On The Outside Looking In I feel like an outsider looking in on my own life people treat me like I'm not even there like they can't even see me I feel alone even though people tell me they love me how can you say you love me? yet talk to me like a stranger? Feelings of confusion anger and loneliness run through my head making it harder for me to even realize I'm dying inside This is the life I have been living ever since I met you knowing that you say that you love me and not even showing it So I sit here like a confused child wallowing in self pitty knowing I'll be alone for life Journey 2003