Why Judge Me?
After reading all my other opinions, you must realize that I'm different from other people. However, some people out there think that I'm simple minded, ignorant, naive, have no life, immature, unwise, and not the best person in the cosmos. The only reason you insult me is because you have run out of ways to argue. Only losers result to that. You might as well admit defeat. You are quick to judge and criticize me, but what evidence do YOU have that you're correct? You all have no problem saying "you're wrong!" but you have no evidence to back yourselves up! That just further proves my point that I'm right. By resulting to insults, you are proving that YOU are the one who is immature. You say I'm not objective just because you disagree with me, which is the epitome of bias. If you were objective like I am, you would see that I am right in whatever we disagree on. But I will explain away all your insults just like I explained all my opinions:
The definition of naive is "lacking worldly experience." However, this term is used to mean "innocent." Traveling around the world doesn't make a person un-innocent. A person can gain wisdom without ever leaving their town. I have traveled not more than a few states away from me, but mostly I stay home. This doesn't mean I'm naive, however. To me, naive means living a sheltered life. This doesn't mean that you are sheltered if you haven't traveled to different countries. You can never leave your town but still know about the world around you. A friend of mine is way more naive than I'll ever be, and I reckon tis safe to say that she is the most naive person of her age. She believed in Santa Clause up into her pre-teenage years, and didn't know terms like "blow job," "porn," "transvestite, "etc. -- all those dirty words that her parents never taught her. But she's not very observant, so that is probably why she didn't eavesdrop and learn these things from the people around her, like I have. She is a grand example of naive. I am not like that. I may not be aware of all the bands out there. I mean, I didn't know about Tool and other gothic bands until 2001 or 2002, but that's only because tisn't my type of music, and I never hear it on the radio. So how am I supposed to know? But anyway, not knowing all the bands in the world doesn't make me naive. If you think it does, well I can shoot it right back at you! Do you know who Herman's Hermits are? Peter Paul and Mary? Crosby Stills Nash and Young? Sarah Brightman? Fifth Dimension? :-P
TONS of people think I have no life, because my hobbies consist mainly of writing and Internet. But what is the definition of "having a life"? People say I don't have one, but do they? When I ask them what they did, they say stuff like, "I went to the mall with my friends." That's all they say! What kind of life is that?! To just shop all your life? Clothes are so insignificant. As for friends, I don't have many of those, but the ones I do have, I don't hang out with much outside of school, because I prefer to be alone. I get a lot more done alone, and have a lot more fun. Friends drag me down, always wanting to do what they want to do, or aren't interested in the stuff I want to do. So I'd rather be alone. Does this mean I have no life? I don't think so! Anyway, my opinion is that only bored people don't have lives; since I'm never bored, I have a life.
People say I'm immature because sometimes I act like a child (when I'm Arche), but in an innocent way, not the stupid way. People have different opinions about what maturity is. People seem to think just because I play a Gameboy or warn people for fun or lick my lips like a child or don't dress adult-like that I'm immature. I strongly disagree; my opinion of immaturity is stuff like throwing stuff in the classroom, teasing people, etc.
My little chart on Maturity Definitions:
*Maturity is: thinking objectively and knowing the right time to goof off and the right time to settle down
*Maturity is not: age
*Immaturity is: laughing at words like "crotch," "uranus," "sex," "penis"
*Immaturity is not: playing with barbies and warning people
Maturity is closely linked to wisdom, so I will discuss them together: My highschool senior quote in the yearbook is, "You laugh because I'm different; I laugh because you're all the same. Too bad none of you knew the real me." People who know me IRL know me on the outside -- my asl and looks -- and whatever I choose to let them see. I am more open with people online. They know my true personality(ies). However, no one knows all of me, no matter how much I try to tell them. What you know is only the tip of the iceberg, whether you're my IRL friend, my online friend, or a stanger. I can't stand it when my relatives, and even people who barely know me think they know me. My relatives and even my dad think that when I'm older, I'll enjoy driving and wear makeup, highheels, and earrings. Ha! They know nothing!! Those are the things I despise!!! People at school think I'm smart and get straight A's just because I'm quiet and wear glasses. When I said to one of my acquaintances (barely an acquaintance), "I stayed up late last night 'cause I waited 'til the last minute to do the project," she replied, "That doesn't sound like the Sada I know." THEY DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ME! One of my former good buddies online, Cyprian, doesn't believe me when I say that I'm anti-social and that I hate people. He told me, "You say that, but you can't be if you like to talk to strangers online." Despite me telling him and my other online friends ~ my 12 Brains, they still don't GET IT that I'm (1)2 different people online and offline! Is it so hard to understand? Do you think I'm making it up? What would I have to gain by that? There is no reason for me to lie. I wouldn't go through all the trouble of telling you if twere a lie. It seems like no matter how much I tell people ~ myself, they only believe what they want to believe.
Some people online who meet me when I'm clicking them think I'm young and stupid and immature and have no life. I once got in a huge argument with a person on ICQ. I wasn't trying to annoy him. (There is no warn button on ICQ, unfortunately.) We were nice to eachother at first. But he started talking ~ alcohol. I told him my opinion on that, and he said that I didn't know what I was talking ~ because I was younger than him. He was only five years older than me--that isn't much at all. I told him that he was unwise to drink something that tastes nasty and does nothing but bad things to you. He said that I wasn't wise because wisdom is experience, and I was too young to have any of that. He added that taste doesn't matter. How can taste not matter? Is it not true that people refuse to eat gross tasting foods and drinks? I asked him if he would drink pee then. He kept dodging the question, saying baka (stupid) stuff like "No because I have soda." I said that he was immature for drinking alcohol; he said that I was immature for feeling the way I do. Why do people start drinking? To feel grown up and fit in and show off. Alcohol tastes nasty. People FORCE themselves to like it, to keep having more until they get used to the taste. THAT'S IMMATURITY. A wise person is someone who doen't have to prove themself to anyone in showy ways; a wise person has a mind of their own. WISDOM IS NOT EXPERIENCE. A six year old can be wise by getting to know another kid for who they are and not automatically hate them just because of the rumors ~ that kid. A wise person develops their own objective opinions--opinions that are not formed because they're held by the majority of society. Objectivity is also closely linked to wisdom; objectivity is knowing that other culture's/people's way of doing things is not backwards just because it differs from your own; objectivity is knowing that your way might not be the right way. Wisdom is staying calm when you're late for work, not because you don't care, but because you know that getting worked up ~ it won't solve anything. Wisdom is like that Beatles song called "Let it Be":
When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom
Let it be
And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right it front of me
Speaking words of wisdom
Let it be
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be
And when the broken hearted people
Living in the world agree
There will be an answer
Let it be
For though they may be parted there is
still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer
Let it be
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
yeah, there will be an answer
Let it be
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be
And when the night is cloudy
There is still a light that shines on me
Shine until tomorrow
Let it be
I wake up to the sound of music
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom
Let it be
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
There will be an answer
Let it be
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
There will be an answer
Let it be
Let it be, let it be
Let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be
A person doesn't need experience to say "let it be." You can be an old person with all the experience in the world but if you feel a certain way just because the rest of the world feels that way or get worked up over something that doesn't really matter (being late for work, "crying over spilt milk"), then you're not wise.
The main argument people use to say I'm not wise is that, "Wise people don't say they're wise; the only wisdom is knowing that you know nothing." An example would be Socrates, who was considered very wise by his followers, but he himself denied being wise. I had a friend I call Quag who was very smart and talented; she bragged a lot and showed off in subtle ways; she tried to hide her pride and ego by saying things like, "I'm expendible," to make herself sound modest and wise because she is denying her obvious intelligence and talent. But this was just an act so that people would further compliment her. I don't mess around with pretending to be modest. I see myself, and I see others, and I see that I am better than them; I have not met anyone who is more wise, objective, and mature than me. This is an objective observation, not an egotistical one. It is not unwise to admit that you are wiser than other people. Just like you are not stupid for saying you are smarter than other people when you get higher grades than them. It's just observable facts.
And you can't say I'm not wise just because I say I'm wise. I have tried to prove my wisdom here. If you still can't objectively see how wise, mature, and objective I am, then you are biased and just don't want to admit that I am so great, since I attack many of the things you do and like. You're being a hypocrite if you think I'm not wise just because I say I'm wise, because you think you're smarter and wiser than people younger than you. So by boasting such a thing, are you proving your own stupidity? Not really, but you shouldn't assume someone is dumber than you just by age.
I think I am the best person in the cosmos. I say this because I have observed many people in my lifetime, and none are so great as I. I don't mean in skills, but in wisdom. I'm fairly talented, but I'm not the best at everything I do. Talent is not what I'm talking about. Tis wisdom. I don't think in the average teenage mindset. I question the actions and opinions of others. I'm the only person who seems to see things objectively and think on my own. I have always been this way, even when I was in first grade. I have always been better than the other people. Perhaps there is someone out there who is equal or greater to me, but I have yet to find that person. I always hope that I will find someone like me when I meet someone new, but it always turns out to be a disappointment . . . they're just like all the rest. . . . If people don't agree with me on this, then they don't know me completely. But if you're at my website and have read all the stuff I have said, then you should know more about me than anyone I know in real life knows about me. And it would be disappointing for a person to know so much about me and still think I'm not the best. Perhaps tis just becuase you don't want to feed my ego or something? Lol. Don't worry; if you DON'T agree with me, I will still go on my merry way believing that I'm the best. I don't need HUMANS to make me feel good about myself. Humans are the ones who depress me--with their druggy, cussing, perverted ways. Tis when I'm alone that I'm truly happy. When the human race ends, I will be overjoyed to finally have the planet to myself. GOOD RIDANCE TO BAD TRASH, HUMANS! CAN'T SAY I MISSED YA!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
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