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I don't want more time, but to use my time with your hands.

In your name, Amen

You are above all

Dear God,
Pleease remove my guilty. I have turned me face from you.
I have blinded my eyes and stayed in darkness.
I have deafed my ears and heard no words from you.
I have hidden myself and escaped from you.

I was greedy, selifh, proud, but you still accept me and forgive me.
You understood me for I didn't know what I do.
Your love is above all. Your love is above myself.
I am in debt to you. Please use me.

In your precious name, Amen.

Eternal Home

Father in Heaven,

How great are you that you have prepared a home for us, with crown and your glory.

I regret that I viewed the earth as my home, where I supposed would I find security and pleasure.
Lord, now I know that my security can only be founded on you. I am here on earth to experience, to bring honor to you.

Let me put my eyes on you, value those relationships you will them as my fields, where I can sow the seeds
of love. I love you more than my life. You are my all.

Forgive me that I followed my own way in the past. Now I you give me new life, I can taste the sweetness of your love.

Every day I live on earth will be gone and become yesterday, let me put my hope and trust in the future and eternity.

Angels around me

Lord, thank you for sending angels around me. They are like the light who show me the way when I am lost.
You send your blessings to me when I am in difficulties. You strengthen me when I am weak.
How many times, I think life is nothing and I would be gone with nothing, now I know that Lord, you are with me.
I have you. You are my eternal giver and provider. You were there before I was borm, surely, even I died, you will still be there with me.
I know I am not alone throughout my journey.

Friends are the flowers in the garden of life, that's why my life could have blossoms.
Because you poured our water and grow me up. You are great, Lord.

In your marvelous name, Amen.

Who Am I to judge? 26/6/03

Dear Heavely Father,

Please forgive my sin. I confessed that I shouldn't judge my mother's belief. I am also in debt to you. Who am I to judge her? I should respect her freedom of religion though she doesn't believe in you. I realize that I should not scare her on telling about heaven and hell when she was so sick and unhappy. I know I had make mistake and adopted a wrong approach. I should not press on her. SHe is my mother, she is the one who grow me up and care for me, and never leave me. I should show respect on what she has done throughout my life, regardless her personality or her value.

Also, I know that Satan is using my mother to provoke me sin. I should be aware of this. SO I should always do good and be faithful to you, and know that everything and everyone is in your control. You will have plan for everyone. You will have your time and plan for my mother and my father.

What I can and should do is to keep showing love, and pray to you. I should trust inyour power. As Lord you so love the world, you don't want to see anyone to perish, you will also love my mother and lead her to you. Let me lift her up into your hand. May you lead her.

Lord, I pray that you will strengthen me, give me gentleness and self-control in handling with my relationship and communication with my mother. Thanks again, Lord. When my mother was crying and yelling, I prayed to you and you had calmed her down. Lord, I would regret if I see my mother keep crying. I am grateful for this lesson.

In your precious, Amen.

Joyful and not alone

(29/08/2003)Dear Heavenly Father,

I count my blessings and give thanks to you.
Lord, this SUnday we has begun our Guitar fellowship. It is not easy for me and
Annie. But we enjoyed it. The music is fun and we learned it hard. It brought
pain when I touched on the string for so many times. I wanted to give up when
I could not shift my fingers from one chord to the other. Please Lord, relieve my
pain and strengthen my persistence in learning new things. I know it is not just a
guitar lesson, it is a practice of faith, and to develop my talent to worship you.
Please use me as a witness.

Thank you for the strength. I decided not to come to my faither's store this
afternoon. Finally I did come. I thought I was tired. Still, I read your words and the
Christian living books when I was sitting in front of the cashier, I felt less bored and
less stress. I think it is because of your presence. I know I am not alone.

Father, today we began the other 'new' thing-group sharing and the reading of the book
"A Purpose Drive Life". The first day journal is great and we shared a lot. I chose
to join the Cantonese group as the majority chose the English group, I just tried
to support Veggy and make a balance. Nina shared their challenges--trying to fix
things by our own efforts. SUnday doubts CHristiantiy is not a perfect
religion. SInce then, we can support and encourage each other and realized
the weakness and difficulties of the others. I know that Lord, what you want
us to learn is the the knowlege of your books but to experience your guidance
with humbleness, and to develop discipleship even we have different points
of view. May I fix my eyes on you and the relationship with my sister and brother
rather than on the philosophical issues. Let me seek your wisdom, and to encourage
the others instead of telling and talking. May you use me to serve you with my
heart and soul.

My little brother didn't go to work this SUnday. My father is left alone and works
for 12 hours every day. May you change the heart of my lit. bro and give strength
to my Dad, make my mother more understanding and my sister more committed
to support our family. May you be with them, though they don't believe in you. But
I trust in you Lord that you will work on them. That's why recently I don't argue with
them, because I know that Lord what they lack is the awakeness of their souls, that's
something I can not do, but I know Lord you can do it, only you can do it. That's your
job. I give it back to you.

Lord, tomorrow I will have my medical appointment. I pray that the report will be ok and I
can live a 'normal life' (biologically or physically). May you heal me and send me joy,
peace, love.

You are the God who gives infinity. You give us your infinite mercy and grace. I lift
your name on high.

In Jesus's name. Amen

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