I've never smoked a cigarette
I've only drank once or twice
I've had one boyfriend
Yet I feel so dirty inside
I've rented pornos before
I've never went to jail
I haven't got a fake ID
Yet I feel so troubled inside
So unpure and full of disgusting things
Like my body and soul has been used and thrown away
Where I go from here
I hope there won't be more to come
Cause I don't think I can cleanse them all at once
I hate to feel
That I've been missing something
That I've been left out
That I don't see it
But I do get it
Cause it's always in front of me
And it's contaminating me
Now my room is such a mess
I watch so much TV
I let the dishes sit in the sink
I've become what I feel
I've put things off so many times
I hide so much feelings inside
I lose track of where things are
I end up losing my mind
So unpure and full of disgusting things
Like my body and soul has been used and thrown away
Where I go from here
I hope there won't be more to come
Cause I don't think I can cleanse them all at once
I hate to feel
That I've been missing something
That I've been left out
That I don't see it
But I do get it
Cause it's always in front of me
And it's contaminating me