so here's my new layout which looks something similar to my previous one. i
ran out of ideas ok?
today i wake up late around 10-ish and purposely missed my data structures
lab. yesterday after a lon--ng thinking and several suggestion and ideas
makes on me, i have decided to wthdraw from my data structures subject
*whimper* .. I know many ppl will not agree with my tots of doing this
but the heck I'm the one taking all the burden so I wont look back anymore.
Later, me and shaminie went to see vicky to HB3 foodcourt and we make
a last final decision. Me and vicky.. both of us try to pursuade ourself
to think in a good ways the consequences for us to withdraw from the
subject and later with no more thoughts on this matter, we went to STAD
and FIT and settle all the stuff.
Thankfully, our lecturer Mr.
Manoj really help us on this matter and promise us to really help
us next sem and we feel glad about that. Another good news is, we went
to see one nice fella in FIT named Prof. Chia and after have a talk
with him regarding our problem in this subject, he kindly give us 50%
refund back of the tuition fees altho we withdraw the subject near to
the end of the semester ^_^
I guess im either still sick or the cold passed straight into allergies
because I'm still enormously snotty. I wouldn't doubt it if it was the
weather. I went back to my room early and got myself one bar of chocs
hehe ^_^ and it makes me feel so much better.
I think thats it for today. I need to finish the rest of my software
engineering delivery for today, math, resource and networks notes.
i had a good enuff sleep yesteday and i am wide awake now :) stay in
my room the whole morning watching re-runs of scrubs and dont feel like
going anywhere.
yesterday was good. i have an early lunch with adib. what a lovely
atmosphere we have yesterday since it is MMU
Open Day *again* and all the food stalls have been moved to infront
of FIT/FOE building. And so we have our lunch there sambil mencuci mate
watching the freshies and their parents walking around MMU,
fascinated with the cold-looking buildings and being entertained by
the lame facilitators. Bahh get a life weh. Not to say I hate MMU
or what, but sometimes the admins here really get on our nerves. Haihh,
shame on me to be an MMU students
as well as hate it. bleh.
The lunch today not bad. Me and Adib really enjoy it. Lin is not here,
still shleeeping. shessh. After that, we heading to library. Lin will
only come later. Hmm, something not very good happen to me inside the
library. Ju-anne suddenly call me and the only shit is I forgot to silence
my phone. So, yada ya daa~ the old kerek staff inside the library membebel
to me for being un-manners during wut-so-called MMU Open Days. sheet
la weh. So, me malas dengar her membebel, just admit my wrong and so
she charge me. Still unsatisfied cause my face look like malas to hear
wat she say, then she ask for my ID card and block my name from entering
the library for one week (-ngeh? one week je ke haha) start from early
next sem. wutever la makcik oi. As long as u happy - heck!
Later, me, Lin and Adib went to MPH to see the "open day"
and we have a talk with Mr. Zamzuri. What a nice old men. Hehe. Then,
we went outside to see some performance by local and international students.
I think Zeppy can really sing and she have a wonderful voice.
So, after that.. went back to my room after having a nice roti pita from mycafe. later, Adib
msg me to ajak me go to Taman Tasik Cyberjaya thats located behind rugby
field. Hmm, having a 20 minutes walk, we arrive there. On the way to
reach there, Muaz call me saying that he's in Cyber and so I just ask
him to join us there loh. We also have a snatch on MMU 2nd phase. Hmm
nice place we will have later in less than 2 years. Hope can have my
graduation there *dreamy* ^_^ hehe. Taman Tasik Cyberjaya is a very
nice place. Thats the first time I've been there. Me, Lin, Adib, Muaz
and Steve lepak there having our own shweet time huhu.
Oh ya, Ju-anne call me back and she laugh when she heard that me kantoi
inside library just now because of her phone call. Ceh apela. Later,
maDcat call me and ask me out tonite.
So, I went out with maDcat and I give him a big surprise regarding
INCUBUS concert. Hehe, he is so happy and tat was good cos he emo with
me when we have a chat before because I ignore him just to concentrate
to watch 9 cds of Love Generation in one nite. That was truely a marathon.
Hmm Anything else?
I'm having lunch with my fwens in short time. Later yah. todeluu~
Yesterday was neny's birthday but I forgot to wish her (#_@). Neny
is my bestfren since high-skool. Think I should keep in touch more wif
my skool fwens. Nirmz also my skool fwens but now he also in MMU so
I dunt have the shit to wish him since he likes to kenakan me. hehe.
Last 26th, I have my first written test for Data Structures. Haih,
why cant i repeat my excellence like in C and C++ ?!? Sometimes I just
dont get myself.
Hmm, sometimes I feel like no one understand me cause every time I try to tell someone how I feel, out of sudden they will burst out their opinions. There IS a time where you can give me advice when I need it, and there are times where you can just learn to shut the fucking mouth and listen to what i've got to say. hmm, had to let that out ..sorry xD where is maDcat when you need him?
Rene will be here in the next two rows of days to complete her assignment.
She ask me to do a website for her. Haih, lotsa work makes me old.
Hmm, in case I forgot tomoro..
Ju-anne is my close cousin. we grown up together. Share
our lil secrets. Thats alot way to count man. waheyy dah tua ko erk
haha. Love you so much cous
Ok I'm done.
haih this weekly delivery for software engineering is killing me and
my brain. feel like im getting old facing all these craps. chat with
zilin and she send me the photo for IT nite yesterday. Sounds like everything
is great on that night. Retro Romance and Funkadelic Love. hmm nice
theme we got this year and im proud cos this time my batch handle the
program and i also help them a bit in finding the guest artist and also
the musical stuff. We had Couple
as the guest artist for that night and 2 DJs from hitz
fm as the host. weee me glad to hear that. me and adib feel sorry
for lin cos we were not there with her on that night cos she's incharge
since she's the vice secretary for IT Society. She did offer me a free
ticket to attend the night but guess its not about ticket i think. actually
i dont feel like going. nice dress dont adore me. all the musics, foods,
atmosphere of the prom.. erh maybe next time pal. hehe ^_^
but the good thing is, mummy come down yesterday. wehoo me feel so
happy. maybe there's a reason why i dont want to join the prom. mummy
really give me a surprise. suddenly she called me saying that she's
on the way. dad didnt come around so mummy just drive alone. summore,
my bro ammar is having a school break and so he accompanied mummy. we
had a wonderful dinner at Selera Putra, Putrajaya and later went to
Kak Ani's place in Damansara for a night stay.
so, I've just come back. mummy offer to send me but I prefer to go
back myself cos kesian to her cos have to drive jauh until cyberjaya
to send me back. So, I just took an ERL back. Ah well. Oh oh and I had
2 of the delicious Struddles chocolates eclairs. ya Allah sedap nak
mampos. cannot handle =p~
oh ya before I forgot..
hmm, i had a nice day with maDcat yesterday. we did something that
we never did before. lepak at the park near tasik putrajaya while playing
guitar. haha thats nice. thanks for the lovely card dear. sorry i didnt
bought u anything. hmm for me, the existance of this v-day is not very
important cos "sepatutnya" setiap hari pon kena ada kasih
sayang x) *just some tot*
i found this lying around somewhere..
ups yours peeps.
i'm cranky.
hmm tot dunt want to blog today but something cross my mind today and
make me wanna write bout my *fellow* buddy spitsid. Happy Befday man
!! Hmm, wut can i say?? He's my good fwen i can say that altho we're
not that close nowadays. He help me a lot especially in guitarist and
also thru his words. Aku mcm terpanggil to look back at my previous
blog about ratno. Heh~
Hmm, its good to recall bout our ol fwen sometimes. Spitsid is one
of a kind and I will not forget that.
this layout is depressing. i need to change it. i need to go to bed.
my flu has gotten me from bad to worse. later.
wow what a nite. can i called that huh?
i'm back from guitarist gathering. sadly only 35 from the "wut-so-called-300
members" that turn up tonite. boo hoo. and quarter of it is my
own committee. haha. shame2. nvm wrong timing i guess. everybody msg
me and say sorry cos cannot come. say they got submission lah, xm lah,
assignments lah, meeting lah.. ok ok. i dun wanna hear it. 35
is enuff and all of them are totally cool. thats what i need.
we start the preparation for the gathering quite late since the venue
(classroom) that somut had book got class until 7. me arrive late with
naza. tgk ben and the others had already started their works. all of
the boys blame me cos they have to tiup belon. haha sorry guys. bully
sekali sekala. hmm *party* mode i guess ^_^ ... later
me, ratno, naza, syep and bob rush to settle the foods that we've ordered
while ben, afiq, somut, oc, etc settle the venue. arrange chairs, mics
and all. phweeh. i tot we're late but "janji melayu" menyelamatkan
keadaan. the gath ok la not bad. i spot some new faces *ehem2*, met
some new fwens. ben is the emcee for that night. he always joke to me
saying that he wanna be an emcee since Malam Gemerlapan Aidilfitri lagik,
so tonite me paksa him jadik emcee haha :D so, we got
games, makan2, lil performance, lucky draw and ok la malas citer panjang.
conclusion = rugi weh sape tak dtg har harr :)) the
gath i can call it "not-so-bad-lah" =) and
we finish around 11-ish. phweh.
so, just now back to my room. tak habes penat then Luna and Yayouk
ajak me do some recording. hmm great. we did 2 songs tonite. first we
record song from Wedding Singer, Adam Sandler - I wanna grow old with
you and later we record Butterfly by Weezer. great. i play the rhythm,
Luna sing and Yayouk back-up singer. Later, haf a chat with Ben for
a while and he keep asking me for the song that we've recorded. haih
tak sedap pon maa. And I have a lon--ng talk with fCuk *ngeh*
Saturday (14th Feb 2004)
- Lab Test
Data Structures & Algorithms
- HAPPY V-DAY !! X)
guess i'm going to shleeep now. i'm having the machine architecture
test tomoro and i'm not even prepare yet. how la like this. i'm out
now. yeepaa~
Currently
Time : 19:00
Thinking : i'll be fine
Tomorrow : is Sunday ^_^
: nicetoknowu
: Butterfingers - Cuai
HAPPY
21st BIRTHDAY MALA !!
Love you fwens xoxo ~
on
a lighter note on friday:
-yesterday i went to STAD and CITS to settle guitarist stuff
-glad computer network class is cancelled because Mr.
Helmi had an urgent leave.
-maDcat call me and me glad he aint mad anymore.
-Latte @8 guest artist for thursday nite is Dragon
Red (adam *sniff*)
hmm i'm fwens with fCuk back. i was this close to
not-fwen with him anymore. everything was like this drama swasta you
know hehe. but now it's all good. he msg me and yes im happy. hmm
he still give me butterflies in my stomach even we fight a thousand
time either. *cheesin* a good day for me, no doubt about that la la
la.
uh oh ...
Sender:
¤bèE§ fCuk¤
+01*******
i wonder who called me an idiot in her blog ...
Sent:
06-Feb-2004
16:36:43
*points to 2nd feb's post* whoops. at least i didn't call him a wanker,
did i? i almost did anyway mwahaha.
this is a beautiful song ...
God send me an angel
From the heavens above
Send me an angel to heal my broken heart
From being in love
'Cause all I do is cry
God send me an angel
To wipe the tears from my eyes
I'm going out with maDcat in one hour time. Hope everything is fine
tonite after all the craps we've been through this week. and i hope
that i will keep this goddamn mouth from telling him tat me and fCuk
dah baek balek or maDcat will throw me out of the car. shesh.
Chili's cheese garlic bread + chili cheese fries + beef bacon burger
= GOOD. Wanna go and find that. Later everyone.
Currently
Time : 23:00
Thinking : 
Tomorrow : THAIPUSAM (beauty shleepp)²²²
: freaque, sindora, saufi
: Predicate Not Define -
Unspecified (joget)
yesterday (tuesday)
demmit last minute assignment that copot suddenly ask me to do and
must submit it at 4pm. sheshh. zilin is still in kelantan so i haf
to do it alone. siot punye bosh (copot). luckily manage to settle
it and later inside lab software engineering, me and copot kene buli
pulak wif our tutor to do the visual basic quiz. sheet. later that
nite me, Luna, Uya and Yayouk went out to dinner. At first tot wanna
have coffee at MyCafe tp dah tutup pulak. So we all decide to just
have our dinner at Jamal's Corner :p Hehe on the
way back from MyCafe, I met with Han Jien >:D< wahh
my kekasih gelap suda lame tak jumpe. today he was like so damn good.
Mmg dia baek pon. Just that today we haf a lo--ng talk. He had just
finish his exam. God, I like him *wops* On the way while talking to
hanjien, terserempak with fCuk pulak. Haha i'm glad
he saw me bermanje manje with hanjien kohkoh~ *silly me*
today (wednesday)
so, just now i had the third meeting with the guitarist hi-comm
regarding our gathering next week. Me, Syefri,
Naza, Somut, Ben and Ratno attend the meeting. We just have a short
meeting because I dont want to miss Latte @8 tonite (Of course becos
my lalinks *wawin* will
be there but mostly is, Prana will be the guest artist tonite x) ..)
So, tonite's meeting.. we collect all the CD stuff for the gifts,
update work progress and i had a small brieffing with all the boys.
Hmm, sad to say that everything also must be told what to do and most
of them dunt have the innisiative to settle the problems themselves.
So, yada yadaa~ I dunt wanna spoilt the meeting mode for that night
so i just end it. Kohkoh~
so, later after latte.. maDcat msg me. At first everything is ok
BUT later it turns out to be an emotional wan. I
told him my prob with fCuk, had a fight again and yada yadaa.. hm
maybe what maDcat told me is true. everytime i had a fight with fCuk,
i will be huru hara like this. then later, both of us baek balek.
due tige minggu later gado balek. then baek balek and the list continues.
and when we fight, i will surely feel down and maDcat will be the
one that have to pening and comfort me. Benda nih dah berlarutan hampir
setahun and maDcat say die boring. Ya i noe the troubles is always
becos of me; cannot throw fCuk out of my life. I'm sorry sayang. I
guess after this i will not tell u anymore if i gado with fCuk again
:( So, now.. me and maDcat pulak yg emo. sheet.
Currently
Time : 18:00
Thinking : b a r o n
Tomorrow : 8 years my nenda meninggal dunia
: shahrizan
: Snow Drake - Muka pun
macam bulan tapi gerhana (live recording)
a very good evening to all my loyal readers..hahha
i've just come back from home. phweeh what a tired journey. maDcat
just call me. God, i miss him.
Hm well, let me tell you what had happen to me for the past few days.
Many thing happen to me and my family lately. The last time im blogging
when i was in Panchor. Later, on the friday (30th jan 04), we rushed
to Ipoh after received a phone call saying that Enda Yeh patah tangan.
Pity her. I'm so sad to see her condition :( Later
that night, we had a BBQ at her house. My family, Enda Yeh's family,
Enda Bai's family and Achik's family. Wehhoo me so happy that night
to see *awif*.
Later tomoro, while mom and dad were out to buy stuff for Hari Raya
Haji this Sunday, we receive another phone call saying that Firdaus
(Kak Elle's son) was admitted to HBI. Goshh !!~ The boy had play near
the mirror on the wall and unfortunately, the mirror fall down and
hit his leg. The mirror is the heavy type wan and the baby is only
10 months old. Ergh, mummy cannot handle this kind of thing and she
nearly fainted. Later, she and dad rush back to Ipoh to visit Firdaus.
So, tomoro (on Sunday) is Hari Raya
Haji. I just celebrate it at home with my family,
Abah Azam's family, Enda Bai's family and Ayah Din's family. Later,
went back to Ipoh and today rush back to cyber. What a hectic life.
Phwehh~
Oh ya, before i forgot..
HAPPY
20th BIRTHDAY cous RAJA AHMAD EZHAM (jebon)
Many Happy Returns of the Day XOXO
Hmm, the emo part .. I had a fight with fCuk
just now. Bahh, he always getting on my nerves lately. I ask him about
something and he dont like it. I dont like it one bit also but I just
wanna settle things down. How did he expect me to react? Sometimes
he just dont get it. I dont want to answer him and that make
he noe that i was mad, which was fine because i didnt feel like talking
to that idiot as well.
anyway, im going out with Luna in approximately
10 minutes. that'll cheer me up. take care everyone.
p/s: boys suck literally (:|
Currently
Time : 22:00
Thinking : boringg. boo hoo
Tomorrow : In Panchor still~
: nil~
: Couple - God damn mighty
tune
HAPPY
BIRTHDAY ADIB !!
mad love to you xoxo. powerpuff forever x)
HAPPY
BIRTHDAY NICKY DEARIE !!
Love you all around the world and back *smooch*
Wiuwiuwiuu~ I'm stranded in this place called Panchor. Follow mummy
to do her work. This place is not bad actually. It just that its far
away from city. No phone lines. No internet. No Astro. yadaa yadaa~
bahh, try to comfort myself here. *sesuaikan diri dengan cara kampung
sekali sekala*. But the good thing is, this place is near to sea but
the sad thing also, I can hardly see any sungai or laut or wut-so-called
air lah. Just me and this goddam place. I lepak in this place every
morning alone due to "late-morning-wake up" and mummy just
left me here to sleep peacefully - heh? Peaceful ke? bising je. pffftt~
Had a wonderful breakfast with air kopi suam (which i never like before
) while reading "harakah"
- yes i mean it~ from the nasi lemak cover cos too bored to do anything.
Haha, It shows how jobless i am in it. But the lunch here is veryy
very nice i can tell that. A typical kampung cooking styles really
make me cant stop eating. Thats the wan i like ;)
Hmm, tomoro is my dearie nicky's befday. But I just wish him today
in case i forgot.
owh looked.. snatched this surveys
hehe ..its a longgg longgg wayyyy.. so scroll scroll..
ATTITUDE
1.Who did you last get angry with?
angry ?!? hmm wif myself kot. ..i feel i am an annoying little retarded..ughhh~~~
2.What is your weapon of choice?
say..ermm m-16??
3.Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?
ermm nope nope.. im afraid they will hit me back.. hahha
4.How about of the same sex?
nope..
5.Who was the last person who got really angry
at you?
ermmmm... who?? err dunno. maDcat kot 
6.What is your pet peeve?
ermmm?????? cant think of one rite now..wait..errmm still cant think
of one... hahha
7.Do you keep grudges, or can you let them
go easily?
ermm nope..i dont keep grudges.. i let it be eventho it hurts me bad.
SLOTH
1.What is one thing you're supposed to do daily
that you haven't done in a long time?
hm let say subuh prayer??..bad baddd mee..~~!~
2.What is the latest you've ever woken up?
dunno.. never cares~
3.Name a person you've been meaning to contact,
but haven't?
mental ayien.. and ermm all my ol frens
4.What is the last lame excuse you made?
i have to take care of my mom in the hospital..wahahhahah buduh
5.Have you ever watched an infomercial all
the way through (one of the long ones...)?
haha.. yerp.. i found it kinda interesting tho..
6.When was the last time you got a good workout
in?
ererr past few years?? hahhaa
7.How many times did you hit the snooze button
on your alarm clock today?
10 ? 20 ?? owh wait.. maybe 100 times?? ahhahha lazy lazyyy asss
GLUTTONY
1.What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of
choice?
ermm i dunt drink much of yuppie beverage.. its carbonated and i hate
it.. ermm let see ESPRIT for instant??
2.Meat eaters: white meat or dark meat? Vegetarians?
white meat and veggiesss..yummyyy i lovee vegieesss..
3.What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've
had in one sitting/outing/event?
o.oo mg
4.Have you ever used a professional diet company?
am i dat desparate???
5.Do you have an issue with your weight?
nahh..never
6.Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy
foods?
spicy, n salty.. good enuff..
7.Have you ever looked at a small housepet
or child and thought,LUNCH! ???
HAHHAH.. sometimes.. so kids bewaree~~~ or i might eat u..wakakkakakka
LUST
1.How many people have you seen naked (not
counting movies/family)?
ermm 2..? 3 ?? 4?? out of count
2.How many people have seen YOU naked (not
counting physicians/family?
ermm..2? 3? my good frenss?? egege :>
3.Have you ever caught yourself staring at
the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal
conversation?
yerp..but not that obvious..
4.Have you done it?
done?? done what?? it?? what it????
5.What is your favorite body part on a person
of your gender of choice?
goc : male .. fav body part : hmm his eyes,mouth, obviously hair and
ass.. wahahha
6.Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute?
ugh??? puhlezz..
7.Have you ever had to get tested for an STD
or pregnancy?
nope nope nope
GREED
1.How many credit cards do you own?
none..
2.What's your guilty pleasure store?
can i say the gray???
3.If you had $1 million, what would you do
with it?
ermm..let me think.. spend half.. keep half.. done
4.Would you rather be rich, or famous?
famous?? nawww... id rather be rich.. i mean u have to be rich first
b4 geting famous rite??
5.Would you accept a boring job if it meant
you would make megabucks?
ill take it.. but whats the point doing something out of ur interest??
but the heck..
6.Have you ever stolen anything?
yerp.. honestly yes.. wahaha
7.How many MP3s are on your hard drive?
ermm.. thousands?? wait. im out of count
PRIDE
1.What one thing have you done that you're
most proud of?
study smart.. ermm vector?? eyh.. everyone could do dat rite?? so
i have nuthing to show off.. hahhaha
2.What one thing have you done that your parents
are most proud of?
ermmm.. did well in my studies lately.. hahhh
3.What thing would you like to accomplish in
your life?
study till i drop, married, have a kids, beautiful life.. la la land
4.Do you get annoyed by coming in second place?
nope.. still proud of it..
5.Have you ever entered a contest of skill,knowing
you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?
yerp
6.Have you ever cheated on something to geta
higher score?
wakakkakakakka... u mean everytime?? kekkeke
7.What did you do today that you're proud of?
drink "kopi" (not coffee ok) agaga
ENVY
1.What item (or person) of your friends would
you most want to have for your own?
ermmm.. there is somethingg...`` *winks?
2.Who would you want to go on Trading Spaces
with?
my good frens of course
3.If you could be anyone else in the world,
who would you be?
a better person than i am..
4.Have you ever been cheated on?
huh?? YES plz...
5.Have you ever wished you had a physical feature
different from your own?
ermm... ya
6.What inborn trait do you see in others that
you wish you had for yourself?
creativity
7.Do you wish you'd come up with this survey?
nope..
8. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin?
*winks*
FAITH
1.What religion do you follow?
Islam
2.What religion were you raised as?
Muslim.
3.Do you believe that forgiveness is a religious
property, or a human property?
id believed in both
4.Do you believe in magic?
owh yes yes..but not the eye-trick magic.. i mean REAL MAGIC..dat
involved angels.. ermm fairyy.. and owh owh unicornss.. weeeee ^_^
5.What was the last promise you broke?
ermmm... promise to sms maDcat but I cant due to no coverage here.
boo hoo.
6.Have you ever said the words to a prayer
and not meant it?
kkkkekekekeke.. think so
7.Do you believe that anyone could be perfect?
really?? who?? i dunt think soo...
HOPE
1.Did you get everything you wanted over the
last holiday season?
nope
2.Regarding your future, what is the best thing
you could hope for?
ermm..living in a million dollars way.. hahahha dreammy me
3.Do you let yourself get your hopes up for
something even if you know that there is a large chance of failure?
i dream alot.. hope alot.. and will do my best for it eventho i know
dat i dunt
even have a itsy-bitsy chance.. but the heck at least im trying
5.Have you ever bought a lottery ticket?
never..
6.Do you gamble?
nope..
7.Have you ever had something called off on
account of bad weather, but then gone ahead and done it anyway?
aha aha..
phew.. dat a longg wayyy up if u have to scroll up... hahhahha bodo
gle.. sengal kepale otak aku menjawab.. kekek ok ok im done..
Currently
Time : 22:00
Thinking : t i r e d gilergh!
Tomorrow : Home shweet Home still~
: nil~
: Pop Suvit - Skaters Anthem
oh what a day » dunno where to start. Oh ya, firstly..
HAPPY
CHINESE NEW YEAR !!
Today, my family had a small gathering since today is
holiday. My family, Abah Azam's family, Enda Bai's family, Acik's
family, Ayah Wan and Ayah Din's family is here in my house. We had
makan2 and all ~ Sadly, just Enda Yeh's family is not here. Tat mean
my dearie *awif* is not here oso. Maybe they went
back to kuala to visit Danish's. Anyway, wehoo nice
day we haf today.
Hurmm, yesterday maDcat call me. Erhh, like i've told
earlier.. i'm sorry for saying such words to you that day cayang.
He sounds hurt. He say like i mean he didn't take a good care of me.
Cheep up sayang. That time i feel frustrated and insecure. it's my
turn to be emotionally unstable. U still own my heart and nobody could
ever take that away. I love you xoxo.
I can be corny at times. so, shut up to those that always
give conclusion at the first glance. Hmm, i'll update later. Ta !~
Currently
Time : 23:58
Thinking : restless (#_@')
Tomorrow : Balek Perak wif Rene and Mamak
: no no [-x
: inoj - time after time
pms are bitches period.
a total of 18 strudles chocolate eclairs i had this week. i am such
a pig ...and there are 6 more waiting to be eaten. ah bliss. it IS
addictive.
i've just come back from meeting with the other guitarist. just six
of us today. ratno cannot attend due to no transportation from putrajaya.
nahh nvm. so, tonite just me, ben, somut, naza, oc and azarul. more
on discussing bout our 2nd gathering this february after CNY. most
of the important stuff had been discussed and just wait to be done.
for this gath, somut and ben will incharge the whole program and im
just helping them with the paperworks. it's confirmed to be on 10th
feb 2004.
hmm maDcat call me before the meeting started. it was a bit screwd
up. i was upset over a small thing. sorry dear for saying such words
to u. i was mad at that time.. maybe we need to spend some quality
time together.
yesterday, i submitted my first assignment for data structures and
algorithm. the assignment was sucks. i can tell that. dunno what actually
they (lecturers) expect from us. haihh.
Currently
Time : 16:38
Thinking : 
Tomorrow : Test 1 Math Tech II (8-9PM) 8-}
: Apik Sangkropik
: Linkin Park (Live in Texas)
- Don't Stay
// <3 HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO ME AND MADCAT XOXO <3 \\
One year baby.. one year haha ^_^ Thanks for all the hearts and words.
I owe u all my world. Thanks for being there with me through my ups
and downs. For letting me know that u r important to me. For teaching
me to love u every each and single day. wehoo so much to say that
I dunt have the words to say it here. I'm bad at expressing huhu
:">
Hmm, tomoro my first mid term test for mathematical techniques 2.
Wish me luck. Today my baby neopets bas07 got upgraded to level 10
in his training school. wohoo me so hepi >:D<
You think you know, but you
have no idea.
Currently
Time : 16:00
Thinking : flirty.bitchy o_O
Tomorrow : My Anny~ 
: nil~
: The Miseducation Of
Lauryn Hill - Doo Wop (That Thing)
just a random quickies:
saturday
- I had my first IT Community Project with
Sekolah Ilham TTDI (one of the school for orphanage). Basically, i
just teach them some knowledge about flash and dreamweaver. what a
nice kids they are. very polite hehe =)
- Today also got KICKOFF streetsoccer organize by ICS (Indian Culture
Society) in MMU Cyberjaya. I got
free Red Bull for bringing the orphanage to see the streetsoccer.
Nice ppl we haf here ^_^ huhu~
sunday
-Today is MMU open day. Just wanna
promoted MMU in this lame way
- sheshh o_O ...Today oso, I got the opportunity to see Luna's
handsome fwen mr. usop *cair* .. He drop by to mmu
to see Luna. waheyy
mmg hensem ha ha =p~
Hmm, anything else??
I take this from syefri
woOt wOot !!
N You like to work, but you always want a break.
A You can be very quiet when you have something on
your mind.
N You like to work, but you always want a break.
A You can be very quiet when you have something on
your mind.
Haha tak berkembangnye name aku nih. Hmm guess i cant
beat syep. Ok i'm
done. Yeepaaa~
Currently
Time : 10:11
Thinking : 
Tomorrow : ITC Project on campus
: freaque
:
Aaliyah - the one i give my heart to
HAPPY
21st BIRTHDAY ASMA !!
frens forever. love you xoxo
HAPPY
19th BIRTHDAY LOSS'Z cayang !!
mad love to you xoxo & fren for 6 years and moreee x)
did i mention that me mams is already somewhere around the globe
and i am taking full advantage of it :p
i dint go to skool today. not because i didnt want to. i was actually
i was looking forward to it heh but something suddenly come up. moreover,
i think mr chan wai kok
didnt teach us the proper way and make me feel that the subject network
im taking now is sucks. err i should really been
studying rather than doing this blog thing.
i had my first guitarist meeting yesterday. bahhh #-O we're
out of project and i feel a bit huru hara. luckily most of my committees
turn on yesterday and i feel glad bout that. basically, i assigned
back all the high-comm to the projects that they have to settled before.
Ben n Somut on gathering that we will do this February. Aidyl and
Ratno on ICOM, YAMAHA and Synchronosound trip, Syep
and Azarul on Melaka event, Adib
n Che Nard on updating the
previous meeting report, Naza on SMS Plan launching and GEMA budget,
OC and Bob regarding the club's posters, banners and webserver and
we all also discuss about the Smart Leadership Program that the SRC
had organized and also about our club's budget. Just a short meeting
and we finish at 11-ish. Oh ya, earlier before that I had ITC meeting
regarding our first project tomoro. Banyaknye keje !!~ 8-}
so, i went to sleep early last nite at 12ish to tenangkan fikiran
- heck! so tats probably why i'm wide awake now. finally i get to
watch "What a Girl Wants" without any interruption. i got
a really bad copy but overall the movie was alright. oliver james
IS cute :D and he can sing *cair*
i come across this website called Malaysian
Central. it's a search engine for weblogs, blogs, online journal,
etc. you should really check it out.
i will be home alone the next two days in a row. i get very paranoid
when i am alone in the room so im locking myself up in my room and
starve myself to death until zilin or adib call me or maybe offer
me to stay with them :(
Currently
Time : 11:59
Thinking : giddy ^_^
Tomorrow : shhleeepp (=_=) ²²²
: glinz
: Thug Love -
50 cent, eminem & destiny's child
Something i made weeks ago. but dint have time to post it x). How
was everyone's weekend ?!? mine was pretty well. i met some of my
ol fren and we had fun, fun, fun.
Yesterday, i had reunion with my school fwen. *hugs* to che
ayu. the last minute plan that she plan really works this
time. i tot ramai yg will not turn out but it goes vice versa. ramai
pulak yg boleh dtg this time and i was glad. so, late saturday morning
i rushed to midvalley alone. catch the 11 am ERL and i was on time.
we all janji to met before lunch hour. but the "janji melayu"
still boleh pakai on us and i was the second wan to arrive after che
pink. so, i just walk down alone around midvalley to find
myself a faux fur leopard print pillow case and treat myself with
a pair of earings. and later met up with the rest of my ex-schoolmates
somewhere around 1-ish. so, there are about 15 of us on that day -
wut u can called "not so bad" lah yg dtg. hmm well.. me,
che ayu, pink, newines
and her new lalinks, mazidah (bring along her boy
oso but dunt want to show to us-shessh), mala, mas
aina, bobo and her lalinks, casper,
zahaslan zelster :>, nirmz, gone,
najmin, piet and syamma.
did i miss anyone ??
Hm well, almost 2 years we all didnt hang out together like this.
Gdah say she wish that a truck would hit me and roll me over cos i
was too whiny. sampai hati. i was whiny becos i feel weirdo with all
my boys fwen. haha dunno why i feel such a way. nana ke nih? Me just
talk with casper and zahaslan. bleh. Bahh, not much activity. lepak,
sembang, eat, eat and eat. I think our table was the loudest muahaha
:)) It was kind like an atmosphere here. Later catch
the 5pm movie Pay Check.. wohoo my lalinks Ben's
new film. Not bad i can tell u that.
We didnt stay long because the boys want to play futsal. t'was good.
i'm thinking to go back now and went out with maDcat. tats better
man. So, catch the 9pm ERL and went back straigt to cyberjaya. Later
at 9.30pm maDcat come over and spend the nite with him.
I woke up this morning with a backache because i had slept on the
hard floors while Luna got the bed. machaucai. So,
later wanna haf lunch with glinz and we feel like lazying around the
house today.
Azrul, you rock. justice for all mwahahaha.
i am at loss for words.
Currently
Time : 16:00
Thinking : everything is beautiful *blink2*
Tomorrow : klass (:|
: aznein
: Cokelat - segitiga
on a lighter note
... My new year was a blast. the huru-hara
last minute plan that me and madcat did was really a superb wan!~
we really keluar around 11-ish and since i was still in the last-year-phobia-mode
of being stuck in the pathetic crowd (all those indon + rempit + yadaa
yadaa~) *yucks!*.. erghh plss no moe this year.. wanna spend a nice
night with my boy :D
Ok.. here i am blogging *again* after about one
year left or should i say *merehatkan diri* from this blogging
thing~ ok ok, lemme tell you what actually happen to me for this past
6 month -heh?~ the last time i blog was when my parents went
to johor to pick rene up..it was around end of april i guess??.. hmm
actually, that night also.. something not very good happen to them
somewhere around 9-ish pm.. my parents got an accident on the way
back from johore somewhere near ayer keroh... it was a tremendously
bad wan i could say so.. so, i rest myself from all this blogging
thing to give some space to myself..
hm well, actually my father's car hit a TRAILER that on that
30th april nite.. GOD !! my father's condition is not very bad but
he hit his chest very222 bad. but the worst condition is my mother..
*sob-sob*..3 of her ribs was broken and both of her legs was
broken and crack oso~ while my sista rene broke her legs~ i was all
alone in my house when the accident happen and i wonder why my parents
didn't come back that night becos ma mom have promise me to arrive
by late tonight.. all of my other family members already got the news
that night and neither of them have the strength to tell me.. my aunties
call me with the nada tersekat2 telling me that my parents car was
a bit terbabas but confirm me that everything was ok and i dun have
to worry cos they will only come back home tomoro.. BUT, a very strange
feeling come across me all over the night and i could not sleep..
i could neither hear the ring from the telephone cos i think everybody
is hiding something from me and i could not accept if anything happen
to my parents *whimper* :( at last i TERslept at the sofa ...
The next morning, my brother woke me up
and tell me to pack my clothes cos my uncle call him and tell that
he will pick us up that morning.. I was so blur and ask him why should
we go to Ipoh cos today mom and dad will be back home.. I have really
no idea what had happen.. Later around 10-ish, my uncle arrived and
xplain the goddam thing to me.. and i was like "OH MY GOD!"..
nearly fainted, i were carried inside the house.. my uncle told me
my parents' condition and they are now in Seremban. Halfly painted,
i packed my clothes and went to Sekolah Teknik to pick my bro Ammar..
i have no strength to tell him what had happen to our parents.. and
yes SHIT, I CRY!~ :(( I could not even open my mouth to say
anything.. aku mmg tak kuat semangat :(.. this time, my mom..dad and
my big sis was admitted in ICU.. and i'm the only big sista in the
house to take care of my other siblings.. and shit i really cant help
myself :( so, how can i help them?#$^^&
So, yadaa~ yadaa~ I still in *shock mode*..
Remember back, baru last 2 days before i lepak2 with my mom, laughing
and all~ :( Now, she oredi terlantar on the bed.. After I arrive at
Enda Yeh's house, i was one again burst into tears.. Ju-anne and Nini
was there to calm me down.. everybody is crying when they saw me arrive.
kak ana was there and she was also crying.. She slowly have a *mentel
talk* with me.. she told that.. my mother cannot walk anymore after
this.. maybe this will take time.. one year and maybe more.. have
to go alot of treatment and fisioteraphy.. Seriously, this will give
me a lot of *persediaan mentel*.. Next week i have to go back to cyber..
the whole goddam holiday end up like this.. yes, i noe this is God's
test to me and our family.. I really have to accept it.. That night,
i was given a chance to talk with my mother on the phone.. all my
aunties have already warn me not to cry infront of my mother.. afraid
she will risau and cannot sembuh properly.. but seriesly i cannot
tahan myself from crying *sob sob sob*..
Ok ok.. sorry for a sad story on the new year peeps.. just wanna
share something with u guys.. there are some lesson that i've learn
from what had happen from my parents tragedy (erhh, i call it tragedy
ok laa kan?).. firstly, the day that my parents went to johore on
that morning, my mom come to my room waking me up to say that she's
leaving and she left me some money on the table.. I just ignore her
and continue my sleep (:| BUT, why is the SHIT that i dun have
the strength to send them to the door to say good bye instead just
pentingkan my stewwpid sleep huh??.. If seriesly anything happen to
them and i dun get the chance to see them for the last time, i will
TOTALLY will never forgive myself for that.. so since now on.. i never
really22 pentingkan sgt my tido.. That thing really insaf me in a
very weird way.. haihh dunno lar~ Next, I could never even say "NO"
to everything that my parents ask me to do~ ya b4 this sure got a
lil bit of bables or *erghh* sound or grumpy.. NO NO after that and
till now.. try to fulfill their commands every single this and that..
in other words, try to be a DAMN GEWDDD DAUGHTER larr :p huhu.. Also,
not to be forgotten.. I promise God that I will study harder and harder
after this if he give back my parents health as usual. I admit i am
a bit 'cuai' in my studies lately. byk sgt maen and never been serious
in everything. I pray to God to let bless my parents.. I pray so hard
until I dunno wut more to ask for.. cry myself alone, dunno wanna
share with who my sadness.. ya, I admit i keep this thing to myself
alone and not many of my frens noe about it. I just wanna see my parent
in good health and happy.. I pray for them even more than me myself
:( ..
Alhamdulillah, till now i've been gewd
in my studies. thats the best that i can give them so far.. And my
mother is fine now.. altho she is still jalan with the help of tongkat,
but she's happily healthy now - i can say so~ After resting in bed
for about 8 months.. i noe she suffer much more than me.. Mentel torture..
erhh i cant belive she tell me that she feel useless when she's lying
on the bed even cannot get her own food and everything must be serve
to her.. I'm so sad to hear tat.. Mom, I am willing to do everything
and everything and everything to u cos I LOVE YOU SO SO SOO MUCH !!
Now, she's back to work.. she's a strong type of lady i can tell that..
cannot duduk diam~ and she's been promoted as PK(HEM) and im happy
for her oso.. she say she's tired of resting and she wanna start the
new day like the usual day.. WELL U GO MOM !! I'm always behind u
:x ..And for dad, he's ok too.. much more better.. me so kesian for
him when mom was in bed.. he did alot to mom. always be with her when
we are not around. but, he learn a lot too~ and for my sis rene, she
had oredi further her degree in Internation Businness after her broken
leg dah baek.. wehoooo.. God heard our praying and my family was back
to the normal again *yehuu yehuu~* :D
As for this year resolution, still the same me.. just wanna
improve myself for a better.. many thing happen to me lately that
i cant update.. so much to be story on~ slo slo laa erk? i just hope
this year is the best year and 2003 had give me a good memory + experience
to me~ ok tats it.. i'm done~ haf a hepi new year everyone
!!
"i choose hectic way & "mentel"....."
I'm a proud Daughter :D
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...a NObODy me...
