Dark Lashes

Dark Lashes I wouldn`t mind , wouldn`t care if you would droop sadly.

Let you drown in my vains, in my dream that I need.

Cause it feels so cold inside your everything, and it feels so ugly and so unlife.

Be my guest if this is the way you wanna die.

I won`t cover it under my Dark Lashes.

I`m drowned holding it bound , I`m fucking too deep I`m bound drowned in your fucking disease.

I wouldn`t lie , wouldn`t cry slake so your undying thirst.

See me crawling in tortured fields as I bleed.

Cause it feels so cold inside your everything , and it feels so ugly and so unlife.

Be my guest if this is the way you wanna die.

I won`t cover it under my Dark Lashes.

Shining in a funeral light , where feelings lay rotten beside , so unlife...

Be my guest if this is the way you wanna die.

I won`t cover it under my Dark Lashes.

Here Inside

Here Inside Wasted inside my own breath sleeping beauties desires I once had, they`re kissed goodnight by sheets of some million clouds like fucking adopted choking bounds, they`re darking only more & more my heart with hatred, days are full of spite.

It makes me spew , cause everything is so untrue.

Can`t get through , I`m dragging my pain in and it`s constantly fading me, out of my fucking time. Here Inside where death grows in my vains.

Here Inside where I`m changed and distress still remains the same.

I stare counting stains of ink on my page shows how much I do only sink, as I`m kissed goodnight by sheets of some million clouds like fucking adopted choking bounds, they`re darking only more & more my heart with hatred , days are full of spite.

It makes me spew,cause everything is so untrue.

Can`t get through, I`m dragging my pain in and it`s constantly fading me, out of my fucking time. Here Inside where death grows in my vains.

Here Inside where I`m changed and distress still remains the same.

Death of a naked boy, who`s the one to blame, tell me who now... who? It`s more than pain that crucifys me on my way back inside.

Fingerprints

Fingerprints Left all over.

A labyrinth for emotions terrified more & more each day.

Solitude taste as new , when framed dilation mirrors yourslef in you , and as this taste lessons me , into deep I cover more than I reveale.

The same hate grows in your name, it`s squeezing disgust out from me , years now hasn`t changed a thing , years now the filth of yours under my skin.

Fingerprints, left behind.

Break of silence for my shudder in time, embelished with pictures , burden in mind .

Embittered by frustration , depressed and flustered cause love fades out hidding trust with an iron curtain and how the fuck should I feel grieving in thoughts , broken I`m lost within.

Still give a bad excuse.

In His name you chew your dignity , divinity lost in my shame.

Your salive burns still in my throat. Love , Hate , Suffer , will slice your tongue in my suffer , spit on it in my suffer , don`t fuck again with me in my suffer , my suffer will smash like a fist your face.

Leave Me Alone

Leave Me Alone Hate me , if this is what you want.

I can see now clearly that you`re covered in dust bringing pain,in all of it`s size.

Anger is spread like smoke visiting my lungs,and now suffocating, exposed unarms me drilling it`s way in flows through me and blinds untill I start to see.

Stucked 'till cracked up for far too long , and I`m worn out by you know that I`m through with you, I`m sick and tired , promised shit, I`ll take me back from you.

All I have to say to you...Leave Me Alone.

Hate me , if this is what you need.

I can see now clearly that you`re covered in dust bringing pain,in all of it`s size.

Anger for all miscarried plans,which are lined up along my time,I watch them wave goodbye and find myself seeking a way out as I`m distant in your misery.

And all of your so claimed mental images that once earned a place to stay mean now nothing , swear to god mean now shit to me, they are just blown away, a figure of no mettle is what it was always about , harping on the same old string , spinning every memory round & round pain again and know.

Stucked 'till cracked up for far too long , and I`m worn out by you ,know that I`m through with you, I`m sick and tired , promised shit, I`ll take me back from you.

All I have to say to you...Leave Me Alone.

Last Voyage

Last Voyage Call me into here , take the fall and squeal my name out ,

I won`t disappear a flood of voices years now too loud ,

owing to the rain moons rays couldn`t come and light away your shade,

trapped so please stop now.

Frozen with a tinge of sadness always so unclear ,

afraid to narrow the gap cause my shelf can`t dry no more tears.

Staring at the window, misted over it helps,

write what confuses from outside, filling in they grey on it`s glassy surface,

fragile as we both are, close my eyes and please stop now.

Watch in blank dismay , as I set sail through with a pleasure unsatisfied ,

and how long untill I know , close my eyes and please stop just for a while...

it`s my fault as well as yours.