BOOKS
I love books. And I use the word "love" here in a "stronger than
desire" manner. My mother taught me how to read when I was barely four
years old. My childhood was filled with memories of virtual trips to Book Land.
I would browse through my father's different types of encyclopedia, magazines,
and illustrated classics.
I started reading everything I could, it became almost an OCD. From romance
novels to best selling thrillers, from non-fiction to fiction, i love books
- any subject, any author. My collection grew to a point that my mother and
husband pointed out that it was becoming a fire hazard (our neighborhood then
averaged one major fire accident every summer, thank heavens our house was always
spared).
Some of my favorite contemporary authors: Umberto Eco, Anne Sexton, Irvine Welsh,
William Burroughs, Gabriel Garcia Marquez, Alex Garland, John Fowles, E.L. Doctorow,
Jun Cruz Reyes, Edgardo Reyes, James Michener, Pablo Neruda, Vladimir Nabokov...(the
list is long)
Some of my favorite books: One Hundred Years of Solitude, The Death
of Artemio Cruz, The Book of Daniel, Alice in Wonderland and
Through the Looking Glass, Tuesdays with Morrie, Trainspotting,
Lolita, Naked Lunch, Shogun, Laro sa Baga, The Name
of the Rose, Generation X, Brand You...(it's hard to choose!).
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MOVIES
A movie starring Lito Lapid was the first movie theater experience I had. It
was in this run-down local movie house that later became a Born-Again Christian
place of worship when I last visited the town.
Nowadays, I reserve watching movies in theaters for two reasons: if it is cinematically
challenging (i.e. great special effects) or if it is for free (thank you UP
Film Center, Cinema Europa and Karlo de Guzman). We usually watch movies at
home. Saves time and money.
My great frustration is not finding the movies I would like to watch at the
local Video City, ACA or neighborhood video rental shop. Some titles not locally
available: Trainspotting, Kids, Crash, Velvet Goldmine, Pillow Book. Hard to
find titles include old Filipino films (I would like to watch all Lino Brocka
and Mike de Leon films), films by Akira Kurosawa, early films by Quentin Tarantino
and Robert Rodriguez and those golden age Hollywood films starring Humprey Boggart.
New favorites: The Red Violin, Dogma (other films by Kevin Smith like
Chasing Amy, Mallrats), Pulp Fiction, The Beach (although it pales
in comparison to the book), El Mariachi, As Good as It Gets, Austin Powers,
The Matrix, South Park (the movie is very disturbing), Trainspotting,
Sa Pusod ng Dagat (reminds me of Nunal sa Tubig, but the comparison
is far and beyond), Natural Born Killers, L.A. Confidential, The Locusts,
any movies by John Woo (nice shots)... more>>
MUSIC
Brass bands were the in-thing when I was a child. Although I studied playing
the piano from age 5 to 16, I never did become a real musician. My husband tells
me point-blank that I'm tone-deaf.
I went through what others may call "baduy" phases: Madonna in the
80s, Duran Duran, Spandau Ballet, and even Menudo. I am not ashamed of those
phases, it still is music. Then I discovered classical music and the opera.
I would play the cassette recorder aloud every morning to compete with the neighbor
(they were playing Brass Band and ballroom music) until one day, my good neighbor
threw a stone on our roof. But classical music (specially Beethoven and Chopin)
still remains part of my life.
Then I became "frozen" in the 80s. After punk and new wave, I simply
became time-trapped. Nowadays, I am rediscovering Bob Dylan, Bob Marley, The
Doors, Leonard Cohen, Rolling Stones, The Supremes, Eagles, all those folk musicians
such as Cat Stevens and Don McLean, Anne Murray,Janis Joplin, Asin, Juan dela
Cruz Band and others.
I like listening to Cake, Rage Against the Machine, Metallica, Dream Theater,
Enya, The Foot Tappers (playing The Shadows), Wolfgang, The Jerks, and soundtracks
of movies I like. Quentin Tarantino's movies are interesting for their soundtrack.
I mean, the guy actually picks out which songs he likes and then he builds scenes
and stories from them. That is really something creative.more>>
ART
Art is everywhere. Only that Western concepts of art has limitted it to something
of a spectator sport. Unlike indigenous concepts which incorporates art into
everyday life (the coming of seasons, harvesting, cooking, other so-called "mundane"
activities), the Western concept of art is centered on the artist and the art
as his "property".
But I would not deny that one day I would like to travel with my family to see
all those great artworks by Western masters: imagine spending days venturing
at the Louvre, exploring Venice and all those palazzios, visiting the Van Gough
museum, strolling through the halls of the Metropolitan Museum of Art, and other
places featuring works of past and present artists.
Although I think aesthetics as a very important part of art, the main question
still remains: for whom and for what ends does it serve? Although artists may
deny it (the great art for art's sake statement), I believe that without audience,
it does not contribute to the advancement of society. On the other hand, mere
"revolutionary" content is not enough. There must be a marriage of
form and content. Even Mao Tse Tung reiterated that on the Talks at the Yenan
Forum on Art and Literature.
Art here in the Philippines is mainly elitist. I have alot of struggling artist
friends with great talents who do not "make it big" simply because
they lack the exposure and they do not belong to the mainstream cliques.
I believe that there is art everywhere. Everyone can be an artist. more>>
SCIENCE AND TECHNOLOGY
Science was my first love, even before creative writing. My parents had these
grand dreams about me becoming a great physicist. They even tried to get me
in in one of those big universities in California, but the bottomline was we
could not afford it. That expectation rose because I won this nationwide science
quiz bee when I was a kid . My father is a chemical engineer and he encouraged
me subtely by buying me all those usual science encyclopedia and by subscribing
me to Discover magazine. But in the end, we all accepted that I would not become
a Noble Prize Awardee or the first Filipino to go to outer space. I am simply
their daughter. Case close.
But they tried. Up to the point of tolerating my weird obssession with animal
behavior (we had a lot of animals at home - cats, dogs, turtles, doves and chicken,
fish). My mother drew the line when I declared that I wanted to collect insects
and reptiles.
My husband and I maintain an openness to developments in technology. Some gadgets
that are part of my wish list: cutting edge digital cam (too expensive), a really
hi-tech server type computer (for my data warehouse and for his ever-growing
electronic files and applications), that robotic dog I saw in a magazine, a
top-of-the-line laptop (think the latest Toshiba with wide screen, 128++memory
and a lot of hard disk space). I know, these may sound simple for techies but
for me, it will be enough. At least for now. more>
BUSINESS
At an early age, all of us daughters were trained with the family business.
My father runs this small plating and semi-processing factory which fortunately
managed to survive through all those economic crises (Marcos, Aquino, Ramos,
and now Estrada). Most of those years were really hard as we relied heavily
on imported materials. But we got by. And an extra hand, even a small hand of
a child, was not just welcomed. It was expected.
So I got the hang of doing simple jobs at first, like counting and recording
the number of products. Later on, I graduated to more complex tasks like keeping
track of inventory, filling up delivery receipts and billing statements, then
computing payroll.
In college, I augmented my paltry allowance by doing odd jobs for people - like
writing papers, organizing fund raising events such as concerts and even flea-market
style sales.
From my former job, I learned a lot about the ins and outs of business in a
professional and international scale. By observing how my former mentors "made"
it through their efforts, I realized that the important thing is that you should
like what you do and you should know your strenghts and limitations.
Dreams and aspirations are free. So just dream on, but keep yourself firmly
rooted on the ground. Hard work pays off. And all good things come to those
who wait (while doing something about it).
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