This was one of those songs I just wrote out in venting... The making decisions part of life...

HOW FAR BEYOND

Out reached hands proven to one night stands
A wall of security has stopped this hand
Deepen my despair as I look upon a reflection
Of once was and still is that same old misconception
I find weakness in my own ability to succeed
Like two lives and which one of them is me
Confusion a fear of only one has seen my mind
Can't have yet I cannot leave it behind
So is this really me

(cc1)
The chains have broken into me
"How far beyond my own can I go"
I can't find the space I can't think
"How far beyond my own can I go"

suicide seems so much like the twisting storm
beyond that I find a hope to be reborn
is there a perfection in the destruction of this
or can I find safety in the unaware bliss
aggression seems to hid my tears
but the blood stains only reveal my worst fears
and if you fight no matter how far the cost
can you live with what little must be lost
So is this really me

(repeat cc1)

so I fuck up
so I fuck up
so I fuck it all up to make it better
so I fuck up
so I fuck up
How far beyond my own can I go

(repeat cc1)



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WROTE BY: NIGHTHORSE

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