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Beef it up! |
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A lover will never be your friend.
A friend will always be yours.
A friend can be your lover too but it is one that never will be lost.
Open your eyes and look at how much some people care for you.
[And yet you don't see it]
How much you're hurting them
[And yet you don't feel it]
Be nice to your friends,
'cause friends will stay true forever. |
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i know we were never meant to be and never will. i know 'tis impossible for us to get any closer than what we already are. i know theres no way we will ever be together, but you know what the funny thing is? i love you all the same. in fact, it just keeps growing and leaves me helpless, really helpless. |
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im gonna back off you know, im really REALLY going to step back this time i cannot stand this fucking shite i dont know what will happen in the future but i know its gonna be even more WORST than this theres no way im gonna make myself suffer anymore its unfair so fine i read those things again and i melt like how i did a year ago but im SO gonna learn how to delete them trust me theres nothing more important to me than you but im gonna learn how to change that fact i will learn i will do it theres no way im gonna be there to watch you get together with that person its like slashing me and letting me bleed to death theres no way im gonna let that happen backing off is not a way of expressing concern but theres no WAY I CAN TAKE it so so whats the big deal about this evol fucking shite whats with the ysuolaej fucking shite it was wrong of me to let go last year i dont know if its wrong to let go now but fucking hell im leaving |
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i shall live a carefree life i shall live a carefree life i shall leave a carefree life i shall live a carefree life i shall live a carefree life i shall live a carefree life i shall live a carefree life. |
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| im inching nearer to the pool of quicksand, if this goes on i'll sink in deeper and can never pull myself back up again. so the only choice now is for me to take a HUGE step backwards and just get the hell outta her life. |
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i am not the huihui that i used to be, i have changed, for the worst or better i have no idea, but i can tell you, that thick wall that is covering the wild me has thinned down, and i dont know when it'll totally diminish. who knows, maybe a simple decision like you not allowing me to take my break overseas might just KNOCK THAT FUCKING WALL OVER and i'll be gone |
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i love all my friends, im sorry for being so 'stone-ish' but its me -shrug-, sorry i couldnt give you people treats more often, sorry for leaving so early but i will bless you no matter where i go. and it means every one of you. |
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so what's wrong with the new me? it's still me, im not fake so what's wrong? im gonna learn to love the new me since i cant change it. its like a fresh haircut, each time i just cut my hair, i'll hate it and all but after some time, i'll gradually get used to it and begin to love it.
take it or leave it. im still lim huihui. |
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its not that i dont love you anymore, i still do, alot, really. but if you still do not return love back to me, i dont see how i can survive this game. its pointless for me to still hold on to you when you dont love me at all, so im going to learn how to let go. its gonna be tough but i have to move on. |
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so why did sam refuse to accept his love when she loves him so much still? why issit that one prefers to go for something that they dont have yet when they finally have it, they dont want it anymore? isnt it weird?
why torture yourself? just say it, 'cos if you dont, i will. i know i promised i wont, but i will not, and i mean i will not stand by a side and watch her hurt you. No. call me stubborn, faggot, whatever, but i will not stand by a side and do nothing. |
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Dear God, keep her safe and sound, keep her happy, free from stress and hurt and almost everything's that bad. Thank you -amen- |
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If you do not speak up, I'll never know your problems. And when I don't know your problems and the things going on in your life, how dya expect me to be there for you? Even so, it'll be superficial. I don't like superficial friendships/relationships, I just want you to be more sincere. |
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Shes an Angel, yes she is.
She was sent here to bring us love, joy, laughter, and, tears.
Now she has left, back to her own home called Heaven, we shall wish her happiness and that she will forever live within us.
Can your heart tolerate friendship with the girl you love?
you asking me?
-shrug-
i have no idea.
im still trying. |
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I don't wanna lose any friend anymore, not a single one.
I mean every single word I said.
Take me if You want, but keep my friends safe.
That's all I ask of You,
Thank You. |
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Fight. [fight anybody]
Urgent. [do thing quickly]
Clean. [clean the obstacles infront of you]
KING! |
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you what? -pause to listen- you need a lifeline?
but there is no lifeline in real life. |
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my xmas wish 2001-ting ting-:
1)to have 3 more wishes
2)For everyone to be free of stress, depression and everything that hurts and just be happy. [i know this is silly but its something i really want]
3)All school systems not to be too screwed up for liking.
4)Everyone to be more loving, caring, 'cos tis the season to be jolly fa la la la la la la la la.
5)i will fill this up when i think of more..but that shld be all tentatively. |
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