once again realise that I see the things they don't, things they cannot.

~I've been expecting you my whole life, in fact. You entered the Stargate a few seconds too soon, so the flare threw you far into the future.~

My whole life. Waiting for this day to come. I wondered, as I watched them grow old and myself older, what it would be like to see them again as they *were*; I tried to remember them, remember every detail as the years passed so it wouldn't come as too much of a surprise. But... they were so *young*.

~When I was old enough to understand, Sam explained what happened, and that I'd be the one to send you home.~

She had taken me aside one day, in my early twenties when I was still studying, exploring the world of astrophysics and waiting for the day I could take my place in the Stargate program, and she had told me. About the way the Gate could be used for more that interplanetary travel, the mysterious note that had come from a future that never was, and four travellers who, one day in the far, far future, would appear through an abandoned Stargate from decades long past, a slight miscalculation, and how I must be the one to put it right.

~Like a self-fulfilling prophecy.~

A self-fulfilling prophecy, indeed. My entire life, my prophecy has stretched in front of me like a long and winding road, my future a path that at times I *knew* I could see, knew I could understand from my point in time. But now, now all I could see was my past, and their futures, mingled together in ways I doubt they could possibly imagine. Teal'c, so determined to fight the good fight, not knowing there and then if he would win or lose, live or die. I knew. Jack and Sam, standing there, so...military, even in their hippie gear. I nearly laughed when I saw them for the first time. They were so confident, but so naive. They had no idea what lay ahead for the two of them, no knowledge yet of the barely concealed feelings that raged beneath the surface, behind the carefully constructed walls of rules and regulations.

And Daniel. Standing on that ramp, in the distant future, he was still a married man on a mission to find his captured wife. He had no way of knowing, of imagining even, the future that lay ahead for him. The voyage of discovery that he would embark upon, my mother at his side. They had been happily married for many, many years, and I smiled at the memory. I had been right, long ago, when I predicted that their relationship would never grow stale, never lose that first romance. It had remained, until the very end, in their lives and in their family. Even as I stared at him, I could see my sister's bright blue eyes and long brown hair reflected in his appearance.

They all seemed so *young*.

I wished I could tell them what lay before them, the pleasure and the pain, the joy and the dark times. But she had warned me, when she told me of time-travel, that I must *never* reveal my secrets, that I could not tell them anything that would hint at their futures, for danger of changing them completely. Time was a dangerous substance, she told me, and was not as linear as many people would like to think. It was enough that I should send them home and complete the cycle, and I saw the disappointment in her own eyes when I told her as much as she stood on that ramp. Your orders, Sam.

Your orders.

~I will tell you this. Your journey's just beginning.~

A journey that would take them to the far reaches of the galaxy, and through the full spectrum of human experience. A journey they had no way of predicting or imagining. A journey that would lead me here, to this darkened room over half a century later to greet them once more, briefly, then send them on their way.

***

And so I stand, staring with unseeing eyes at the empty Gate, those old days swirling around me in images and voices long ago lost or forgotten, the embarkation room alive with the ghosts of the past. For a few moments, I was a true prophet, with knowledge of a future yet to unfold and lives yet to be led. Then I straighten myself and clear my head, smoothing down the rustling white gown that enfolds my body, my fingers tapping lightly on the stone in the centre of the dialing device on my hand. I smile in satisfaction at the Gate, giving the shadow-clad room one final glance before turning on my heel and sweeping through the doorway to the future.

~Finis~

Copyright (c) 23 April 2001, Nike A. Johnston

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