Reg - 12/22/00 05:57:37 My Email:DopeyNJ

Comments: I'm sitting here reading what everyone else has said and I'm in tears. This page is so beautiful. I miss him so much. Now that this year marker is approaching, I'm finding myself remember so many little things, it was those little things that counted. I remember staying up on the phone all night with him and just talking about Seinfeld, or both of us watching a movie on the same channel and talking about it. I miss talking to him so much. I miss just hearing his laugh. Sometimes, when I sit and think about him or a song comes on the radio that reminds me of him, I can hear that laugh in my head but it is not the same. Words cannot express how much I miss him. But, I know that he is looking down on all of us right now. I know that he is with me. Like Missy said, those twinkling stars in the sky are him shining on us.

Bigd - 12/21/00 00:11:11 My Email:[email protected]

Comments: Hi everyone, especially you Shelly. I am Ernie, Jeffs father.I started to write so many times but cry everytime I see what everyone writes about Jeff. Shelly this site is wonderful. Thank you so much for doing it. I miss Jeff so much. We had our ups and d wns, but I only had his best interests and health in mind. Just to fill everyone in here is what has happened this past year. Ro and I are getting divorced Jan. 2,2001. It's a friendly divorce(as friendly as a divorce can be). We talk 3 or 4 times a week. We sold the house in September. I still live in Cedar Grove in an apartment. Ro moved in with someone in Wayne in September. She is going to get married sometime early in 2001. Ryan moved to Los Angeles in August. He is doing well. My dear sweet Peachy mo ed to Hollywood, Florida in July (I think).Thats about it. I hope you all have a great Christmas and holiday. Jeff would have wanted it that way. Feel free to E-mail me anytime.Shelly, thanks again.

Missy - 12/19/00 01:38:35 My Email:bratgoofy

Comments: As the year mark approaches, I feel the need to write again. I miss Jeff so much. I wish I could pick a phone and hear your voice or just stop in if the Bronco was in the driveway. Not a day goes by when I don't think of the laughs, the smile, the innocen eyes (that hid the devil inside), the personality, and the strength that this one soul had. Jeff...you were so fearless and now I only wish I could have been that way too. You made each second count...you didn't take one for granted. You truly understood how precious time could be, but didn't dwell on the inevitable. That is only one of the many things I learned from you. The laughs you supplied will last a lifetime. From the way we met to people bashing, from wrestling to the baseball games, from trips t the shore to trips to the movies or the Wiz, the nights on the deck or down in the basement...every conversation serious or absurd...i have all these wonderful memories but none of them can fill the hole that was left in my heart the day you moved on to better place. Now I'm left with all the "what if's" and "should have's" but you knew how to avoid those. I'm trying to learn from that mistake and follow in your footsteps. Jeff, I hope you know how I ALWAYS felt and how much I loved you. You left your i pression on my life, and I will carry it always.

Shelly (creator of this page for Jeff) - 12/15/00 06:06:38 My Email:[email protected]

Comments: This is something i wrote back in July, and thought I'd post it here... Its me again, Jeff. This is a big month for us. Not only does it make 7 months since i lost you... but its also your birthday month. 25 years... that's a quarter of a century, Jeff. It makes me think of that conversation we had. You opened up and admitted to me that you'd known from an early age that you were dying. Your life expectancy was 30, IF you were lucky. Well... u didn't make t all the way, but i think in other ways u were still very lucky. You left an impact on so many people. I'm willing to bet that nobody will remember me the way they remember you! You were so much to everyone! How could we NOT love you? Everyone in your family is leaving the nest. Peachy moved to FL, and Ryan to CA. Peachy also mentioned your parents are selling the house. I don't understand it, tho. How could they be ready to give up everything so close to you so soon? Then again, maybe they see it as doing as you'd want them to. LIVING their lives, and not dwelling on the past. Staying there won't bring you back, but moving on will help them be happier. Its funny, you know... even tho you were never in my NEW car... i still find myself resting my hand on the passenger seat, reminding me of that nite at the diner... you sitting by my side. If i close my eyes, i can still picture the whole scene. You with hose warm, dazzling hazel eyes, full of kindness and strength, glittering with a hint of mischief. =) God, how i miss those eyes... I was outside the other nite, star gazing, wondering if you were up there, twinkling back at me. That's when i'm most comfortable talking to you. Its so quiet out, i feel like maybe my voice is actually reaching you where ever you are. I made a wish that nite... that i could dream about you more often. Dreams like that first one... to this day i'll still claim you were actually HERE during that dream. I don't think i made it up in my head. I so wish i could have more dreams like that one. I miss you so mu h, and want another chance to talk to you. There's so much we need to catch up on! Besides the wish i made that nite, i said the things i couldn't say b4. I dunno why its so much easier to say them now. I still live w/ the regret of not saying them to you when you were here. But like i said b4... maybe its quiet enough for you to hear me now. I love ya, hunni. Wish you were here... =(

dude2377 - 12/12/00 14:37:49

Comments: i don't even know where to start...my memories of jeff are so torn now...every time i remember the great times we had...i alway think of that phone call i recieved on christmas eve saying that he was gone...i loved jeff so much...more than i think he knew ..we were only "good time firends" we never did anything serious we only had fun...we never had deep conversations about his disease or his family...we just laughed, and laughed, and laughed...the most fun i have ever had was with jeff and i will never fo get him...i will also never forget the guilt i felt when he died...i felt i could have done more for him...i didn't even know he was in the hospital...i was only thinking of me...you see my birthday is the 23rd of december (the day he died) and i was so w apped up in my life that i didn't even call him to see if he wanted to go out...if i had i would have found out that he was in the hospital and maybe been able to say goodbye and to tell him how much i really loved him...and always will...and most of all ow great adventure will never be the same without him, which may sound stupid but it would have meant something to him...you are missed jeff and i love you. -gina

- 11/25/00 03:54:15 My Email:Liningston, NJ

Comments: We will always miss Jeffery. He was a strong and wonderful person. He was an inspiration to all. Steve Ravettina

heh THER - 11/01/00 00:48:58 My Email:Heh [email protected]

Comments: Shelly this site is awesome. There is so much great stuff i could say about Jeff but it wouldnt mean anything to anyone but him, i mean how can u sum up a friendship? never. But i can say that he will live on in our lives in our fondest memories. ~R.I.P. JEFF SANZARI (~FORD50FAN~) live in Heaven as on Earth...an angel always!! ~FORD50FAN~

Alison - 09/12/00 19:55:27 My Email:Boston

Comments: Shelly, thank you so much for your beautiful words about Jeff. Since I learned from Peachy that Jeff had cystic fibrosis, living with the uncertainty of dying at any time, I was constantly in awe with the positive attitude he exuded and the enthusiasm he ad for life. I am truly enriched by knowing him, and the entire Sanzari family. I can only hope that everyone, including myself, who knew Jeff, does not take life for granted. Shelly-thank you.

Jen Briggs - 09/12/00 18:42:18

Comments: It was just about five years ago when I was blessed to have the Sanzari family enter my life. I was a freshman at Boston College and two weeks into my first year far away from home, I met Peachy and instantly knew I had made a friend for life. The Sanza i family took me in as one of their own and welcomed me with open arms to Thanksgiving at their house, many Parents' Weekend dinners, and shopping trips galore. They always knew just how to take care of me and make me smile, they sure do have a gift at t at. And Jeff... gosh, how can I even begin to talk about Jeff? Always with a smile, he would greet me and ask a million questions all about my life. His genuine interest touched me and I felt as if I finally had a brother of my own! Whether I needed h m to answer one of my many questions about electronic stuff or just share "Peachy stories"... Jeff was always there. I will never forget Jeff's memorial services, they were truly a tribute to the amazing person he was and will always be. To this day, I onsider myself so lucky to have known Jeff and to have been there through his ups and downs, because no matter what... he was always there with a smile. I keep Jeff and his entire family in my prayers daily. I know that no matter what kind of distance o circumstance stretches between us, the Sanzaris will forever hold a special place in my heart. Thank you, Jeff, for touching my life and letting me share in the many special gifts you and your family offer to everyone you meet. I love you all, Jen

Reg - 09/01/00 05:54:48 My Email:Harrison NJ

Comments: I don't know what else to say besides how much I miss him. He was my best friend. He taught me so many things. One of them being how to love. I can still hear him laughing at a corny joke or just sitting there listening to me as I whine about my job o how much my life sucked. But, he never complained. Not about anyone or any of his problems. He was one of the most caring individuals I've ever met. Not a day goes by that I don't think of him.

Karen - 08/24/00 12:45:22 My Email:Canada

Comments: I didn't know Jeff or you either, but even though I never talked to him or met him, I was crying as I read what you wrote about him. It seems like he touched everyone's heart and it is a shame that he was taken away from this earth at such a young age. Bu I'm positive he is up in heaven right now looking down on his friends and I bet he is proud of you, Michelle (I think it's you who made this page in his memory). If that's not your name, then I am sincerely sorry. My heart goes out to everyone that is mi sing Jeff. Later, Karen :)

David - 08/22/00 03:41:29 My Email:Davis, CA

Comments: I do not know you nor did I know Jeff. I just was very moved to tears by your page dedicated to him and know he is with you. Best wishes to you! Just know people do care out here....me for one!

ENUFSEDTOY - 07/30/00 00:03:50 My Email:[email protected]

Comments: WELL, I CAN REMEMBER THE DAY I MOVED TO CG AND SEEN YOU IN THAT LITTLE TOYOTA YOU HAD THINKING YOU WERE COOL PUMPING THE SYSTEM AND DRIVING LIKE A NUT, STOPPING BY ALL THE TIME AND TALKING CAR & TRUCK STUFF NONE STOP!! YOU ALWAYS GAVE ME A DEAL AT T E WIZ AND HELP ME OUT ALOT ! YOU WERE A GREAT GUY AND STILL ARE I AM SURE OF THAT!!! WELL AS YOU PASSED TO THE HEAVENS ABOVE I AM SURE THAT YOU ARE LOOKING DOWN ON US LAUGHING AT US , LIVING IN THIS DUMP AND YOU LIVING LIKE A KING NOW!!! I THINK OF YOU VERY TIME IT THUNDERS REMEMBERING THE BASS PUMPING AS YOU DROVE UP THE STREET AND I AM SURE THAT YOUR UP THERE CRANKING YOUR TUNES AND POUNDING THE BASS AND THATS THE THUNDER I HEAR NOW!!! WELL TILL SOMEDAY WE MEET AGAIN I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU AND WI L REMEMBER ALL THAT WE SHARED !!! PLEASE KEEP A EYE ON ME AND KEEP ME IN LINE!!! ENUFSEDTOY

BratGoofy - 07/27/00 20:12:48

Comments: Jeff is person who will always hold a special place in my heart. He taught me how to see the brighter side of things, how to laugh and how to love. Jeff opened my eyes and opened my heart. Trips down the shore, listening to him talk for HOURS about cars, ong ADVENTUROUS drives, watching wrestling, making fun of people (I never knew it could be an Olympic sport til I met Jeff), his cousins' baseball games, or just sitting around talking...the time I got to share with him can never be replaced. His love for family and his family's love for him were amazing to witness. Being his friend was like being part of his family. Jeff, I miss you more than you ever thought I could. You will always have a piece of my heart!

yep sherri - 07/21/00 18:18:11 My Email:yep [email protected]

Comments: Shell, this is a beautiful site for jeff's memory.. It saddens me to think of how a wonderful being like Jeff was taken from us at such a young age.. It was so hard for me when I was away in Las Vegas to deal with his passing and not be able to pay my res ects to Jeff and his family... I have a memory that is kind of corny but will always stick in my mind and just remind me about how the little things count... I will miss Jeff a lot.... he was always so pleasant and funny when I was hanging out with him... >kisses and hugz< to god's new angel in heaven

~"C.J."~ - 07/20/00 20:14:10 My Email:[email protected]

Comments: I never got to meet Jeff in person, but he's one of the only people I could talk to about Mustangs,engines and drag racing without them saying "Ok shut up about cars already!" Jeff, if you can see this you are missed man.I know there's a drag race at a st p light somewhere in Heaven waiting for me. >:-) Thanx Shell~E, it was really nice of you to set this up for him.

[email protected] - 07/15/00 02:07:09 My Email:[email protected]

Comments: Wow..I'm in complete tears..what a beautiful memory Shel. I didn't really know Jeff all that well, but from the few times we spoke, I could tell he was someone special that you would want to have in your life. It always saddens me when someone so young s taken from us, and I don't think there are any words to express this pain. My best regards to his friends and family. Rest in peace Jeff... you will be missed.

pr1ncetoad - 07/15/00 00:01:09 My Email:[email protected]

Comments: Jeff, you are truley missed and im glad there is a place i can come to remind me of how awesome u are, and remind me of what life is all about. thanks for knowing me. You are a true blessing to all of us and we miss you. thinking about you, steve p.s. michelle, great job.