| March 29th What If What if I could look at you? Without feeling small Without worrying Just fully in awe What if I could talk to you? Without making alteration like comics Without feeling stumped for topic Just able to speak at ease What if I could hold you? Without growing boyishly playful and rough Without trembling in fear Just interact with you What if I could say I love you? Without pausing for pre-thought of terror Without caring of maybe rejection Just say it and for you to reciprocate Gangland Takeover The dark men walk by sides Down the dark alley As steam rises up and glides Their numbers of kills now a tally The door looming near is still The sound of the bar is growing overt These men don't own a will They live by the day and avoid hurt Approaching quietly, they pause Suddenly bursting through Without just cause They kill, springing from the blue The bullet ballet begins And goons clatter Their blood smears over their sins As all else comes to shatter Leaving immediately afterward They leave bloodshed behind And run for the hills in a herd Nobody will mind Murder In Mind Murder is brutal Until you feel the urge Revenge kicking in Dead on arrival are those in your path Each one victim Reacting too late Before you were fine Yet now you are lost Murder is the only way out Inside you are trapped Never-ending mockery must end Do or die is your motto Investing time in this plan Saves you surprises Cold murder for others though Orgasms of blood and lusting Lately you've been just thinking of it Did you stop? The Inevitable I think I love you And I can't make sense of it all Watching everything you do Battering my brain like a tennis ball I think I want to hold you Touch your hand embrace you softly Breathing in all you do Making my actions occur so daftly I think you are the one As only you can make me feel this way You are intoxicating me, but I have not won A beautiful virus virtue to stay My head is infected And I think I can't go on without you Please, I don't want to be rejected But I'm not good enough, no matter what I do Love's Lack Of Oxygen There are choir bells Ringing loud and proud within my head Angelic breezes waft at my bare feet And there is a drug running through me I am pounding with it Swaying on my feet with it My head is feeling light with it And I almost faint when you're around As you walk, the blades of grass part The area grows warm near you But I remain in the cold Fighting to get in I am growing weaker as this goes unheard I am going out of my mind I can't jeopardize our friendship, but I love you Soft Black The darkness is safe It surrounds me Yet it threatens in new space But for now it's good It's soft, quiet and warm My eyes do not flinch Pupils wide and forgiving Body wrapped and comfortable Sinking here is easy and welcome Needed by everyone Mostly by me as here I hide It's nice here and I like it I think I'll stay here a while See what doesn't happened Grasp to stability I yearn for Hopefully you'll want to join me |