When life is up I can only find ways to keep myself down And when the light shines upon me the silence is so loud And then it all comes like a breeze a crash course in penance Grasping on and holding when all around it makes no sense Planning malicious way of life to make that final stand Yet it always seems it never comes and slips my hand To accept the profound when the best is always there to be had If anyone thinks that I can let it go then I must be truly mad (cc1) And I learned as I burned And turned where I was concerned And you can't jump when you want it You just can't jump when you want it And find that there is nothing really there And be a sucker for the quick rewards Sucker for the quick rewards Material has no meaning when it has no subject behind And the urge gets stronger and it feels right for the time The games move on leaving one chance to stay alive And the fight starts deep inside me and its all do or die Security in pride confidence built on pure confidence Sometimes its hard to live through the suspense When everything you have is the best you can find Knowing you always succeed can make you lose your mind (repeat cc1) Can you feel the flames burning Can you feel the flames burning Consume me and free me Consume me and free me Or let this heart be still for the last time Oh how they tried to break me Cannot make me see Cannot make me need No sucker for the quick rewards (repeat cc1)_______________________
WROTE BY: NIGHTHORSE