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12/28/05
It is almost new years and almost my birthday. At least christmas is over, only 2 more stupid things to celebrate. Maybe I am weird but I hate holidays and birthdays, stupid fucking shit, stupid people asking stupid questions. Maybe I can find something cool to do for my birthday, probally not, there is nothing cool to do, everything sucks. I think the only joy I get is from drawing, playing guitar, or fucking with digital media, all of which I can do alone. 12/24/05 Yes looks much better... 12/21/05 Every year at this time I become depressed or just pissed off, this is why..... We hear it everywhere, Peace on Earth, good will toward men. The holiday season how I hate it, it makes me think. Christmas fuck that, this was when Jesus was born, our saviour, our christ, the one who will bring peace on earth.. Ok when did this happen, did I miss it. Peace...definition, The absence of war or other hostilities. Let me ask you a question, if I borrow you'r car and tell you I will give it back, and over 2000 years later you still do not have your car, what would you think of me. Oh you might say he is going to take all of the good souls to heaven with him. Is that peace on earth? NO it is not. What good does that do for us here on earth, if you even believe that, as not just being propaganda. Sure we could just give up and worship Satan, this is not what I am saying, or the point I am trying to make. Will we ever see peace on earth? Sadly I don't believe so, not with murder, rape, WAR, torture, WAR, and many other things we as humans inflict on others. How many people have died because of religion. We have so many beliefs as a world that we are killing each other, for what? Religion.. definition, Belief in and reverence for a supernatural power or powers regarded as creator and governor of the universe. Can we teach morals without killing, or creating WAR??? We can all pray for peace but no one will do a fucking thing to make it happen, the sad part is, what can we do? Have any so called gods made the world a peacefull place? I think we need a miracle. Miracle...definition, An event that appears inexplicable by the laws of nature and so is held to be supernatural in origin or an act of God..... A REAL ONE THIS TIME WOULD BE GOOD!!!!! 12/14/05 
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11/18/05 Ok so I added 2 new drawings that I finished today. My first attempt at oil pastels.... Please feed Dahmer he likes human flesh, but the treats will do fine... 11/08/05
10/28/05 Ok I added another drawing, a supermodel with a knife in her skull. I also added some animal pics from The Dallas Zoo and The World Aquarium... 10/11/05 Added new art to the exploit section, maby my best so far, but not good enough. It's 5:00A.M. and I am too bored to sleep. It's quote time, because I have nothing more to say...Explorers in the further regions of experience. Demons to some. Angels to others.......Pin Head 9/21/05 Ok so I took a quiz. I was very bored, I answered honestly really... 
I am Master Shake from Aqua Teen Hunger Force!! Which Aqua Teen Hunger Force character are you?? 9/15/05 Added links and pics, and now it is quote time....... The Edge, there is no honest way to explain it because the only people who really know where it is are the ones who have gone over..... Hunter S. Thompson 9/14/05 I just watched a couple of great movies here is a hint... 
9/6/05 I just added some great artwork to the idolization section. Now it's quote time....... Out of damp and gloomy days, out of solitude, out of loveless words directed at us, conclusions grow up in us like fungus: one morning they are there, we know not how, and they gaze upon us, morose and gray. Woe to the thinker who is not the gardener but only the soil of the plants that grow in him.... Friedrich Nietzsche 8/31/05 Another dismal day, my mood growing more uneasy as the season changes from summer to fall. There is something in the air as the nights get cooler, a strange feeling every year. I feel it more and more every day, the smell, the color growing more vivid as the days go by. I listen to thoughts in my head as if my soul trying to tell me something I cannot see. I cannot comprehend much of what I hear, fragments of a past life or all life passing at once, when time has no meaning and each season begins and ends the same as before and seeing ourself age is nothing more than a trick of the brain. Our soul would like nothing more than to fly away but our body will not let it go, the chemicals in our brain causing logic. That is the shame of it all. 8/30/05 I just added some of my artwork to the exploit section. I got home from work today, tonight, whatever midnight, I have been staring at the computer for far too long its 4:06a.m.(eyes glaze over) and there is nothing on T.V. at this time in the morning, yahoo is playing "passive" A.P.C.... on launch radio, sanity is mine. I will try to get more on my site A.S.A.P. but for now this will have to do...... |
