-for Alex (1964 - 2003)..The best best dad a girl could have..I miss You!
Tears of sadness stream down my face.
Of my sanity there is no longer a trace.
I search for peace and find sorrow.
In my mind I can see no tommorrow.
Clamps of torment wring my heart so.
How do you get back when you've fallin' so low?
My only friend is your ghost.
I'm sorry if I haven't been the best host.
My heart has been so sore.
Knowing I can never see you anymore.
I never even got to say goodbye.
I just have to know why?...
Why did you have to die?
-Rebecca J.
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The End
-for those whom have experianced the heart ache of a lost loved one...
Here today,gone tommorrow,
leaving hearts full of sorrow.
Devastating,totaly heart-breaking,
tears that there are no faking.
Into the fire, burnt to ashes.
Just outside the lightning crashes.
Forcefully the rain pelts down,
Sadness slowly devours the town.
Pinching hard to make it a dream.
Hurting worse than it may seem.
Faking a smile that should win an award.
All along wanting to crwl under a board.
It's all over, the family has gone.
Haven't slept in days,begin to yawn.
Head to pillow I close my eyes.
Not even death can break our ties.
As I slowely drift to sleep,
I try my best not to weep.
Now you are in a better place,
A smile eternal on your face.
-Rebecca J.
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