| "This" (AKA "It's Over") (c) NT2k3 January 31st 2003 2003 14:53pm **(I finally finished this on April 27th 2003 at 20:53pm - at the start I was depressed and felt like I'd die, by the end I had finally killed the pain that had been crushing me slowly since October 2001.)** It feels so right To feel so bad To dwell on what I wish I had I scratch around To find things to expel This agony that's always inbound But I come up empty every trip to hell Sometimes it feels As if my eyes are boiling Melting from the sockets as my skin peels My soul forever toiling I am programmed for pain Throwing my life down the drain By returning here forever To this pain against which I will endevor It just takes some time Until you hear the end bell chime The pain that killed me for so long Is finally dead and gone It feels so right To open up and see To realise I'm finally free |