There has been times of silence
Where I would sit in my room
And I wouldn't come out for days
But my hopes were safe
My how have I aged
And my mind isn't in place
When I talk to you
I'm seeing grey
I'm seeing illusions by me
Who would believe?
Mother can you forgive me?
I don't know why I'll hurt you so
Sometimes I would cry
And I'll cry cause you tried
Yes, I know you did
And even when father was wrong
And my pity was too strong
I didn't see you anywhere
Where were you?
I'm seeing grey
I'l seeing illusions by me
Who would believe
Here I am back again
And through the times I've spent alone
I lost track of you
But I lost track of you
And I'm here to stay
I'm here to stay
I'm here to stay
I'm here to stay
I'm here to stay