This is a song about trials of life. When I wrote this I was reflecting on past relationships in order to eliminate or become more aware of the mistakes I have made with them. It is no secret that I have decided to go all out for this relationship with Raven. Therefor, in order to make sure I don't screw this one up I had to force myself to relive many of my experiences and seek what I have done wrong in order to never repeat them. The one thing I kept reflecting back on that kind of disturbed me is when things got rough with life around the us I found myself usually fighting alone. Sure many would say this is not a fault of my own but I find it a fault. A fault saying that it was never a true love to begin with. So in a way I am looking back saying to all my old flames, sorry I even started the relationship but now what can I say, we both got some degree of hurt. mine was needing someone when I didn't want who was with me. Then in final note I am sort of mad in ways that I didn't use all this insight to see the troubled waters ahead, but this is what it is all about. The lessons I learned are something I will never relive with Raven and I pray that if anything ever goes wrong that we find a the truth in love that says we can work anything out.
NEEDED YOU MORE
(WHEN WE WANTED US LESS)
Now I am at one
I look back at the things I done
I needed time to understand
Broken bonds never seem to leave my hand
I like to hold you dear
But I find it hard to stay clear
If I hurt you then what can I say
Such a beautiful place
To hold my head
To make my stand on what I said
Warrior's path has ways of making you look
In places inside like an open book
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Isn't it funny how time never changes anything
Yet you live like it does and wait for what the next day brings
The more it hurt the harder I press
Needed you more when we wanted us less
When we wanted us less I needed you more
Oh no not that memory lane again
I raise my fist to the sky and I ask when
When will it all end when can it stop
Worthy to ask such things I am not
Why do I have to face it all over in dreams
Hallow voices in my mind screams
Then I lay there awake
I have to remember to never make those mistakes
Come take me away
Sweet winds of change
Will I ever pull these pierces from my skin
That's what a warriors all about breaking that sin
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WROTE BY: NIGHTHORSE