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Life without you is something I couldn't ever condone, like two stones in place that could never break. When I cannot see yuo it makes my heart ache. Like the words that you wrote, "Just as long as we're together." Romeo and Juliet, Bonnie and Clyde, I want my last breath to be by your side. You will be my life, and I will be yours.
People said I shouldn't do it, it wouldn't work out. They said you weren't worth it and not to put out. I didn't believe them, I didn't want to. You were so sweet to me, so sexy, so nice. Behind my back you were a typical man, but I can't get over you, even though I'm mad.
People don't understand, they can't comprehend, they just won't deal, why I feel this way about you. People ask me questions, give me strange looks, point, whisper at me, just because I feel this way... only about you.
I sit here, lay here, stand here, grovel here, as I think about losing you. I laugh here, cry here, smile here, frown here, as I think about the past. The good ole days, never the bad. I knew you liked me, I flirted back, we separated, dated others, and never looked back.
Your golden blonde hair, tangled in my fingers, you're so beautiful, I can't utter a word. When I'm around you, my heart skips a beat or two. What can I do, without you?
I was told you only wanted me for one thing. There's no need to explain what I'm talking about here. How can that be, when we acted the way we did? When I'm around you, I feel so close. I feel I've known you my whole life. Although I'm young, and I still don't understand, can't comprehend, I can't deal with this feeling I feel.. only about you. What is this? This feeling I get? Sometimes it's good, sometimes bad. All I know is, this is the way I feel about you. And you don't even have a clue.
I was left there, alone, lost, scared, bare. I stood at a corner, many different paths to choose from, I stood there, until you came and showed me the way. You carried me, so my feet wouldn't singe with pain. You stayed by my side, comforting me, keeping me company. Always being by my side, all the time. Always on time, forever....
If you really loved me, like you always said, why would you cover it and not show it instead? I could write many poems about you, but what help would that be? Tell me, the truth this time, why would people, tell me those thing, why won't you tell me, the truth... one day...
What do the words, I love you really mean? You certainly don't know, you said it alot to me. Did you really love me, or expect something else, I'm starting to wonder, if you truely do deserve my love.
You left me there, all alone and bare. You left me there, all used and scared. You said you'd be back, it's been a while yet, you said you'd be there, but you weren't.
Loving you is like breathing. How could I stop? When you touch me my whole body shivers...
People ask if I'm in love with you, my heart speaks before my mind thinks through, and I blush as I say yes... People ask why I'm in love with you.. Well, let me start by saying, you got my heart by being just who you are, and what we got is between me and you...
Baby I'd run a thousand miles to get to you and after all this time I'm still addicted to you. Do you think that I deserve this? I tried so hard to make you happy and I did all that is possible for a girl to do, I'm so in love with you.
Just one look in his eyes and I know I'll be everything that he sees in me, more then I ever thought I could be.. but these are the days when all I can do is dream, but I don't want to spend forever living in between. I'm stuck here in a place without love, and I just can't let it stay this way. But for now I'm going to have to face it.
If I was your girlfriend, I'll be there for you if somebody hurts you, even if it takes or hurts me.
Sometimes I think I'm crazy, I know I'm crazy, crazy for you...
She puts on her makeup the same way she did yesterday, hoping everything's the same, but in reality, everything has changed.
You say you hate me, and I know it's true. But why can't I stop thinking of you?
People say I'm a bad influence, I say the world is already fucked up.. I'm just adding to it.
This is the part where you find out that I love you too much.. this is as hard as it gets cause I'm tired of pretending I'm tough... I'm here if you want me - I'm yours - come hold me, take me.
It won't matter how much we hate each other or how much we miss each other or whether we are meant to be together or not. It matters because we shared something special you became everything to me and you'll always hold that place in my heart.
Sometimes it pain is too much to bare, sometimes it rains too much to care, sometimes if you don't watch your back it'll cost you. Sometimes you wonder who would give a fuck if they lost you...
One thing I know for sure is I should've never let you go. I would walk through the world, cross the sea, journey beyond the moon, I'd try anything, go anywhere to find my way back to you. I still don't understand the reason I think I was just afraid... all I can do now... is face the truth.
Never regret something that once made you smile.. cause it must have been good while it lasted.
I care so much for you and for you I give my life, whenever you are sad it brings tears to my eyes. I'll be there for you until the day I die. I will never leave you there to cry. Smile for me, let me wipe your tears. Just smile for me, let me mend your heart and pain. I don't want you feeling blue, because I really do love you.
In your life you'll meet one guy unlke any other. You can talk to him and never get bored tell him everything and never be judged. Smile and get butterflies everytime you see his face.. hear his name or his voice.. this person is a best friend, *boyfriend*, and a true love.
Don't put words in my mouth, I've got plenty to say. Don't tell me where to go and what to do, I do things my way.
If you want me to wait, I will wait for you. If you tell me to stay, I would stay right through, if you don't wanna say anything at all, I'm happy wondering. |
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