I was asked if I was going to try to patch things up with my ex. I replied no... mainly because in my eyes if someone is unhappy in a relationship there really isn't anything you can do or even force them into doing. Its best to bite the bullette and carry on. Of course this philosphy don't exactly sit well with the female element. (sort of like trying to scracth a badgers arse in a telephone booth with a piece of sandpaper.) So I got warned about my ex of being definatly the jealous type, and what am I going to do when I wake up with a .45 in my face and her strattling me. my reply is say real calmly... "I love you b*tch, lets get married." Then after the joke was gone I said she isn't the type to be a chickensh*t about it, she is more the type that wouldn't use a gun. nay she would most generally be up close personal, if not intimate about it.
Then ever get that chill when you realize what you just said? On the drive home I stared out in the dark and figured I better write down my thoughts on this one.
YOUR THE LAST I WILL EVER LOVE
you broke my heart and I admit there is a little regret
the pain is real all I wanna do is just forget
to escape really doesn't mean you leave behind the hurt
sometimes we forget the candle light can leave you burned
and its never easy to deal and face that kind of loss
I guess you will do whatever it takes at all cost
(cc1)
"Your The Last I Will Ever Love"
And you stuck it through me
"Your The Last I Will Ever Love"
But you won't hear me scream
"Your The Last I Will Ever Love"
to keep me home was to take my life
"Your The Last I Will Ever Love"
a last embrace at the edge of a knife
"Your The Last I Will Ever Love"
you lay awake at night thinking that I am close by
maybe its easier that way then to say goodbye
you know that I will never touch you again its not right
before I can give you the last kiss I have to die
I know you want me back but its time to give up the chase
no need to worry because now its just too late
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WROTE BY: NIGHTHORSE