***FLASHBACK***

“Happy Birthday Nicky,” Britt replied as they walked into their hotel room in London. They had just returned from dinner and she went into the bedroom.

“What are you doing?” he asked curiously.

Britt walked out, with a big red bow tied around herself, “Getting your birthday present.”

“I already have you,” he smiled as he wrapped his arms around her, he head immediately went to his chest and he kissed her forehead.

“Not all of me,” she answered shyly, which for Britt, was unusual because she was a very outgoing person.

She began lifting his shirt out of his pants, unbuttoning the blue button up shirt he was wearing. “I have told you that we don’t have to do this.”

“I know you have,” she said as she turned her back to him, motioning for him to take unzip her short black dress. “When I thought about what I should get you for your birthday it came to me. You have given me so much, but there is one thing that I can give you that nobody else has ever had and that nobody else can ever have again. I want to give you my virginity.”

“Are you sure?” he asked, as he lowered the zipper and pushed the straps of the dress off of her shoulders, kissing her in between her shoulder blades as he moved the fabric off her hips, pooling it at her ankles.

Britt turned to look at him, tears in her eyes, “Nicky, you have been my first everything, this is the only thing we haven’t done together...I hear girls telling stories of their first time and how it was just with some guy, I got to thinking...You have been so patient with me, slowly letting me feel things and teaching me what to do to make you want me. Think of this as the final lesson and the best gift I could ever give to someone.”

“You are the best gift, we don’t have to have sex for me to get that.”

“I just want you to know that I love you...so much, and this is the best way I know how to do it. I want to show you.”

She leaned toward him and kissed him passionately, almost automatically, his hands went to her face as he cupped it, deepening the kiss. “We can do other things, this is a big deal, I thought you wanted to wait til your wedding night to do this with your husband.”

“I was kind of hoping that you would be my husband one day,” she looked at him and he smiled, “Let me show you Nicky, please, teach me how to love you...”

That was all he needed, the guilt of where he had been just nights before left his mind, the thoughts of all others before her vanished as this pure goddess stood before him, with so much love and fear in her eyes. He only wanted to make it perfect for her, this wasn’t how he’d imagined it to be. But, he wanted this, he had been lusting after her and falling deeper in love with her for nearly two years now. He knew this would eventually come, it was just unexpected. He felt nervous, he took her by the hand and led her to the bed. “I feel like this is my first time too.”

“I know its not, and I know there were others before me, but I know you want this...”

“Britty Beth,” he whispered huskilly, as he moved his hand over her breasts that were covered by a black bra, “I want to do something I have never done before...I want to make love to you.”

He could tell by the way she kissed him when those words came out of his mouth that she wanted that too, that this was going to be his first time to make love to a woman, not just fuck or have sex. He could feel it in his own touch, the way her body made him respond. He touched her gentle, almost like she was breakable. Nick unsnapped the front clasp of her bra and moved it to either side of her breasts. He lowered his head and began placing small kisses over both of them, his movements were slow and calculated, his goal was to make her feel what he was feeling. She whispered, “That feels so good, please Nick, I want you inside of me.”

He looked up at her and saw in her eyes that she may back out if he didn’t do this now, she had a look about her as though she just wanted to get it over with, “Are you having second thoughts?”

“No, I am just afraid, I just want you do it...please Nick...”

She sounded almost desperate, like this was the moment and she couldn’t let it pass her by, “I just wanted to get you ready for me,” he reached his hand down in between her legs and could feel the wetness through her panties, “You are ready.”

Slowly, he removed his pants and boxers in one swift motion, she looked at him, giggling. Then, she watched as his hands reached for her, touching the sides of her panties as he delicately lowered them. His body traveled back up to her and he hovered over him, placing a soft kiss on her mouth. Her body was shaking beneath his, “Do you have a condom?”

He rested his head on her chest and sighed, “No.”

“Do you usually use a condom?” she asked and felt him nod in response on her chest, “Then you shouldn’t need one with me right?”

“I don’t want you to get pregnant. We aren’t ready for that...I don’t want that until we are married,” he said, unsure of what exactly was about to happen.

Nick felt her right arm wrap around his neck, he hand going into her hair while the other one traveled to his lower regions, “I am on the pill Nick, if you have been safe in the past, I am not worried about anything else...”

He looked at her unsurely as she stroked him, he now knew that he had to do this. He reached down and helped her hand guide itself over him, he intentionally brushed the back of his hand over her wetness. She cautiously pulled her hand away and placed it on his lower back and moved her hips closer to his, hinting that she was ready.

“This is going to hurt some,” he whispered as he placed the head of his penis at her entry, “tell me to stop if it hurts too much. I’m gonna go real slow ok?”

She nodded as she stared into his eyes, “Ok...just look into my eyes while you do it...”

His eyes never left hers as he slowly began pushing himself into her virgin hole. He could tell by the facial expressions that it was painful for her, tears were coming out of the sides of her eyes and she was biting her lip. The feeling of being inside of her was amazing, he had never felt anything like it. She was so tight, he could feel her hymen ripping after he was about halfway in. Stopping completely, he asked “Are you OK?”

He brushed her hair out of her eyes and placed butterfly kisses all over her face. She whimpered, causing him to get scared, desperately, she ordered, “Just do it, fast, I don’t think that will hurt as much.”

Nick was unsure of this, but he fulfilled her request. Quickly, he pushed all of him into her, she screamed. He looked at her like he had just killed her, she smiled softly thru her tears and lifted her hips to his again, urging movement.