First the heat Then the pain Then the sweat Then the dreams Then the insight Then peace in the night I remember sitting as they rolled the rocks in Seeing the glow from the fires contained within I offered sage and sweet grass from my hand Gave thanks for welcoming me to this land Held my medicine close to my heart and pray All became dark I knew now I was here to stay The sound of water hissing before my face Sweetness in the air touched my lips as I taste Then the pain of searing heat joined against my skin Afraid to breath my soul started to give in (cc1) This is life How it all began How it all will stay Dreaming in peace This is truth How it all was How it's going to be Dreaming in peace I closed my eyes as my mind cleared away Lost myself inside as did all my pain A singing started in my head from my own voice I repeated it as everyone else started to join In the darkness my eyes started once again to see Things of past things of truth things meant for me Why God only now do you come to my side Setting in shadow but no place I can hide I know who I am but there was not to be fear So distant from life I know yet inside I was so near (repeat cc1) Paths lay open so many decisions to make Yet none of them are really mine to take Then the night air chills my skin and I rise Everything is life everything before my eyes Everyone said listen to the wolves howl in the night I only heard the great lion speaking it will be all right Wanted to return to the lodge wanted to know more Because inside there was no more war Silence came over me to hold my prayer Searching myself I find that I am still there (repeat cc1)_______________________
WROTE BY: NIGHTHORSE