another venting song I think... not sure what was in my head at the time... I basically wrote this one out of mind... as in very intoxicated out of mind... its one of those songs I woke up next to my system and there it was... since it actually made sense I kept it... lyrics like this one rarely find its way here so come up with your own conclusions...

TEARS OF NO AVAILABILITY 


I wake up at night hearing her cry my name
I look out into the darkness and rain
Even though the pain is all but gone
I can still feel its slowly fading song
A lot of times I just tell myself to wait
No matter the time it can never be too late
And I carry on and I don't even question why
Like the memories the nostalgia won't die

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hold myself and listen to myself breath
watch the moon and wonder what I see
tears of no availability

I look in the mirror to see her eyes
Behind it is the open blue skies
I tell myself that I don't want to dream
But I must if I don't want her to leave
This is the picture of her that I paint
All that I have as I lay here and wait
So I wait guarding the place within
As I will over and over again
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WROTE BY: NIGHTHORSE

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