Whoa!!! This song was wrote like... The same day I left for Rapid City. I figured this song was gone... but low and behold I was cleaning out my car and found it! kinda strange and ironic I know... but that is how life goes. Anyhow this one shows greatly what I was going through. You know the guilt thing and the fight to get moving. Mainly because... hell I dunno... *lol* But I remember that morning I wrote this because I was highly considering not going... so enjoy this one eh... I think I still kind of do... *lol* Oh yea... Kola means Friend in more of a brotherly sense.

SEARCHING FOR HEAVEN FROM HELL

Somethings have to change something must give
Oh God the memories no I don't want to re-live
Sometimes you get so used to deception
Then you just keep falling for it again
Its time to run time to run from the cold
Confusion whats come of me gotta run before Im old

(cc1)
So here it is the open highway
Let the wind take my way
"Searching For Heaven From Hell"

They say you make your bed right youll be fine
I did the best I could now come sleep in mine
What are these voices controlling me saying stay
Its time I go against you so go and go away
The price is too high been cheated used and abused
This is my turn so I ask what do I have to lose

(repeat cc1)

I must be happy in misery for I struggle to leave
My kola says go others say its mistake what do I believe
Everything is lost but my own will to survive in me
Deep inside I keep feeling this rage building scream
Somethings in the wind a sweet voice is calling
I havn't hit bottom so I must keep going down falling
(repeat cc1)


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WROTE BY: NIGHTHORSE

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