Part Three - I�m here because of you

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After Toshiya and Kaoru dropped him off at his home Shinya gazed down the street until he couldn�t see their car anymore. He still had to smile. Their conversations were quite amusing. He even remembered to secretly cast a safety spell upon the lovers to protect them for the time he was not around.

Turning around he opened the front door to his apartment building and took the stairway instead of the elevator. He didn�t like those machines; there was something weird about them. At least he thought so. /Maybe it�s me who�s weird?/
He sighed when he finally reached the door to the apartment he and Jun shared. /At least I still remember in which floor I live! Hmm� I wonder if there�s a spell for finding your home. Something like a magical street map. I really should have listened to what the teacher told us then./ Shinya opened the heavy door and automatically called out: "I�m back home!", while he took off his shoes.

Jun looked surprised around the corner of the kitchen. "Welcome back. Where were you so long? School ended hours ago. I thought you would be back sooner!"

"Sorry. I forgot the way back home so Toshiya had to help me find it again." Shinya replied, looking slightly embarrassed. Jun laughed. "You never were brilliant when it came to orientation. Even in heaven you managed to get lost!"

The younger one pouted and crossed his arms in front of his chest. "Well, you trained me in heaven. So basically it�s your fault I can�t find directions. Thank you!"
Shinya looked at Jun, waiting for a reply. He got none beside a lopsided grin. He rolled his eyes and made his way towards his room to place down his backpack. Under his breath he mumbled. "Never mind�"

Jun shook his head lightly, looking behind the retreating back of the young boy. He returned to the kitchen and when seeing the food he was preparing he went back to look around the corner again. He called into Shinya�s direction. "Dinner�s ready in thirty minutes! So you�ve still got some time to shower, Shinya!"

"Umm�yeah!" Was all he could hear as a reply. Shrugging he went back to making salad, leaving Shinya to himself in the other part of the apartment.

Shinya took off the unloved cloths slowly. Every item landed on a heap beside the door to his wardrobe until he was standing there completely naked. Without thinking further he went through the hall into the bathroom. His wings were still invisible and he wanted to let it be like this until he was finished with showering, knowing it would probably uncomfortable to shower with such large wings on his back. Someone might think he was still afraid of water, as he never had to use it before, but after his experience with this substance this morning he got at ease with it quickly. And now he even looked forward to every showering time.

Shinya switched the light on and saw his reflection in the mirror opposite of him. He closed the door and stepped in front of the mirror, looking at himself. /My eye color is strange. I never noticed it before but today I saw so many people and nobody seemed to have such a color. Beside the ones with contact lenses, that is. But even those haven�t had this color./ He pulled a face and said softly to his reflection. "I�m an outsider. In heaven and on earth as well." His mirror image looked right back at him but offering no comforting words. Shinya closed his eyes with a sigh and turned away.

He turned the water on and waited until it was really warm. He took his time washing himself and his long hair. Soap was running down his body along with the balmy water and steam was rising upwards. Looking down and closing his eyes he stood right under the head of the shower, letting the water fall down on his body and rinsing away the suds. His hands settled onto the tiles in front of him, supporting himself. He breathed in and out through his open mouth, relaxing under the warm stream.

Shinya felt as if hands of another person were gently stroking down his back, massaging his slightly sore muscles of his shoulders. After a while he shook his head and the feeling vanished as quickly as it came. He knew it was just a vision - a lively one - but still it was nothing more. He had those since he was young and he had learned to distinguish them from reality. They were pleasant sometimes, though.

Time passed by and after a while Shinya quickly stepped out of the shower, grabbing a towel to dry himself with it. His hair was sopping wet and water droplets were dripping onto the floor. He knew Jun would call him soon and he couldn�t find the hair-dryer, which confused him. He searched some more but still couldn�t find it anywhere in the bathroom. Being too lazy to ask Jun again he simply straightened his back and raised his hands above his head. Casting a small spell he led his hands down his long hair and emerging from it they were dry. He chuckled lightly about himself and shook his head, his auburn hair falling down his back like a beautiful waterfall.

Shinya went back to his room, still naked like before. Through the window the last rays of the setting sun played nice colors onto his furniture. He stood still and watched it smiling. Finally be clean and relaxed again he remembered his wings. His head leaned back and he spread his fingers, arms still by his side. After some seconds of concentration his wings became visible and in one swift movement they spread out in its full size. It was his luck that his room was huge enough for him to do this. He tested them by letting them flap slightly. Shinya was satisfied with his new learned ability.

He wondered what Toshiya and Kaoru were doing right now. From what he found out and understood he assumed they lived together since some weeks. /But isn�t Toshiya quite young to do that? Where are his parents and why did they allow him to stay with Kaoru? Not that Kaoru seems dangerous. No./ Shinya was frowning. The whole situation had a strange touch. He had to find out more about it. Not long ago he opened a link to Toshiya, which would allow him to look after the other boy from time to time. He felt uneasy about using such methods but it was the only way to watch over the blue head when he himself was not around.

Raising his hands in front of him, Shinya tried to concentrate again and closed his eyes briefly. Between his slender fingers a small ball of light appeared, growing with each passing second. The light ball remained positioned between his spread fingers, floating in the air and disregarding the law of gravity. Shinya raised the ball slightly towards his face and looked behind the mist that was twirling inside of it.

What he saw was a huge room. A room with a lot of more space than normal apartments would have. /Hmm�looks like the foundation wall out of an old century. Something like the rooms in those castles./

Shinya noticed a lit up fireplace on one side, right beside it a great bookcase with a lot of old looking books was visible. In front of the shelves were some seats and a coffee table, inviting for some hours of reading while letting yourself warm from the fire. His gaze wandered over a large plush carpet on which a four-post king-sized bed stood. Shinya raised an eyebrow and noted that the bed sheets� color were of a dark blue, which radiated peace through the room. He liked that and felt at ease. Furthermore he saw several windows on the other side - they were extremely high, reaching from somewhere under the ceiling until to the floor. /Wow!! The room high is almost 3m and the windows are on the sun side. It must be very bright in here, when the sun is shining./

Now, that it�s late evening the window were closed with dark curtains, so nobody from the street could look inside the room. Following the lines of one curtain Shinya�s eyes found a nice couch standing a few feet away from those windows he himself would�ve called 'gigantic' - and finally Toshiya and Kaoru. Both were absorbed in their talk. /It�s not like they can see me anyway. I�m just watching them a little while to make sure everything�s okay./ Shinya had to reassure himself. He still felt as an intruder when using his magic - and in some sense he will ever be, no matter with what intention he was doing it.

Silently he observed them and how suddenly their expressions changed. Their faces were looking so lovingly towards each other, it was like one of those romantically pictures he saw once as a child.
Toshiya leant forward slightly and closed his eyes, brushing Kaoru�s lips softly with his own. The older boy responded immediately, closing his eyes as well. Their mouths melded together slowly, almost hesitantly. Toshiya tried to deepen their kiss by licking with the top of his tongue slightly over Kaoru�s lips but he refused to open his mouth, turning his head away instead. Toshiya looked very hurt by that action, staring at Kaoru�s face with confusion but also with resignation.

/What�s going on? Why does Toshiya look likes it�s not the first time this happened?/ Shinya�s brows furrowed in anger at Kaoru and in bewilderment. He concentrated to hear their voices as well and looked intently on the scene in front of him.

Toshiya still looked at Kaoru�s face in question but Kaoru didn�t meet his gaze. "Kaoru?" he whispered. Still no visible reaction from him. "Kaoru, please look at me�" Toshiya spoke softly again and this time Kaoru turned his head towards him. But as soon as their eyes locked Kaoru broke the contact again by looking down. He simply can�t seem to bring himself to speak with Toshiya about what was bothering him. Toshiya tried to get Kaoru�s attention by calling his name softly again but the other boy still refused to look up. Toshiya�s hands began to tremble and he clenched them into fists, trying badly not to start crying. He closed his eyes and drew in one shuddering breath, sighing loudly. Toshiya rose from the couch and went over to the mantelpiece of the fireplace, watching the flames dancing around. His fingers wandered slowly over the cool marble, though he could feel the warmth emitting from the fire.

Toshiya didn�t know that Kaoru was watching his every movement. Shinya even believed to see longing in Kaoru�s gaze as the older boys eyes wandered slowly over the form of his younger lover, whose body was illuminated softly in golden light.

"I don�t know what�s wrong." Toshiya�s voice sounded so upset and pained, Kaoru had to cringe hearing it.

"Every time we touch, every time we kiss each other you will suddenly turn away without telling me why. Is it because of me? Am I not good enough for you?"

Toshiya closed his eyes and tears started to roll down his face. It was too much for him, especially this evening. He didn�t know if he really meant that much to the other boy like he meant for him.

"�don�t you love me�anymore�?" He whispered, his voice almost cracking because of speaking out this unbelievable thought.

Unbeknownst to Toshiya Kaoru had silently approached him from behind, winding his arms around his lover. Toshiya was startled as Kaoru nuzzled at his neck, kissing the skin there softly as if in apology while hugging him closer to himself.
The blued head closed his eyes again and bowed his head to the side, offering Kaoru more room.

"No, you�re wrong, Toshiya. I still love you� now and forever. Never ever think that I could want to leave you, because it won�t happen. You�re stuck with me, if you want to or not." He spoke softly and smiled against Toshiya�s skin, kissing it again.

Toshiya let out a sob of happiness. That were the words he always wanted to hear and which he would like to hear in future as well! His future�with Kaoru. But still some things where confusing him. He turned around and looked into Kaoru�s face, letting him see his tearstained face.

"Then why, Kaoru? When we�re really lovers then how come you never touch me�why don�t you ever kiss me like a lover should do?" His voice turned timid, his eyes still showing his hurt.

Kaoru�s gaze turned soft and gently he wiped away the tears on Toshiya�s cheek.

"If it just would be that simple� I fear I might hurt you when I get too close to you." He confessed sighing.

Toshiya�s eyes widened, shock and love were flowing through his body at once. "But why do you think THAT? Kaoru�you could never hurt me�!" He said emphatically, touching Kaoru�s cheek as well.

Kaoru shook his head, his thumb laying over Toshiya�s lips, stopping him from whatever he wanted to say. "No, you don�t understand. I saw myself�in my dreams. I did hurt you! I don�t want that to happen!" Kaoru closed his eyes. "You don�t know how much it pains me to see you everyday, to touch you or to have you simply beside me. I love it but it also reminds me that I must control myself� and it�s so difficult. I want to make love to you, show you how much I care about you�" he trailed off.

Toshiya�s hand enclosed Kaoru�s and pulled it away from his lips, letting him see his gentle smile.

"I want to make love to you, too."

"But -"

He stopped Kaoru from replying; using the same method Kaoru did some minutes ago on him.

"I know what you want to say but your doubts are unfounded. It were just dreams, Kaoru�whatever you saw�it�s not bound to happen!"

Kaoru wanted to reply again but Toshiya shook his head. His younger lover took his hands, leading them around his waist, while Toshiya stepped closer to him.

"Now, do you hurt me?"

Kaoru watched his lovers face intently before slowly replying. "No."

Toshiya leaned forward, pressing his lips against Kaoru�s and let them linger there for a moment before pulling back.

"Did you feel me get hurt by that just now?" Toshiya asked with a soft voice and sparkling eyes.

"No."

"You see�you don�t have to fear of me being hurt by you." The blue head leaned forward again, whispering against Kaoru�s lips and tickling them with his breath.

"Please, make love to me�" Toshiya held his lovers face in his hands, looking into his eyes before kissing him again.

This time Kaoru responded. They kissed with ease. Kaoru pushed his tongue into Toshiya�s willing mouth; roaming it with so much passion it left Toshiya dizzy and unsteady on his feet. But he didn�t need to fear of falling down. Kaoru held him so tightly it wouldn�t change much should his legs give out right in that moment.

This was the point were Shinya turned red and he held the light ball slightly away from him. /I should stop here to observe them. Seems like they�re going to be fine�/

"What are you doing, Shinya?" A voice asked behind him.

Shinya let out a small shriek and whirled around, the light ball vanishing without a sound. In his door stood Jun, leaning casually against the frame, eyeing him smirking. The young angel just looked at his friend and mentor, not quite knowing what to say in return. His mind was still swirling around what Toshiya and Kaoru said�or better�what they did.
Jun saw the confused look on Shinya�s face and pointed down towards his neither region, still grinning. Shinya followed the direction and noticed with terror that he was still naked.

"Kyaaaaaaaaaaa!!"

His wings quickly folded around his body, covering everything beside his shoulders and legs. He blushed even more and couldn�t look at Jun.

"I just wanted to tell you that dinner is ready. Find something to wear, will you? I�ll wait for you in the kitchen." Jun said, chuckling to himself, as Shinya turned even brighter.

Jun went out of the room but not without saying: "Oh, and Shinya� don�t use those powers too often, unless you want to see more than you intended."

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/What a nuisance! He noticed it. How does he always know what I�m doing??/ Shinya pondered while searching for cloths.

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Meanwhile Toshiya and Kaoru were still completely absorbed in their kissing, their tongues dancing together, not minding that the air in their lungs was getting tight with time passing by (after all, for what do you have your nose?). Toshiya�s arms winded around Kaoru�s neck, pulling him even closer. The older boy�s hands wandered under his t-shirt and stroked over Toshiya�s hip bone right above the waistband of his low worn pants. The touch made Toshiya giggle uncontrolled, which came over quite funny since they were still kissing. They broke the kiss and Toshiya giggled harder as Kaoru�s hands traced over his skin.

Kaoru was amused by now. "What?" He asked with a half smile and looked into his lovers eyes.

"Your hands� they�re tickling."

"Really, do they?" He leaned forward and set a row of sweet kisses on Toshiya�s neck, his hands moving further under the shirt.

Toshiya sighed at feeling such soft kisses on his skin, like a butterfly�s touch. "Yes�"
He closed his eyes to concentrate on how Kaoru�s touches made him feel when those hands were tickling him again. Abdominal muscles were quivering while Toshiya laughed and Kaoru grinned against his neck, kissing it one last time before pulling away.

"What�s wrong? Why did you stop?" Confused eyes looked up at him.

Kaoru kissed his lover quickly. "Nothing�s wrong. I�m just going to fetch something before we�re continuing. Wait a minute�" With that Kaoru retreated hastily and slipped out of the room. When he came back Toshiya still stood beside the fireplace, arms crossed impatiently. Raising an eyebrow Toshiya looked skeptically at his lover. "What did you get?"

Kaoru smiled mystically and also with a tinge of mischief, turning out the light before returning to the only source of light left in the room - the fire.

"Something we�re going to need. By the way, you�re talking too much, lover�" He pressed the bottle into one of Toshiya�s hands while moving on to nibble on his neck. Every part of Toshiya�s body stood in flames of need. He lifted his hand to study the label on the bottle, eyes widening and cheeks turning pink after realizing it was lube. Suddenly he got aware of the situation and what they were about to do this night. The night of their first love making. "Hentai�" he mumbled softly with a little smile playing around his lips.

Kaoru grinned and grabbed the bottle, throwing it onto the end of the bed, right beside a pillow. Their eyes locked. "Undress me�" Toshiya said softly. The older boy nodded and hold Toshiya�s waist, kissing him again. He lifted the t-shirt up and over Toshiya�s head, letting it fall behind him carelessly. Then he opened the fly of the pants and pushed it past his thigh, letting Toshiya step out of the cloth by himself. Toshiya stood in front of him, only in briefs now but Kaoru didn�t get a chance to look for long. His head was grabbed almost roughly, pulled him to meet Toshiya�s lips. Kaoru�s invited Toshiya�s tongue to play with his own, which was happy to follow the game. His young lover moved slowly back towards the bed and Kaoru followed him, only thinking of not breaking the kiss while doing so. However, at one point he had to break the kiss and quickly took of his own shirt before resuming the caressing.

Reaching their destination, Toshiya felt his legs pushing against the end of the bed. He slowly sat down onto the soft fabric and Kaoru leant down, still not wanting to stop having those pliant lips moving against his own. He felt how his fly was opened. Toshiya clutched the material and almost yanked it down in one swift movement, taking Kaoru�s boxer down as well, leaving him naked in front of him. Toshiya grinned at hearing his lover gasp. He leaned forward and kissed his belly softly before moving on to the tip of Kaoru�s ache, tasting it quickly with the tip of his tongue. Suddenly he felt hands grabbing him around his torso and half throwing him further onto the middle of the bed. At first he shrieked silently and then he grinned naughtily as he saw Kaoru crawling predatory like towards him. He bit the nail of his index finger sexily while laying there, waiting for Kaoru to make the next move.

As if reading his thoughts Kaoru leaned over his navel, letting his tongue dip in, making Toshiya shudder pleasantly. Then Kaoru gently bit into his skin, nibbling there while his hands removed the last garment covering Toshiya�s beautiful body. Toshiya helped by lifting his long legs. Hands pulled Kaoru�s body between opened legs and both of them resumed their kissing, which turned more passionate with time passing by. Toshiya�s arms curled around his neck and he heard him whispering between kisses. "I� love you�"
Kaoru stopped for a moment to look into his lovers eyes, which were shining with lust but also with so much love it made his heart burn inside. He hugged Toshiya close to himself before looking at him again, replying tenderly. "I love you, too, Toshiya�forever�" He grabbed one of his lovers hands and laid it onto his chest, holding it there protectively. "�right here in my heart."

Toshiya smiled happily and leaned up slightly, kissing Kaoru�s neck before moving upwards to reach his mouth. Kaoru settled down comfortably on the body beneath him and Toshiya gasped at feeling their body�s heat blend together. This night felt so damn different to anything he ever experienced in his life before. To make love to somebody and get his feelings returned in the same way and intensity was a whole new concept for both of them.

Kaoru began to kiss slowly down his collarbone, going towards his chest. Toshiya felt himself starting to tingle all over and getting excited by this simple act. He mewled softly when he felt Kaoru lapping at one nipple, his body quivering as hands stroked down his sides. Lifting his hips, he pressed them hard against Kaoru�s, trying to gain some friction to ease the tightness building in his groin.

"Ahhh�"

Toshiya moaned as his movement only provided to fuel his lust and Kaoru had gone over to suck on the other nipple added its point to it. In general Kaoru seemed to be teasing him since he moved his hips out of range so couldn�t rub himself against them. Furthermore were his fingers traveling around the area of his erection but never touching were he needed to be touched most right now�

"Kaoru�" he whined, knowing full well what his lover was trying to do but didn�t want to wait any longer. Toshiya arched is head back, offering more of his neck for Kaoru�s eager lips, who started to nibble on his skin again. "Mmm..?" Kaoru asked murmuring, not stopping his assault. Toshiya trembled as hands were stroking his thighs.

"�stop teasing�me�"

Toshiya whispered on the verge of panting. He was very aroused now and longed for release. Kaoru sucked on his ear lobe while pressing down his hips on Toshiya�s, rocking in a gently rhythm against him. Toshiya groaned with closed eyes, thrusting his hips up in time and pushing Kaoru�s hips down, with his hands on his back. All too soon Kaoru lifted his hips again, stopping the pleasurable brushing of their lengths against each other. Toshiya tried to follow instinctively but was held down by Kaoru�s strong arms.

"No�" he whimpered in disappointment. It was feeling so good just now, he wanted more. "�shh..." Kaoru replied before kissing him hard. Their tongues met again and again. Toshiya moaned leisurely into his mouth, getting used to Kaoru�s fingers stroking him everywhere - not that he minded, it was just that they left out the center of his desire on purpose! When they broke apart he panted. "Kaoru�please touch me�" His hands rubbed at Kaoru�s back, making him shudder. "I�m going crazy if you don�t touch me there now�!" Toshiya whined while looking up at Kaoru�s face pleadingly.

"You want me to touch you here?" Kaoru wrapped his fingers slowly around the base of Toshiya�s erection, stroking it gently for some seconds before slipping them away.

Toshiya moaned as this action increased the intensity of his pleasure and then gasped as those fingers were gone again. "Kaoruuu�more�" He tried to thrust up his hips, into the direction of Kaoru�s hand, wanting him to continue. "I need more�please�" he pleaded as his desire made him wild, he couldn�t stop writhing around, trying to enthrall Kaoru to stop this torture.

Kaoru was happy to obey his lovers wish, stroking his length slowly. He loved to watch Toshiya�s face and how his expression changed whenever a new wave of pleasure rolled through his body. Toshiya struggled to open his eyes, looking into Kaoru�s and trying to show how much he felt for him. Suddenly his back arched off the bed and he let out a shriek - Kaoru had touched the tip of his erection, making him quiver in bliss. He was so close�just a little bit more! Kaoru kissed down his body, his hands kept their steady rhythm. Arriving at Toshiya�s hips he turned his lover onto his belly but continued his caressing on his length. Toshiya moaned and Kaoru watched in wonder how the light of the flames danced on his lovers beautiful skin, inviting him to touch it. He leaned down, licking and kissing gently Toshiya�s shoulder blades.

"Ahh�" Toshiya couldn�t stop moaning in delight, his hands clutching the bed sheets - almost going to tear them with his strength.

"�Toshiya�" Kaoru whispered his name, then licking a wet trail with his tongue on the spine down to the curve of his butt. He parted those cheeks slightly, lapping tenderly at his entrance. Toshiya thought he was going to be crazy with lust!

"Mmmh...Kaoruu�I�m going to�ahh�!" His moans became louder.

Kaoru turned him around and looked down at him. "Don�t hold it back�Totchi�"
He leaned down and surrounded the head of his erection with his mouth, suckling hard. His hands wandered between Toshiya�s legs, caressing his entrance and slipping one finger in�just as far as it would go without much pressure. Toshiya cried out about this double pleasure. After some time Kaoru�s finger sank in far enough to struck his prostate. Toshiya couldn�t take it anymore, with a loud shriek and body arching back he came hard into Kaoru�s mouth.

Kaoru swallowed all what his lovers body offered while Toshiya laid back with closed eyes and his chest rising and falling quickly due to his panting, trying to overcome the aftershocks of his orgasm. Toshiya felt how Kaoru gently removed his finger and the lapping of his tongue as he cleaned off the rest of his coming from his body. Kaoru kissed his navel and then leaned above his head, licking at Toshiya�s lips until he opened his lips with a slow moan. They kissed and Toshiya could taste himself on Kaoru�s tongue. He hugged Kaoru and giggled in the back of his throat, feeling quite relaxed now but also already thinking about what they could do to let Kaoru have his fill as well�

"Was that good?" Kaoru asked, his eyes blinking cutely.

Toshiya sighed blissfully and let his head fall back on the bed sheets beneath them. He whispered with closed eyes. "You know it was� absolutely wonderful." His eyes opened slowly again, looking up at Kaoru. "Want to take the next step with me?"

A lovely kiss was his answer and Toshiya smiled gently.
"Okay." he simply replied and saw the flicker of passion in his lovers eyes. Toshiya half turned onto his belly, Kaoru still lying between his legs. Shortly he searched with his eyes near the pillows that lay spread around haphazardly on the bed, until he found what he was searching for, the bottle of lube. He stretched and reached out for it with his hand. Kaoru watched enthralled how the muscles under Toshiya�s skin moved. Leaning down he kissed his lovers rips and trailing down to his side.
Toshiya rolled back and giggled as Kaoru�s hands stroked his skin. "Kaoru, stop it. You�re tickling me!"
"Mmmh, but I like to hear your laughing."
"Anyway, stop it and put your hands to a better use, will you?" With that he grabbed his lovers hand and put the bottle into it, as if to emphasize his words. Kaoru looked at him, mildly surprised.
"Prepare me, Kaoru." Toshiya encouraged him. His face bearing an expression that seemed to be much older and somehow knowing, despite of his young age.

Kaoru thought it over for some seconds and finally unscrewed the lit of the bottle, pressing out some of the lube onto his hand. He warmed it in his hands, watching how Toshiya bend his knees. The sight was breathtaking.

Suddenly Toshiya felt the need to kiss Kaoru, wanting to feel those lips on his own, carrying their love between them. He leaned forward and reached out an arm, his hand stroking Kaoru�s cheek softly before pulling his head to himself. Kaoru bowed his head slightly, their lips meeting gently. It was as if they both knew exactly they would soon exceed an invisible border, taking their relationship to another, far more important kind of inner ring, that would bind them together� maybe even forever. So this kiss was exchanged even more tenderly, strengthen the decision both of them made within themselves.

They broke the kiss slowly and Toshiya laid back onto the bed, moving here and there to find a comfortable position for he knew what was to come. After staying still Kaoru locked gaze with him and he nodded for him to go on. Kaoru bend down and nibbled on the skin of the belly before him, sensing how the younger one started to tremble, if out of fear or anticipation he couldn�t tell. Carefully he touched the entrance and smeared the liquid around it. Toshiya stiffened momentarily. He could feel and hear how Toshiya breathed in and out harder. Then he let one finger sink in, going very slowly and gently, not wanting to cause any pain for the other one. His finger stilled inside and he caressed his skin with his lips. Kaoru moved his finger for some minutes before letting the second one sink in as well. Toshiya�s breath hitched and Kaoru stopped at once, alarmed. "Any pains?" he asked worried.

"No." Toshiya shook his head, looking into his eyes. "It feels good." He lifted his hips a bit and let Kaoru�s fingers glide in further. "I�ve never experienced something comparable to this� give me your hand�"
Yet again Kaoru was confused about Toshiya�s request but hold out his non-occupied hand, on which still some lube was sticking. Toshiya giggled lightly and took his hand in his own, removing the lube with one hand and then laid Kaoru�s hand, now more or less clean, onto his lower abdomen. "Can you feel what�s going on inside of myself? It�s as if I have thousands of butterflies in my body!" Kaoru had to smile about the astonishing in the voice of his lover. He couldn�t directly feel through his hand what Toshiya described, yet he could lively imaging what he was talking about and it made him happy to know that he alone had caused it. He let his fingers wander down from the stomach, noticing that Toshiya was beginning to get aroused again. His lover had his eyes closed, enjoying his caressing on his renewed erection.

"It doesn�t take you long to be ready again, huh?" Kaoru asked with a twinkling in his eyes. Toshiya�s eyes opened wide and he blushed slightly, pouting. "You seem to have this effect on me."
"Not that I mind�" He replied smirking and concentrated on his task at hand, preparing his lover.
"Ehm�Kaoru�?" Toshiya bit his lip, his body starting to tremble again.
"Yes, darling?"
His lover breathed in as if to find the courage to say what he wanted. "I think I�m ready now."
"Are you sure?" Kaoru asked and when getting a little nod in return he carefully removed his fingers from Toshiya�s entrance and also from his center of pleasure.
"Kaoru, please sit up." He did as he was asked for and his lover followed him with ease. Toshiya gently applied the rest of the lube on his lovers ache, loving to hear him moan. When finished he wound his arms around Kaoru�s neck and pressed himself against his body. He positioned himself above Kaoru�s erection and felt how his lovers hands wandered to his hips, holding him gently in place. He looked into his eyes, the fire behind them giving Kaoru�s skin a golden glow. They didn�t spoke, just a little touch of their lips against each other and Toshiya began to lower himself slowly. He felt the pressure against his entrance but yet Kaoru let him set the pace as he wanted, holding back his own need to be inside of his lover.

Toshiya�s eyes closed when he felt the first part of Kaoru�s length entering him, pressing his forehead against Kaoru�s, his arms and hands tightening, holding onto his lovers shoulders and his head. Kaoru helped a little bit and as he pushed past the tight ring of his lovers entrance, they both felt how easy the rest of him glided in. Toshiya opened his mouth erotically as if to moan but no sound came out. Kaoru watched him mesmerized. The sight of his lover, so close to him, was more beautiful than he ever saw. Both of them stilled, letting themselves adjust to the new feeling between them. Toshiya opened his eyes and looked at Kaoru in wonder, who in return was getting worried after hearing no words from him. "Is something wrong?"
Toshiya shook his head and whispered. "No. It doesn�t hurt, Kaoru."
"What doesn�t hurt?" Now he was confused. Was Toshiya talking about what he thought he did or was he somewhere else?
"You being inside of me� it doesn�t hurt at all." His breath was shaking due to emotions. "When I did this with others, it always hurt so much. But with you it�s so easy." He started to shift up and down lightly, getting used to feel Kaoru move inside of him. The older one sighed relieved. "I�m happy I�m causing you no pain but that you can enjoy this as much as I do. I love you, Totchi."
"Have I ever told you that I love hearing that name coming from your mouth, Kaokao?" He grinned and leant down to kiss him. "I love you, too�"
Kaoru kissed him back lovingly. "I will keep that in mind, Totchi. And now, hush."

Kaoru thrust up and started to build a slow, gentle rhythm. Toshiya hugged him even tighter as the first waves of pleasure rolled through his body. He fell into the motion easily and let his hips meet Kaoru�s in time of his thrusting. They kissed with fervor and Kaoru�s hands caressed his back and wandering down to grip his bottom, pressing him even more against the other one. Toshiya gasped as Kaoru thrust deeper and their movements went faster. The gentle rhythm from before lost some of its care as desire overtook their senses. Eyes fluttered shut and Toshiya let himself be swept away by Kaoru�s eagerness, feeling how the length inside of him drove in further and harder.
"Ahh~ �Kao�" As his prostate was hit he moaned out and let his head sink back, exposing his neck. Kaoru immediately kissed the skin of his lovers neck, alternately licking at it tenderly and passionately or nibbling on it. Toshiya groaned as Kaoru went deeper and deeper inside, he didn�t know it was possible to feel so much desire how he felt right now.

Kaoru lifted his head and watched Toshiya�s face and the expression of ecstasy he wore. He stifled his own moans as not to disturb his young lover. Suddenly his eyes widened. Transparent wings appeared behind Toshiya, seemingly growing out of his back. They looked really beautiful with their baby blue color, though he could still look through them. As if they weren�t there but just a product of his imagination. Still he was sure they were real and something inside of his mind clicked. There was somewhat he wanted to remember but couldn�t. He felt how Toshiya tensed around him, his erection pressing against his stomach with every movement. Toshiya opened his eyes, revealing lively colors of different shades swirling around where usually only the dark brown of his eyes was visible. Kaoru sucked in his breath; it was absolutely amazing!
Toshiya moved faster against him. "�mmh�" They moaned in unison. "Kao?"
"Hmm?"
"I can see wings on your back�"
"What? You, too? � on me??" He wanted to look behind himself but Toshiya hold his head in place, kissing him. "�yeah�they�re gorgeous�white wings�with lilac tips." He said between their kissing.
"I do see wings on you, too. Their color is completely baby blue. It looks so cute on you�Totchi!" Kaoru grinned.
"�hmm�" Totchi tensed more and moaned again. "Kao, as much as I�d like to discuss with you why we have wings suddenly, I�ve to say that I don�t give a damn about it right now�"
"Ah, is that so? And about what do you give a damn?" He sucked on Toshiya�s earlobe and thrust harder into the other one.
"About having you inside of me�ahh�" Toshiya panted louder. "There, Kao!! Do it again!"
"As you wish�"

Kaoru pushed Toshiya slowly backwards, laying him down on the bed and beneath him. Toshiya was so absorbed by the pleasure that went through him every time Kaoru�s length struck his prostate, he simply couldn�t help into their movements anymore. As Kaoru lay down on him, never stopping his thrusts, he wrapped his long legs tightly around his waist, his arms still holding onto his neck. He kissed Kaoru�s cheek and gasped into his ear as he felt how Kaoru�s hand covered his erection, stroking it.
Kaoru leant down and kissed Toshiya hard, their tongues dancing together. He, too, began to tense and so he went faster into his lovers body, feeling how Toshiya�s muscles gripped around him with every deep stroke of his length. Again and again he pushed with his tip against the pleasure spot inside of Toshiya, until he heard his lover cry out loudly into his mouth and felt him tensing up, the hot length in his hand going rigid before the warm essence of him spurted out onto his hand.
Kaoru lifted his head to let Toshiya pant in his aftershocks, while he himself thrust even harder into him. Toshiya held onto him, although he was really spent by now.
It was coming quickly and with one last thrust Kaoru released his hot seed into the depths of Toshiya, moaning his name. Toshiya gasped as he felt the warmth spreading inside of him. /Now I have a part of Kaoru inside of me�and it will stay even when he himself will withdraw soon./

And he was right. Even after Kaoru gently pulled out of him he still could feel the heat inside of himself. Kaoru cleaned them both and then laid down beside Toshiya, pulling his body to his own and embracing him tenderly. Their wings were gone but anyway they didn�t think about it anymore. Vows of love were exchanged whispering, until both of them exhaustedly slipped into sleep.

~~~

Shinya stood in the kitchen, lost in his thoughts and drying the dishes of their supper. Suddenly he had a vision. It was too intense, hurting him everywhere. Out of terror one glass slipped out of his hands, crashing to the floor loudly and bursting into hundreds of tiny splinters. He let everything remain where it was and dashed to the living room, where Jun was sitting in front of the TV, watching the latest news.

"Jun!!" He panted; his heart was beating too fast and the shock still written clearly over his young face. "I saw it! I had a vision�. a new stellar is arising!!!"

Jun turned his face towards him; worry seemed to trouble him greatly. "I know�I saw it, too."

"But how come�? Jun, what�s going on?!" Shinya was truly confused by now. "Nobody ever said a new stellar would arise at this time of the calendar. Something went wrong."

"I know." Jun sighed. "I can�t say what�s going on but I know it�s something, which dimension we can�t grasp yet. I don�t even know if it�s a bad or good sign! I first need to get more information about it. I have to contact the trinity, maybe it�s a new project and they have to do with it."

/No, that can�t be. If it really would be a project of heaven, Jun would�ve known about it. He�s a Cherub after all./ Shinya thought silently to himself. He watched Jun falling quiet, obviously thinking about their next steps. He turned and went back to the kitchen to clean up the mess he made. The evening turned out different than expected.

~~~

Flames of attack readiness blazed in Kyo�s eyes, making them glow blood red. It was the same color of his wings. He had had white colored wings once but after all these years this memory was fading away.

"The time has come." He growled out between teeth and turned to his lover. Kirito nodded and looked out of the window. The sky had darkened, it was deep night and shadows, if there were any, vanished unnoticed. He, too, had wings. They were impressing, quite large and of a deep black. Kirito locked gaze with Kyo and spoke slowly. "After all these centuries of waiting, being hidden under the surface of countless humans, we finally witness the turn of fate, as Gabriel predicted. Now we shall use our second chance, and finish the task we started at the beginning of time."

Kyo�s wings flattered in his excitement. "When we�re actually being aware of ourselves and of our powers�" he stretched out one hand and let a flame appear in the middle of it, demonstrating what he was talking about. "�It can only mean that Manakel and Sitael are both reincarnated into the same time like us. The impossible as everyone declared is happing right now and we�re a part of it!"

"Yeah but we shall not make the same mistake like we did then. We will take things slow. I option for observing what�s going on first. Heaven won�t turn a blind eye on what�s happening here. I might try to contact our headquarters. I�ve heard something about Gabriel�s son being the one who holds the reins now." Kirito eyes narrowed at his words. It wasn�t a bad thing when new wind would get into the old masonry of their home, but when the descendant was really of that age he had heard, than he could only wonder if it was a wise decision to let him handle the matters of thousands of years. /Whatever� we will see how the new master will come along./

Kyo�s eyes bulged. "Gabriel has a son??" he asked disbelievingly, and added with a little snort. " Just where the fuck is Gabriel anyway?"

Kirito shrugged. "All archangels disappeared with time passing by, nobody knows where they are. But anyway, this is not of our concern. We have had our orders and we will carry them out, no matter what!"

"Yeah, let�s start the game." Kyo grinned mischievously. "I�ve waited way too long to get my hands on some of those sickening cute angels! It�s time to bring back chaos in their happily plush lives."

Just then Kirito stood in front of him and grabbed one of his cheek, pulling at it while blinking cutely down at him.

"What?!?" Kyo growled out irritated and swapped away the hand.

"You�re so cute being like that!" Kirito grinned and caught the fits that were to drain down on him. He bent down and kissed Kyo sweepingly across the mouth. "I love you, too, darling." he said after Kyo tried to bit his lip.

"*rooraaaaawww* That means war!!" Kyo hurled himself at Kirito and brought both of them down onto the bed where they wrestled. Okay, it was more Kyo who tried to while his lover laughed as if it was the funniest thing in the world.

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End of Part Three